Elliot Waters | Lived Experience Mental Health

The Dysregulated Podcast

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I live with anxiety, depression, ADHD, autism, OCD & BPD — and this podcast shares the hard-fought lessons I’ve learned along the way. This is lived-experience mental health , told with complete honesty and zero filter, including the vulnerable and significant moments that continue to shape my life today. Through personal reflections, therapy insights, interviews, nervous system regulation, and real-world struggles, I explore what it means to live with complex mental illness — grounded in psychological science and research.

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Elliot Waters | Lived Experience Mental Health

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Health

Latest episode

Jun 29, 2026

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Episodes

Fortnightly Check-In #19 - Night Terrors 18.08.2023

Night terrors, panic attacks, sweating profusely. It's been a hard few days. But, there are some great opportunities on the horizon. Plenty of gratitude despite some challenges!  Follow my journey living with mental illness and the hard-fought lessons learned along the way. Lived experience is the driving force of this podcast, and it is through this lens that my stories are told. This is a r...

My Fear of Google Calendar (ADHD, Generalised Anxiety And Panic) 02.08.2023

Follow my journey living with mental illness and the hard-fought lessons learned along the way. Lived experience is the driving force of this podcast, and it is through this lens that my stories are told. This is a raw, honest, and very real account of how various psychological disorders have shaped my past, and continue to influence my future. Support me and the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/e...

Staying the Course: Social Pressure And Sobriety 29.07.2023

Tonight is the first real test of my commitment to sobriety. A high risk situation as my psychologist would say. Lots of social demands, but we have rehearsed this. We can do it. We can Stay the Course. Support me and the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters  -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Po...

Fortnightly Check-In #18 - Run For Your Life 26.07.2023

Support me and the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters Follow my journey living with mental illness and the hard-fought lessons learned along the way. Lived experience is the driving force of this podcast, and it is through this lens that my stories are told. This is a raw, honest, and very real account of how various psychological disorders have shaped my past, and continue to influence...

In the Throes of Generalised Anxiety Disorder And Panic Attacks 20.07.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters  Follow on Instagram @elliot.t.waters  and @thedysregulated.podcast   Yesterday was depression, today it is all about anxiety. The rollercoaster just keeps going! -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Podcast (Official Channel) Created by Elliot Water...

In the Throes of Depression And Negative Emotions 18.07.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters  Follow on Instagram @elliot.t.waters  and @thedysregulated.podcast   Times are tough. Really tough. And you're all along for the ride with me! Not an easy episode to record this one. But a very honest look at the hard times. -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube –...

Borderline Personality And Depression: Sinking Into a Dysregulated Emotional Abyss (BPD) 08.07.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters Follow on Instagram @elliot.t.waters  and @thedysregulated.podcast My insecurities from the past resurface as I regress into a downward spiral. The first of its kind since my last hospital admission. These will continue to happen, but hopefully not as frequently. It is up to me to create a plan to negate these spirals and bounce back quickl...

Needing Early Wins 02.07.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters Follow on Instagram @elliot.t.waters and @thedysregulated.podcast Follow my journey living with mental illness and the hard-fought lessons learned along the way. Lived Experience is the driving force of this podcast, and it is through this lens that my stories are told. This is a raw, honest, and very real account of how various psychologic...

The Lost Days: Disassociating Through Work And Despair 29.06.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters  What day is it? Somewhere the days have got lost in transmission. Working to the bone. What for though? Is it for financial security, the ability to chase ones dreams? Or is it to satisfy an immature part of the psyche that needs to be pulled into line..... -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dy...

Fortnightly Check-In #17 - Short Supply 15.06.2023

Support me and the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Podcast (Official Channel) Created by Elliot Waters — Inspired by lived experience . Mental health insights, real stories, real conversations.

Post-Show Euphoria: Presenting For The Black Dog Institute 08.06.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters It's official, Elliot the lived experience presenter for the Black Dog Institute is back! Back in a big way! The return is complete and i'm pretty happy with how it went. So listen in and share the euphoria with me! Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook –...

Pre-Show Jitters: Presenting For The Black Dog Institute 08.06.2023

Support the podcast: https://www.patreon.com/elliotwaters Well, I'm back. Back presenting for the Black Dog Institute! It's been a while but it's show time. Although those usual nerves are hanging around....... Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Podca...

