That Infernal Noise

In this episode I discuss my struggle with the darkness and trying to get into the light and at times surviving on smoke and hate. I was addicted to my noise and in a lot of situations used it as my security blanket. *If you are dealing with suicidal thoughts and need help 988 has been designated as the new three-digit dialing code that will route callers to the National Suicide Prevention Lifelin...

In my return episode I discuss the passing of the woman that raised me, my grandmother Maria Pina. I talk about the struggles I have had since then and falling into a depression and lacking motivation to do basically anything. Don't let the noise make you, YOU make the noise. Follow me on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or...

In this episode I discuss my personal mental health journey, where I am now and what I consider my rock bottom including my suicidal ideations and overcoming them. *If you are dealing with suicidal thoughts and need help 988 has been designated as the new three-digit dialing code that will route callers to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. *  Follow me on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok...

In this episode I discuss my generation and how we were raised and what I have learned from my kids as well. Follow me on facebook, twitter, tiktok and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert #thatinfernalnpc #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #thursdaytherapy #mhnrnetwork

In this episode I discuss my taking responsibility for my actions and holding myself accountable in all situations and how I deal with the struggle to do so. Follow me on facebook, twitter, tiktok and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert #thatinfernalnpc #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #me...

In this episode I discuss my constant need to be accepted and never really feeling like I ever fit in anywhere until very recently. I also talk about my short comings as a father and a partner and how I always strive to learn from my previous mistakes and try to be a better person. Follow me on facebook, twitter, tiktok and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback...

In this episode I discuss the adversity no longer hindering my motivation, I have gotten to a place of clarity and understanding of my work life balance and found the things that re-energize me and give me strength to make it through the tough times. Follow me on facebook, twitter, tiktok and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much apprec...

In this episode I discuss making excuses to be unmotivated and my fears of not being accepted along with a couple of stories of why I don't think like that anymore. Follow me on facebook, twitter, tiktok and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

In this episode I discuss where I am currently and all the changes that I have made in my life in order to get to the point that I am at. Kids getting older, my mindset changing, sacrificing, goals, and my trying to be a better person in general.  Follow me on facebook, twitter, tiktok and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciat...

In this episode I discuss where I currently reside in my life and growth in making amends for my past behaviors and/or neglect with loved ones. It has been a long process trying to make right the wrongs I have done in my life but ultimately it has greatly benefited my mental well being. Big thanks for Claas for giving me permission to use his track, check out his info below and leave some love! Fo...

This episode is my call to arms for making my life my own, there is no more time for excuses. I discuss not being happy because I often self sabotage and wanting to break that cycle in order to accomplish my goals. Big thanks for Claas for giving me permission to use his track, check out his info below and leave some love! Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - Feeli...

In this episode Neish, Mandy, Gabriel and I sit down and talk with Chris right after his 18th birthday. We discuss his upbring, what it is like dealing with parents like us and crack a few jokes along the way because we can't be serious for too long.   Big thanks for Claas for giving me permission to use his track, check out his info below and leave some love!   Follow me on facebook, twitter...

As the title implies, I am Feeling Myself now. In the episode I discuss plans for the future, my sense of general optimism toward life, finding my purpose and looking forward to the future. Big thanks for Claas for giving me permission to use his track, check out his info below and leave some love!   Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc   Intro - Feeling Myself by Claas Fo...

In this episode as the title implies, I am more honest than I have ever been. You get an unfiltered look into my mind and my thoughts of men’s mental health and the perception of being weak in discussing emotions. I also discuss the suicidal thoughts I have, some of the motivations for them and my reasons for still being here. I apologize to anyone that may find this a sensitive subject but I feel...

In this episode I discuss struggles I have had in my ongoing quest to be a better person and give my thoughts on the loss experienced in the process of changing the person I want to be. Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

In this episode I discuss struggles I had leading up to Father's day as well as removing things that no longer serve a purpose in my life. Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

Join me on my journey through my psyche and listen to me try and navigate it. In this episode I talk about my most recent freak out and discussing it with my therapist and coming to the realization that my brain has become incredibly efficient as jumping to anger. Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

Join me on my journey through my psyche and listen to me try and navigate it.   Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

It has been a while but I am back discussing my own short comings as a husband and more importantly as a human. I decided that today is first day of the rest of my life and I am going to take charge starting now.  Join me on my journey through my psyche and listen to me try and navigate it.   Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very...

Starting out the new year fresh with a new episode, in it I discuss things that have happened, realizations and awakenings I have had in this time of isolation and the positive effects it has had on myself as well as my family. Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

My fourth solo podcast, in it I discuss the truths I have discovered in my time of isolation since the pandemic began and how it has affected me mentally as well as other issues and situations I have encountered in that time. Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

Our triumphant return to the podcasting world, the name may be different but the spirit remains the same. In this episode we re-introduce ourselves, as well as catch the world up on what has been going on with us as well as a little discussion of some current events with our usual irreverent spin to it. Follow us on, Facebook, Twitter & Instagram @thatinfernalnpc As always any thoughts or feed...

In this episode Neish talks about coming to grips with getting older in this day age and the disparity between the generations. She also discusses why our generation shouldn't look at it as a bad thing.  Follow Neish on Twitter @ohheyitsneisha As always any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated.  Stay Peculiar! -Robert

This is the third episode of my solo podcasting adventure, in it I explain what "That Infernal Noise," means to me, my depression, mental inadequacies and I close out with finding my light in the darkness. Follow me on facebook, twitter and instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! -Robert

This is our special episode recorded on New Year's Eve, in it we discuss our resolutions/goals for 2020 and of course there are a few laughs sprinkled through out. Follow us on Twitter @icbwf As always any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! Intro instrumental composed by xSHY361x on youtube -Robert