The Blue Butterfly Effect Podcast

Most of us can point to a moment — or a hundred small moments — where we learned it wasn’t quite safe to be fully ourselves. Maybe it was something said, something ignored, or something we just absorbed from the environment around us. Over time, that becomes the way we move through the world: dimming our light, a little less alive than we started. Milly, Ash, and Patsy talk honestly about the proc...

Episode 58. What if signs are less about being directed and more about deepening our relationship with intuition, spirit, and self-trust? In this expansive episode, the Blue Butterfly Effect trio explores the meaning of signs, synchronicity, and the subtle ways life communicates with us. We talk about how signs arrive through timing, symbols, sensations, animals, music, and unexpected moments — an...

Episode 57. What if family isn’t just where you come from — but where you feel most seen, supported, and at home? In this raw and reflective episode, we explore how chosen family has become a defining force in our healing, growth, and becoming. We look at why so many of us are expanding our definition of family, what it means when our family of origin can no longer meet who we’re becoming, and how...

What if the work isn’t to fix yourself — but to remember yourself? In this episode, we explore what it means to live transformation in real time — beyond therapy sessions, retreats, or spiritual containers. We look at how the “fix me” culture has shaped our expectations around healing and what it really takes to reclaim our agency, our timing, and our trust in the unfolding. Ashley opens with a gr...

Episode 55. What if the suffering we accept as “normal” is really a spiritual invitation? In this episode, we explore how misery becomes woven into our systems, identities, and cultural norms — and how to reclaim your sacred agency in the midst of it. Ashley opens with a grounding soul reset. Milly introduces the phrase “misery, normalized” and offers astrological insight into this season of truth...

Episode 54. Why does being around others sometimes feel overwhelming? What if what we call social anxiety is actually a sacred sensitivity — one to be honored, not pathologized? In this episode, the Blue Butterfly Effect trio explores the deeper terrain beneath social anxiety, tracing its roots to early childhood, post-pandemic disconnection, and the energetic overwhelm of being deeply attuned. As...

Episode 53. The Blue Butterfly Effect trio returns from summer break with a refreshed format — and a whole lot to reflect on. Ashley opens the episode with a guided intuitive reset: an invitation to ground, center, and reconnect as we step into a new season. Milly follows with timely insights about the current eclipse season, illuminating the deeper energetic invitations at play and offering persp...

Not every chapter comes with clarity or momentum—and that doesn’t mean you’re lost. In this episode we explore five soulful ways to honor the season you’re in, whether it’s a soft pause, a stretch of growth, or the sacred in-between. We share how to name your season without judgment, let it set the pace, recalibrate expectations, create simple rituals, and resist rushing the exit.  Find Milly...

In this episode of The Blue Butterfly Effect, we explore our evolving relationship with artificial intelligence—not through a technical lens, but through soul, spirit, and intuition. We reflect on how AI intersects with emotional intelligence, creativity, and healing, and ask what it means to stay human in a world of instant answers and machine-made content. From astrology to branding to intuitive...

In this episode, we explore the ripple effects of personal choice during collective upheaval. What does it mean to be in service during a time of transformation—and how might that look different than we expect? Ashley, Patsy, and Milly unpack the idea of quiet revolutions: the subtle yet powerful ways we can tend to our corner of the world, honor our soul’s needs, and resist the pressure to carry...

In this season-opening episode, The Blue Butterfly Effect returns with a new chapter and a third co-host, welcoming Patsy Kenney into the soulful circle. Milly, Ashley, and Patsy reflect on the transformations that led to this expansion, honoring the nonlinear path of healing and emergence. Through eclipse-season stories, new cover art, and deepening vision, they explore how one shift—one choice t...

Building Your Business with Soul: Insights from Patsy Kenney ——— In this episode, Milly and Ashley welcome their first guest, brand strategist & soulful intuitive Patsy Kenney to discuss how business can serve as a channel for our soul's expression. Patsy shares insights on aligning your business with your deeper purpose, allowing for a more effortless flow of opportunities and clients. We exp...

