You are the One you seek

I am reading from the final chapter in "The Lightworker Series" section of "The Jeshua Channelings" Only a few chapters left to read, but this section was the most profound to me, when initially coming across these channelings. I have expressed before, but will say again, the definition Jeshua gives of a Lightworker, sounds eerily familiar to my own experiences in this life. He explains that a Lig...

*This is an updated version, as I had some edit issues with the previous upload. From the 'Lightworker series' portion of 'The Jeshua Channelings' I am reading the chapters 'Lightworker' parts 1-3. This is a bit of a longer one, but really illuminating, at least to me personally. I have found that I really resonate and connect with the psychological profile of a Lightworker according to Jeshua, bu...

In this episode, I am reading again from "The Jeshua Channelings" and am finishing the 4 chapter section of "The Lightworker Series' with "From Ego To Heart 3-4" These final 2 chapters highlight what happens when we begin to, then fully release our ties to old, stale, ego energy. This material is incredibly energizing and exciting to me, and perfectly details what my heart has been longing for sin...

This episode is the next 2 chapters in "The Jeshua Channelings" from Pamela Kribbe and Gerrit Gielen: "From Ego to Heart I-II" This is from the larger "Lightworker Series" in the books, which contain the following chapters: "The New Earth I-II" "Lightworker I-III" "From Ego to Heart I-IIII" "Time, Multidimensionality, and your Light Self" Next episode will be "From Ego to Heart III-IV" If you woul...

From the 'Lightworker series' portion of 'The Jeshua Channelings' I am reading the chapters 'Lightworker' parts 1-3. This is a bit of a longer one, but really illuminating, at least to me personally. I have found that I really resonate and connect with the psychological profile of a Lightworker according to Jeshua, but that doesn't mean I am one, in the sense Jeshua describes here. He also goes on...

It's been a pretty spiritually, emotionally and physically tumultuous stretch the last month plus, and I have been struggling to keep the podcast going on schedule. I am nothing if not painfully, brutally honest and transparent with how I feel about my journey through life, and I figured I would share that, because why not? I am not looking for people to send me messages and tell me I am enough, a...

In case it's not clear by now, I have decided to make this an ongoing series. The Jeshua Channelings have been one of the most profound and inspiring aspects of my spiritual awakening, and I feel honored to be able to share it with you the listener. This chapter is about the transition of Earth that is imminently at hand, or between 1950-2070 according to Jeshua. It discusses a concept that is gra...

In this episode, I read a chapter from 'The Jeshua Channelings' by Pamela Kribbe. The chapter is 'Relationships in the New Era' and it has been one of my absolute favorites in the whole book. It really challenged my understanding of my marriage, and many other critical relationships in my life, as well as being able to start to approach the idea that I am truly the one I seek. That the divinity of...

In this episode, I have the utmost honor of talking with Bill Letson, who is a Southern California native, surfer, and career firefighter, now retired. Bill walks me through his NDE (near death experience) story when he briefly died back in the mid 90s, after a call to help someone with the flu. Bill shares how much his experience parallels with DMT, or Ayahuasca, and how psychedelics may be a win...

In this episode, I get into my journey through understanding the role of victimhood in my own life, and how it has functioned in my personal journey of self-discovery. It has become a resounding theme of many of the texts I have been reading lately, that victimhood is the game of the ego, and the karmic wheel we get stuck on by continuously playing the role of victim, offender, and rescuer. Rinse/...

Rebecca Austill-Clausen is an Occupational Therapist, Reiki Master, award-winning author, and international speaker. She had a Spiritual Transformative Experience in 1995 when she discovered the ability to communicate with her brother after he passed, even though she had no psychic or spiritual skills at the time. Becky struggled with how her spiritual awakening and eventual spiritual transformati...

It has become a rather common theme in my life as I discuss difficult topics with people, that I am often given the dictate: "You have to pick a side!" That has never sat very well with me, because there are far more choices than 2 out there in the world. The cycle of binary thinking, of right and wrong, or this side or that side, pigeon holes us into a very narrow focal point, that often misses t...

Betty Guadagno's journey commenced amidst shadows of adversity, grappling with the weight of drug addiction, involvement in sex work, and the heartrending loss of her parents to suicide. However, a profound turning point emerged in March 2019 following a near-death like experience due to a drug overdose. During this awakening, Betty found herself traversing the ethereal realm between life and eter...

In this episode, I am reading a chapter, and small snippet from "The Jeshua Channelings" as channeled through Pamela Kribbe, with the assistance of Gerrit Geilen. You can find the book & channelings at www.jeshua.net I am focusing on the "Cosmic Birthing Pain" chapter in which Jeshua explains the core and origin of the pain, suffering, and deep loneliness we feel on this Earth, and the various way...

In this very special episode, I have the honor of interviewing NDE Experiencer, Author, Speaker, Metaphysician, Chiropractor, and all around incredible person, Dr. Mary Helen Hensley. She is from Virgina originally, schooled in South Carolina, but has been in Ireland for the last 25 years, where she has her chiropractic and metaphysical healing practice. Mary shares bits of her NDE experience, as...

This episode was an absolute treat to record, as I get to talk to my childhood friend Sean Bon Bon, of The Bon Bon's Nook podcast, Pure Love Chocolate, and Bon Bon's Nook Casava Tortilla mix, among MANY other things. Sean and my brother Michael became good friends in High School, and I was fortunate enough to insert myself into their friendship, and forge my own relationship with Sean, which has e...

I wanted to make a special episode, honoring the short, difficult, and inspiring life of my brother Michael. (he preferred Mike, or Myco, or MycoGonzo, or any number of other amusing aliases) I talk about the difficulties we had in relating, especially due to some more neuro-divergent traits in both of us, and how it took many years to develop a very challenging, but ultimately great relationship....

The future of this show is having guests on to talk about their experiences, but before we have on folks who have had an NDE, I would like to provide a little context and information about my understandings of how it seems to work. Thankfully there are millions of people with first hand experience with OBE or NDE experiences, so the likelihood you know someone who has, is pretty decent. I attempt...

This is the first episode in the podcast, and I just wanted to give you some background story on how I arrived at this current place of understanding. I have been enamored with Near Death Experience stories, both from strangers and friends, and have been immersed in Yeshua and Ra Channelings, as well as A Course In Miracles. I would still consider myself somewhat of an atheist, but within that, al...