Reflections of The Father’s Heart

In this episode of Reflections of the Father's Heart, Sandi Derby interviews JoBeth Evans, a Certified Grief Recovery Method Specialist. JoBeth shares her personal journey through grief after the loss of her husband to brain cancer, discussing the profound impact of grief on her life and the lives of those around her. She emphasizes the importance of community support, the concept of secondary los...

In this episode, Sandi Derby interviews Dominic Wickey, who shares his profound journey from growing up in an Amish community to finding healing and freedom in his faith. Dominic discusses the challenges of growing up in a controlled environment where he felt voiceless and neglected. He reflects on the impact of shame, classism, and the concept of shunning within the Amish culture. As he navigates...

In this episode of Reflections of the Father's Heart, Sandi Derby interviews Andrew Aggrey, a powerful man of God who shares his transformative journey from a life of anxiety and partying to a deep relationship with Jesus. Andrew discusses his early life in a Pentecostal home, the struggles he faced with anxiety, and his eventual surrender to Christ. He recounts supernatural encounters that shaped...

In this episode of Reflections of the Father's Heart, Sandi Derby explores the often misunderstood relationship between grief and faith. She emphasizes that grieving is a God-given process essential for navigating life's losses and that it is a misconception that faith requires the absence of emotional responses. Sandi discusses the importance of community in the grieving process, the dual reality...

In this episode, Sandi Derby explores the often misunderstood concept of self-love within the context of faith. She discusses the importance of loving oneself as a precursor to loving others, emphasizing that true self-love is not narcissistic but rather a healthy recognition of one's worth. Sandi delves into biblical teachings, personal experiences, and the significance of healing and boundaries...

In this episode, Sandi Derby continues her testimony of her experience with satanic ritual abuse (SRA). She shares how she discovered her own history of SRA and the horrifying details of the rituals she endured as a child. Sandi emphasizes that SRA is more common than people realize and that it often operates under the guise of religion. She also discusses the power dynamics within the satanic kin...

In this episode, Sandi Derby shares her personal story of abuse and trauma, as well as her journey towards healing and finding God. She discusses the importance of facing suppressed memories and the dynamics of memory recall. Sandi also emphasizes the need for safe community and the power of truth in setting us free from bondage. She addresses the misconceptions around memory and encourages empath...

AmarAtma, a trained Grief Recovery Method Speciaist and Board Certified Chaplain, shares his journey of discovering and working with grief. He discusses the importance of recognizing tangible and intangible losses and the impact of unprocessed grief on the body. AmarAtma emphasizes the need for emotional processing and the connection between grief and trauma. He highlights the role of safety in th...

Letty Wickey shares her experience growing up in an Amish community and the abuse and control she witnessed. She describes the strict rules and expectations placed on women, the lack of education and understanding of the Bible, and the pervasive abuse within the community. Letty also discusses the shunning of ex-Amish individuals and the manipulation and control exerted by the church. Despite feel...

In this episode of Reflections of the Father's Heart podcast, Sandi Derby interviews Lisa Cynkin-Hardy, the founder of The Lighthouse, a nonprofit organization that provides support and resources for young adults aging out of the foster care system. Lisa shares her personal journey growing up as a messianic Jew and the challenges she faced, including bullying. She also discusses her passion for po...

Jessyevell Aggrey shares her powerful testimony of overcoming sexual abuse, rejection, and self-destructive behaviors. She opens up about the grooming and abuse she experienced as a child, the impact it had on her relationships and self-worth, and the cycle of seeking love through promiscuity. Jessyevell also discusses the importance of addressing the shame and silence surrounding abuse and the ne...

Taylor Leys, owner of Jesus on Every Screen, discusses the impact of social media on reaching people with the gospel and the need for the church to engage in this space. He highlights the prevalence of social media in the lives of young people and the negative influence it can have, such as increased rates of suicide and depression. Taylor emphasizes the importance of using social media as a platf...