Fortnightly Check-In #16 01.06.2023

Follow my journey living with mental illness and the hard-fought lessons learned along the way. Lived Experience is the driving force of this podcast, and it is through this lens that my stories are told. This is a raw, honest, and very real account of how various psychological disorders have shaped my past, and continue to influence my future. -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @ell...

Rock N Roll Star: Identity Disturbance and BPD 30.05.2023

In this episode we go back in time, to when I was sixteen and in high school. This is when my identity disturbance developed and my persona of the rock n roll star did as well. So much of my presentation today was borne out of this period of my life. A period where I just wanted to fit in. And as you will find out in this episode, not much has changed. Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters -- Fo...

Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) 29.05.2023

In this episode we take a deep dive within the brain to find out why ADHD can present itself. It is a very complex developmental disorder and there is more to be said on this topic! But this episode provides an overview backed up by the science and real-world lived experience. -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysreg...

Everything’s Clunky 23.05.2023

Continuity. According to Google it means, "the unbroken and consistent existence or operation of something over time". And this applies to our headspace as well. We need to have a clear memory or narrative that is consistent throughout our daily existence. And without this ability one finds themselves being tied to the current moment without a clear understanding of what has been, and wh...

My BPD Siege Mentality: Controlling My Anger 18.05.2023

In this episode I discuss using anger for good. But one has to be careful that the anger goes out of control. But when utilised correctly, it is a great motivating emotion. Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Podcast (Official Channel) Created by Elliot Waters — Insp...

Fortnightly Check-In #15 - Not Depressed, but Very Flat Indeed 12.05.2023

The Dysregulated Podcast is driven by lived experience. Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters  Follow the show on Instagram @thedysregulated.podcast -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Podcast (Official Channel) Created by Elliot Waters — Inspired by lived experience . Mental health insights, real storie...

Running With My Inner Critic 04.05.2023

The inner critic. Always by my side. But I am working hard at putting it in its place. And to do that we must follow the plan. Healthy habits, robust routines. Thats how we win this race.  -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregulated Podcast (Official Channel) Created by Elliot Waters — Inspired by lived experience...

Fortnightly Check-In #14 - Habit Building 28.04.2023

"The secret of your future is hidden in your daily routine". It sure is. But habits, routine and structure are concepts I have always struggled with. And a lot of it has to do with black and white thinking. So they key right now is to introduce more grey into my world. And with your help in keeping me accountable, we are getting there. -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @el...

Trade-offs: Medications, Side Effects And Improved Mood 27.04.2023

Life is full of compromises. Medications and side effects go hand in hand. So what happens if the medications cause cognitive issues, yet exponentially improve mood? Well, Elliot is finding this out right now, and you the listener will be kept up to date all the way! Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulate...

My Great Comeback: Returning From The Psychiatric Ward 21.04.2023

After six weeks in the psych ward, yours truly is back! Well....hopefully. To be truly "back" a lot of hard work is still yet to come. Really, the hard work starts now! But today I felt something I haven't felt in a long time, and that is hope. Clear, tangible hope. And I think there is a whole lot more of it on the way! Instagram: @elliot.t.waters AND @thedysregulated.podcast -- Fo...

Taking The Next Step 09.04.2023

This is it. No more medication changes. It is time for the psychological interventions to do their thing. Because unfortunately you cannot medicate personality, self esteem, insecurities etc.  The real work starts now.  Instagram: @elliot.t.waters AND @thedysregulated.podcast -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dysregulated Podcast YouTube – The Dysregu...

My Return to Therapy 30.03.2023

Finally some positive news! Elliot has returned to his psychologist. A clear plan moving forward has been created and hope has been restored. It won't be easy, but you'll hear all about the progress being made here on the show.  Follow me on Instagram @elliot.t.waters and the show @thedysregulated.podcast -- Follow The Dysregulated Podcast : Instagram – @elliot.t.waters Facebook – The Dy...

The Psych Ward Stories: Medication Changes 29.03.2023

In this episode Elliot explains some of the medication changes he has been presented with and their impacts on his mental health. We also hear how a radio interview Elliot was apart of went, and the difficulties that he faces when doing so. Lastly, Elliot is seeing his psychologist again! The wheels are moving...... Follow Elliot on Instagram @elliot.t.waters and the show @thedysregulated.podcast...

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