You are the One you seek

I did this before about a year ago, then deleted it, and found a little more room to share. Now, during a time of great personal struggle and tumult, I have decided it would be better to end the podcast now, rather than make the diary of a man losing his excitement for life, and the excitement for the things he previously promoted with great joy in his heart. I am consistent only at inconsistency,...

**My comments about not respecting religions should be clarified. As an ex-Christian for 37 years, and after coming face to face with multiple SA criminals within the walls of the small churches I attended, many of their offenses against children, I developed a very low opinion of religious systems in general. The more I explored as I stepped out of faith in 2018, the more I realized just how trul...

Wanted to focus this episode on an idea that has resonated with me for a few years. This is the idea that we are like a caterpillar making the transition to butterfly, in a chrysalis phase. I didn't come up with the concept, obviously, or maybe I did? Maybe you and I did?! Besides the point.... Everything that was once structure, and known, is now goo, and dissolving under it's own weight, seeming...

It has been just a little over 2 years since I struck out with this little diary style podcast, exploring all kinds of new ideas and explorations after years spent in the stifling beliefs of Christianity. In this episode, I reflect back on what it has been like to traverse these last 2 years, and the daily challenge to bring more of the heart into a world that seems to be racing to the bottom. If...

So yeah, I made a hilarious mistake when I initially released this, as I rendered it in the speed I edit the episodes in. LOL!!!! I swear I didn't shapeshift into a chipmunk! Thanks for listening, and being patient with my silly behind.

I'm back. I felt good about leaving things be when I signed off a few months ago, but felt compelled to share some new thoughts, ideas, and also a bit of a plea for help. My body and I have always been in a wrestling match, but lately, the pains and issues have begun to get the better of me. I am doing my best to stay positive, and to manifest the healing I need. Slow going, and am not too proud t...

Just a wee little update from me, reflecting on this current moment, and my place in it. I don't have a lot of answers, more questions and yearnings. Trying to stay in the moment, and not let outside forces impact you negatively is certainly the great challenge of the human experience. I have far from mastered it, that's for sure! Anyway, as usual, thanks for listening! *Also, I think I meant to s...

As we move into a time of escalation on SO MANY FRONTS, it is very hard to feel balanced and grounded. This episode is both a confession of my own struggle owning my place in this current moment, and also my hope still for a future that is far better than any of us could have imagined. As usual, I am trying to remind you the listener, that the focus always comes back to you and your power. I am ce...

Faith seems to be a theme that is inescapable for me, despite my logical brain constantly rejecting such an outlandish notion. I need PROOF DAMNIT! It seems my astrology confirms my need to have tangible proofs, to feel satisfied about my participation in what it is I am involved with. HOWEVER, Earth school is meant to turn that on it's head, or at least, for a time. Sounds like there have been ma...

I am sort of back! I have been really feeling things deeply and strongly in the last several months, as many of you have as well. It has been a time of listening, and absorbing. I still feel that as a human, I know so damn little, and laugh at my tiny grasp of not only human history, but the history of this planet. Tiny grasp might be too much credit. But a big wide smile comes over my face when I...

In this episode I discuss "The Formula" as channeled by Bashar, through Darryl Anka. I read the 5 basic steps of the formula, and how even in the short time I have been working with it, I am finding it to be quite life changing. If you are unfamiliar with Bashar, I highly recommend a deep dive. What can be off-putting for some at first, is the more abrasive, masculine energy that Bashar comes thro...

I'm not dead! I have been a bit under the weather physically and otherwise, so just been laying low. I wanted to give an update with where I am at, and thoughts about UFO/UAP sightings that are happening worldwide, as well as the recent torrent of Bashar channelings I have been ingesting. I find that his style is super direct, to the point, and still very profound and loving. It seems to resonate...