In this episode, we reflect on the profound soul lessons of 2025 so far—Ashley’s recent move to Costa Rica, the wildfires in Los Angeles, Milly’s illness, and the shifting collective energy. We explore the astrological climate and how it mirrors our inner transformations. We dive into the importance of presence, the role of our spiritual practice in uncertain times, and the common misunderstanding...

In this soulful episode of The Blue Butterfly Effect , Milly Murillo, Intuitive Astrologer and Spiritual Coach, and Ashley Torrent, Psycho-Spiritual Counselor and Intuitive Medium, share their most transformative soul lessons from 2024. Through heartfelt stories, deep introspection, and astrological insights, they explore the power of trust, the courage to release outdated identities, and the wisd...

In this episode, Milly and Ashley address common misconceptions about astrological and intuitive readings. We emphasize the importance of free will and clarify that our role isn’t to predict the future but to facilitate a deeper connection with the soul. We explore how astrological energy reflects the themes and opportunities present in your life and discuss how intuitive insights can support your...

In this episode, Milly and Ashley bring a pop culture twist to the podcast, inspired by the series Nobody Wants This . While the show’s relationship has been widely praised online as healthy, they share why they disagree and offer their own perspective. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this episode, Milly and Ashley explore why spirituality can feel off-putting, discussing toxic positivity, bypassing, and elitism. They emphasize embracing the human experience, living with integrity, and remembering our connection to Spirit in daily life. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this episode, Milly and Ashley dive into the allure of toxic or "cheap" dopamine and our culture’s drive for quick hits and instant gratification. Dopamine, a key neurotransmitter, affects mood regulation, motivation, pleasure, and reward. They candidly share their personal experiences with phones and social media, reflecting on how these habits influence daily life. Together, they explore prac...

In this episode, Milly talks about what eclipse seasons represent, the best way to welcome them, and how important they are to our overall spiritual growth. Now that we are at the beginning of eclipse season (Sept-Nov 2024) here are some tools you can use to intentionally follow your process. https://www.astroconsciousness.com/cosmic-guides https://www.ashleytorrent.com/journals Hosted on Acast. S...

The next several months will bring turning points and valuable lessons. In this episode, we discuss: the astrological energy of the rest of the year how we can remain grounded observers of what is happening around us how not to get swept up in the chaos We hope this episode is one you will come back to so that you can remember the bigger picture. Join astrologer and mindfulness coach Mildred Muril...

In this episode, we explore one of our favorite topics, MAGIC. We discuss- our intrinsic ability to create and manifest the joy of experiencing your magic permitting yourself to dream the process of magic and manifestation is about the becoming giving more power to our imagination over our 3D reality and much more. Join astrologer and mindfulness coach Mildred Murillo and psychospiritual counselor...

In this episode, we explore the wisdom we would share with our younger selves if we could turn back the clock. In part one, we discuss: •Following your passion •Giving yourself permission to do and be anything  •Staying in expired relationships  • Self-hatred of our bodies  •You are allowed to be angry Join astrologer and mindfulness coach Mildred Murillo and psychospiritual counsel...

In this episode, we explore the wisdom we would share with our younger selves if we could turn back the clock. In part one, we discuss: Chaos and drama Saying no vs. making ourselves available to everyone all the time The myth of having it all together by a certain age The need to be and stay busy Your weirdness is your gift Join astrologer and mindfulness coach Mildred Murillo and psychospiritual...

Our relationship to aging is being redefined as we evolve as a collective consciousness. In this episode, Ashley opens up about turning 50 this month and all of the fear-based and egoic questions and thoughts that have arisen over the past year. Although age hasn't meant much to either Ashley or Milly in the past, they explore ways that each of them is choosing to mindfully navigate getting older....

In this episode, we explore self-work fatigue. Is the exhaustion and heaviness we experience while healing the result of the work? Or is it the pain we experience when we live an unconscious life?  As always we share our personal experiences with these questions and what we have witnessed as practitioners. We think this conversation will be helpful and insightful no matter where you are on your he...