Ed Owens, Vice President of the Grief Recovery Institute, shares his personal journey of grief and the impact of compartmentalizing emotions. He discusses how his military and law enforcement training taught him to suppress emotions and the price he paid for not dealing with his losses. Ed emphasizes the importance of emotional availability and the negative consequences of emotional detachment. He...

In this episode, Sandi Derby and Curtis Reed discuss the damage caused by toxic religious environments and the importance of healing. They highlight how these environments can lead to a distorted view of God and the merging of the leader with God. They emphasize the need to separate God from the church and leadership and to focus on personal healing. They also discuss the role of the enemy in atta...

In this episode, Sandi Derby interviews Thomas Staub, an 18-year-old who wrote a thesis on how the church mishandles mental health. They discuss the issues of shame-based teachings, the rejection of psychology, and the lack of understanding and support for mental health in churches. Thomas emphasizes the importance of pastors being educated in psychology and connecting with mental health professio...

Cecy Frazier shares her journey from a challenging childhood to finding faith and navigating the complexities of religious communities. She discusses the impact of trauma, the struggle for self-love, and the dynamics of submission and suppression within religious circles. Her story sheds light on the journey of healing and self-discovery. The conversation delves into the themes of healing, forgive...

Jeff Nobert shares his journey of surrender, healing, and transformation through his experiences of business ownership, ministry involvement, childhood abuse, and marriage. His deep connection with God and the power of surrender are central themes in his story, revealing the transformative nature of faith and trust in God's plan. Jeff shares his journey of marriage, loss, and restoration, emphasiz...

In this conversation, Sandi Derby interviews Jenna Winston, a former prophetic deliverance pastor at Bethel, about her journey of healing and freedom. Jenna shares her traumatic childhood, struggles with addiction, and her encounter with Jesus that led to her transformation. She discusses the importance of understanding the Father's heart and the layers of healing that believers often need to go t...

Karen Shaver shares her journey of growing up in a dysfunctional home with a mentally ill mother and an abusive father. She discusses the impact of childhood trauma on her relationships and the cycle of abuse she found herself in. Karen describes her desperate search for peace and healing, including her experiences with therapy and her spiritual journey. She highlights the importance of understand...

Dr. David Diehl, a chiropractor, discusses the importance of physical health in fulfilling one's purpose. He emphasizes the mind-body-spirit connection and the need to honor God with our bodies. Dr. Diehl explains the role of the nervous system in overall health and the importance of removing nerve interference through chiropractic care. He highlights the consequences of neglecting physical health...

In this conversation, Sandi Derby interviews Thera Storm, a licensed clinical social worker and grief recovery specialist. Thera shares her personal journey and the challenges she faced as a military spouse living in different parts of the world. She discusses the cultural differences in self-description and the impact of identity on her career. Thera also opens up about her passion for grief work...

Cody and Tirsha Thornbury, lead pastors of Limitless Church, share their journey of faith and the growth of their church. They discuss the unexpected expansion of Limitless Church, including the establishment of a farm and a homeschool hybrid school. They also recount how they met and the impact of their mentor, Kim Clement. Cody and Tirsha emphasize the importance of holding tensions and navigati...

Zach and Vanessa LaFontaine share their journey from a life of darkness and addiction to encountering God's love and transformation. They discuss their experiences with New Age and witchcraft, the struggles they faced in their relationship, and the powerful encounter with Jesus that led to their baptism and the infilling of the Holy Spirit. Through their testimony, they highlight the importance of...

In this conversation, Seth Dahl owner of Spirit Led Families, Grief Recovery Method Specialist@ and owner of Jesus on Every Screen shares his personal testimony and discusses the importance of emotional health in parenting. He emphasizes the impact of parental influence on a child's perception of God and the need for parents to model a healthy emotional response. Seth also highlights the significa...

In this conversation, Austin Noll, author, podcast host and Grief Recovery Specialist discusses his experiences growing up in a fear-based church environment and the impact it had on his relationship with God. He shares how the church's control and shame-based practices affected his view of himself and God. Austin also highlights the lack of freedom to question and the conflation of church authori...