Pauline Edward is a Canadian Author, Astrologer, lover of music, and lover of plants and people. She sits down with me and talks about a number of different topics, including her incredible new book "Gateway to a New World" Pauline may be just a wee bit older than me, but she has a mind, heart and energy that keeps her in touch with her youthful energy of love and awe. I say this because she often...

As the 'outside' world begins to destabilize, and there are many scary possibilities as to what the future holds, I take a minute to ponder how we can respond to this, and live a love filled life regardless. It's easy to give into despair and become rather hopeless about the state of many things happening on the Earth right now, but we also always have a choice in what we focus on, and how we resp...

It's hard to believe this is the last reading I will be doing from The Jeshua Channelings, as the book is now complete! The good news is, Jeshua is still channeling away through Pamela and many others, so there is no need to stamp this book as a Bible, and say 'well that settles it!' Jeshua is just pointing us back to our own, dynamic selves, and the Christ energy/consciousness that is inherit in...

This episode is technically the last chapter in The Jeshua Channelings, but as I tend to do, things are slightly out of order, and there is still one more very short chapter left, that will conclude all material from this book. This episode is about a spiritual awakening that has been under since the end of World War 2. Different waves of lightworker souls have been incarnating here to anchor the...

This chapter is really a great source of encouragement to me, as it lays out a bit about how we are meant to walk through the door of the New Era, by healing and releasing our past wounds and karmic struggles. There are only a few chapters left until the book is complete! You can find more from Pamela and Gerrit here: www.jeshua.net You can email me @ youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOney...

This episode is really for you if your personal health, or that of a loved one is something that consumes large portions of your time and attention. It is really easy to lose our perspectives and give in to fear when we have all of these weird, scary things that can happen to our body. Jeshua gives some great perspectives and insights as to how we can approach and deal with these issues. I hope yo...

We are getting down to the end of the book! Only a 4 more short chapters left, and then it's on to some interviews, rants, and other books that are really grabbing me! One of them is the one I was beyond honored to write a forward for "Gateway to a New World" By Pauline Edward. You can find it on her website: www.paulineedward.com You can find more channelings from Pamela, as well as this book, an...

It feels like this series of channelings never runs out of super relevant topics, and this one is clearly a significant energy we are still in the process of healing and harmonizing. Much is awry in the minds of the collective about sexuality, because there have been centuries of messages centered around shame and guilt, and a rejection of your natural human expression. Jeshua does a great job exp...

I can't imagine anyone alive who wouldn't resonate with the idea that emotions are a powerful force in our minute to minute lives. From what I have learned from NDEs, channelings, esoteric teachings etc. is that we always have a choice in what to do with our emotions, and that when we willfully encircle our unbalanced emotions with love, forgiveness and release, then we finally learn to heal, take...

This one was very profound to me when I first read it, as I had felt a distinct lack of good information pertaining to the balance of feminine and masculine energy, and certainly not from the Bible I grew up with. This channeling covers a lot of ground, and really contextualizes the conflict still at play in our world, between men and women, and how much room we still have to grow in our ability t...

I feel like I keep saying "This is one of my favorite chapters" but this one really has been important to me. I am very thankful for my birth family, but I have also been very thankful to learn loving, meaningful ways to detach my sense of self worth from their opinion of me, and to reframe my quest for validation from them, and really anyone else. While I don't ever recommend the scorched earth a...

Keeping the Jeshua train rolling again this week, with another chapter "Pitfalls on the way to becoming a Healer" from "The Jeshua Channelings" as received by Pamela Kribbe, with assistance from Gerrit Gielen. This one, as most of them do, really resonates with me, because it describes a heartfelt desire in me to heal others, but I have only just begun to discover the first steps at doing this. Fo...

So I have read the first small section of this chapter, when I read 'Cosmic Birthing Pain' from 'The Jeshua Channelings' but I wanted to finally read the whole thing! The views I express outside of the channelings are not endorsed or affiliated with Pamela and Gerrit, who have received and facilitated these channelings. My thoughts and views are 100% my own, but I do feel strongly about being hone...