rockbottomwithryan
Rock Bottom With Ryan
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
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Jul 10, 2026
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Episodes
95: From Panic to Peace - Jessica (Rachel's Recovery Room) 11.02.2026 36:49
In this episode of Rachel's Recovery Room, Jessica Nolan shares her journey through addiction, anxiety, and ultimately, her path to sobriety. She discusses her early experiences with alcohol, the impact of her upbringing, and how she coped with anxiety through substance use. Jessica reflects on her relationships and the challenges she faced while trying to maintain a semblance of normalcy in her l...
94: My Last Relapse - Matt 09.02.2026 1:26:10
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Matt shares his harrowing journey through addiction, crime, and recovery. From his early life in a religious household to becoming a daily user of heroin and meth, Matt recounts the pivotal moments that led him down a dark path. He discusses his experiences with criminal activities, including theft and drug dealing, and the consequences that followed, incl...
93: Matthew: PTSD - Profit Turning Scars into Direction 06.02.2026 45:50
In this episode, Matthew, known as the Profits Prophet, shares his journey from a traumatic childhood marked by abuse to a successful career in sales and personal development. He discusses the impact of his early experiences on his mental health, particularly PTSD, and the coping mechanisms he developed. Matthew reflects on his time in the military, the therapeutic approaches that helped him heal,...
92: Another Shot at Life! (Adriana Returns) 04.02.2026 1:13:58
In this episode, the hosts discuss their journeys of sobriety, emotional stability, and the impact of social media on their recovery. Adriana shares her experiences with cirrhosis, the healing process, and the importance of authenticity in recovery. The conversation touches on the realities of addiction, the challenges of communication, and the significance of consistency in maintaining sobriety....
91: A Man Named Caleb 02.02.2026 59:18
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Caleb shares his journey through addiction, recovery, and personal growth. He discusses his early experiences with alcohol and drugs, the impact of family dynamics on his mental health, and the turning point that led him to sobriety. Caleb emphasizes the importance of faith, building a support system, and the lessons learned in long-term sobriety. He also...
90: Steve - Recovered and Motivated 30.01.2026 45:32
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Stephen Watt shares his journey through addiction, starting from his childhood and the influences that shaped his early years. He discusses his experiences in the punk rock scene, the escalation of his drinking habits, and his life in a motorcycle club. Stephen reflects on the turning point that led to his DUI and the wake-up call that prompted him to seek...
89: Amber Hollingsworth: Put The Shovel Down 28.01.2026 54:31
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Amber Hollingsworth shares her unique journey into the field of recovery, stemming from her childhood in an addicted family. She discusses the complexities of addiction, the importance of family dynamics in recovery, and the role of emotional manipulation. Amber emphasizes the significance of setting boundaries, making amends, and the real-life challenges...
88: Pierre - The Unsung Song 26.01.2026 57:30
In this episode, we sit down with Pierre, a musician whose journey through alcohol and marijuana use ultimately led him to something far greater than addiction—purpose. Through his own recovery, Pierre discovered the power of music not just as an escape, but as a tool for healing, growth, and connection. Driven by his experiences, Pierre founded Haze Music For Youth Empowerment, a movement dedicat...
87: Doug - Sober Eh 23.01.2026 52:40
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Doug Matthews shares his profound journey through addiction, recovery, and the importance of community support. He reflects on his childhood influences, the descent into addiction, and the pivotal moments that led him to seek help. Doug discusses the challenges he faced during recovery, including suicide attempts and the role of his wife in his journey. He...
86: Bernardo 2.0 21.01.2026 57:39
In this episode, Bernardo shares his powerful journey of addiction and recovery, detailing the struggles he faced and the pivotal moments that led him to seek help. He discusses the importance of community, support, and honesty in the recovery process, as well as the challenges of rebuilding relationships with family and friends. Bernardo emphasizes the need for empathy towards those still struggl...
85: Music Is My Muse 19.01.2026 48:45
In this episode, J Addy shares his journey of growing up with severe autism, the challenges he faced, and how he found solace and purpose in music. He discusses the impact of autism on his social skills, the struggles with addiction, and the importance of support systems. J emphasizes the role of spirituality in his music and offers advice for aspiring artists navigating similar challenges. His st...
84: Kenneth: 12 Faces of Sober (RR Series) 16.01.2026 46:20
In this episode of Rock Bottom, Kenneth shares his journey through addiction, detailing his early influences, the transition to problematic drinking, and the consequences that followed, including homelessness and military life. He discusses the turning point that led him to seek help, the importance of support systems in recovery, and how he has transformed his life post-sobriety. Kenneth also emp...
