The Healing & Shit Show

In this episode, I talk about something I’ve never shared publicly before: the shame spiral I used to go into after getting high and raiding the kitchen (even if I had made CELERY JUICE that morning & promised myself I was “never gonna eat that much again” lol) It was like I couldn’t stop myself. I’d smoke, get the munchies, eat everything in sight, and then I’d wake up the next day feeling bloate...

So my partner & I were on a walk, we lit up, and apparently God told us to start recording — because people are not out here praying over their blunts . And that needs to change. This episode is raw, unscripted, and real. It’s us unpacking why smoking without intention might be keeping you stuck — spiritually, energetically, and emotionally — and what it actually looks like to change your relation...

In this episode, I talk about something people might judge me for… using ChatGPT for healing. And honestly? It helped me get unstuck in ways I wasn’t able to on my own. I went from overwhelmed, overthinking everything, and not taking action… to actually processing my shit, seeing my patterns, and moving forward. It’s not supposed to be your guru.. it’s supposed to be a mirror. If you’ve been skept...

I should be dead or in prison. But instead, I’m here with a mic in my hand and God in my heart, sharing the story of how He dragged me out of the criminal justice system, helped me heal from the pain that had landed me there, & showed me how to rebuild my life from scratch. This is my testimony. My reminder that no matter how messy your past is, God can use it. And He can use you. Here’s what I co...

I recorded this a little over a month ago… and for a minute, I almost didn’t post it. I had this voice in my head saying, “It’s been too long. Maybe it’s not relevant anymore. And damn, bitch, you juuuuust uploaded an episode about how healthy your relationship was.” I think that’s why it hit me so hard. I really believed he was the one . So yeah, my life has been crumbling apart. God is still put...

Since we were little, many of us have been conditioned to see religion as the only path to God. We're taught that we need intermediaries—churches, books, or specific practices—to access spiritual growth. But what if I told you that your connection with God is already within you, waiting to be awakened? 🙏✨ This episode is SUPER close to my heart, because I feel like bringing people to Jesus (in m...

Hey beautiful souls! Today's episode is super special because I'm introducing y'all to my partner and we're getting REAL about healing in relationships. 💕 We dive deep into how our past experiences shape the way we show up in relationships now - from trust issues to feeling like you're not enough. And we also share some of the tools we use to work through these challenges together. We discuss: ✨...

In this episode, I get real about what’s been holding me back from putting out these podcast episodes. The fear of being seen. And I don’t mean wanting to hide your physical imperfections because you’re worried someone’s gonna think you’re ugly.. I’m talking about you're scared for people to see who you really are because you think when they find out that they're going to reject you, or that they'...

Welcome back to the podcast! Well. Welcome to the Healing & Shit show. I had another podcast, but it’s been a few months since I uploaded an episode…and Manifest Mental Health no longer feels aligned. You can read more about that here >> The spiritualstripper333. About my rebrand (& rebirth). Basically, I feel like I’m not the version of me who came up with that vision anymore. You can still liste...