83: 13 Days - Stephanie Returns 14.01.2026 52:19
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Stephanie Kelly shares her powerful journey through addiction, recovery, and the challenges she faced as a nurse during the COVID-19 pandemic. She discusses her experience with relapse, the triggering events that led to her time in jail, and the pivotal moment when she found the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. Stephanie emphasizes the importance of surre...
82: Sober Daisy 12.01.2026 23:45
In this episode, Daisy shares her journey of recovery from marijuana addiction, discussing her childhood experiences, the impact of losing her parents, and the emotional struggles that led her to use marijuana as a coping mechanism. She reflects on her decision to quit, the challenges of staying sober, and the importance of support systems in recovery. Daisy emphasizes the need for clear thinking...
81: Recovery Reps with Harry - Trading Heroine for Health 09.01.2026 55:30
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, host Ryan interviews Harrison, who shares his journey through addiction, specifically focusing on his experience with heroin. Harrison discusses his childhood, the escalation of his drug use, and the impact it had on his relationships. He reflects on his recovery journey, the role of spirituality, and how fitness has become a crucial part of his life post-...
80: Pulling From the Bottle - Big Jack 07.01.2026 1:04:41
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Big Jack shares his powerful journey through addiction and recovery. He discusses his early experiences with alcohol, the challenges he faced in the corporate world, and the impact of his relapses. Jack emphasizes the importance of community, personal growth, and the tools that have helped him maintain sobriety. He reflects on the consequences of his actio...
79: Tanya - The Peace We Crave 05.01.2026 57:23
In this conversation, Tanya shares her journey of recovery from alcoholism, detailing her early experiences with alcohol, the escalation of her drinking during college, and the consequences that led to her hospitalization. She discusses the impact of childhood trauma and mental health on her addiction, the challenges of high-functioning alcoholism, and the toll it took on her relationships. Tanya...
78: The Undead Club - Brandon and Amanda 02.01.2026 56:13
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, hosts Ryan and Rachel engage with the Undead Club, a couple who share their powerful recovery stories from addiction. They discuss their personal journeys, the role of relationships in recovery, and how they found love while navigating sobriety. The conversation delves into the importance of faith, forgiveness, and community support in the healing process....
77: Highly Sensitive Person - Gretchen 31.12.2025 46:16
In this conversation, Gretchen shares her journey of sobriety and self-discovery as a highly sensitive person. She discusses her early experiences with alcohol, the impact of her childhood, and the challenges she faced moving to Los Angeles. Gretchen explains the concept of high sensitivity, how it relates to her alcohol use, and the strategies she employs to manage her sensitivity in daily life....
76: Julie - From Blackout to Recovery 29.12.2025 48:49
In this conversation, Julie H shares her personal experiences with addiction, detailing the struggles of blacking out and losing control during her heavy drinking years. She reflects on the impact of her drinking habits on her life and relationships, and how these experiences shaped her journey towards recovery.
75: 43 Years Sober: Minnesota Mike (Quick Sip of Sobriety) 28.12.2025 21:57
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Minnesota Mike shares his powerful journey of overcoming alcoholism after 43 years of struggle. He reflects on his early drinking days, the impact on his relationships, and the turning point that led him to sobriety following a health crisis. Mike emphasizes the importance of support, patience, and finding joy in life after addiction, offering valuable adv...
74: Andrew Shaw - A Conversation about Mental Health 26.12.2025 1:10:49
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Andrew Shaw shares his journey into the field of psychology and coaching, emphasizing the importance of mental health in recovery from addiction. He discusses his personal experiences with mental health challenges, the concept of experiential avoidance, and how it affects individuals' ability to cope with discomfort. Andrew highlights the significance of m...
73: Spiritual Awakening: Natalie (Rachel's Recovery Room) 24.12.2025 45:01
In this conversation, Rachel and Natalie explore Natalie's journey through addiction, her experiences with trauma, and her path to recovery. Natalie shares her background, the influence of her childhood, and the struggles she faced with substance abuse. She discusses hitting rock bottom, seeking help through rehab, and the ongoing challenges of maintaining sobriety while navigating life changes. T...
72: A Rock Bottom AlcoHoliday 23.12.2025 33:19
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, hosts Ryan and Rachel discuss their experiences of celebrating the holidays sober. They reflect on the challenges and joys of being present during this festive season, especially in light of personal losses and the importance of mindfulness. The conversation touches on navigating holiday stress, the significance of remembrance for loved ones lost, and find...
71: No Booze! - A Conversation with Austin 22.12.2025 45:07
In this episode, Austin Henson shares his journey of sobriety, detailing his struggles with alcohol from a young age and the impact it had on his life and relationships. He discusses the importance of community in recovery, the challenges of defining alcoholism, and offers advice for those new to sobriety. Austin emphasizes the need for open conversations about addiction and the value of attending...
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