Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

The Freemasons are a secret society that practices satanic ritual abuse. Courtney Epps gave her testimony of SRA and MK Ultra on season 2, episode 27, so if you missed her story, I highly encourage you to go back and listen to that first. Courtney has studied the history of the Freemasons because her grandfather was a 33rd degree Mason and she wanted to understand that connection with her abuse. H...

Courtney was 39 years old when her memories of SRA came back. Her life had so many missing pieces with so many things that just didn't make sense, and the missing understanding of SRA brought it all into a cohesive picture. Her picture perfect, church going family was actually a high level cult family that participated in satanic rituals and MK Ultra programming. Courtney had to leave her family o...

Today we have back with us Bruce Hecht. He is popping into tell us what is on his heart right now. You can find Bruce’s whole testimony in Season 1 Episode 36. Thanks for listening!

40 generations passed satanic ritual abuse down to their children. Deborah was neglected, tortured, raped, forced into rituals, and sex trafficked. During abuse as a young child, a light came into her room as Jesus reached out to her. He gently told her He couldn't stop the abuse, but that He would always be with her. She found that to be true through the years as she should have died many times,...

RR joins us again today to discuss her time in the LGBTQ community and how it is connected with SRA. Hear how the pain from her childhood trauma made it difficult to find peace in life. RR shares wisdom and first hand experience along with a heart for the community that helped her to feel safe for many years. If you would like to support this podcast, you can do it in a number of ways. You can vis...

Judith and Jimmy are a couple from the Netherlands who found each other in a Christian group in college. Judith needed deliverance and Jimmy jumped in to help. Through the process of healing Judith realized she was an SRA survivor. This was a shock because she grew up Christian with no memories of abuse. Jimmy went to God to find out how to help Judith and was instrumental in helping her to heal....

RR is a SRA victor who grew up in the Mormon church. As a child she thought it was normal to fall asleep in trees that she would climb. Only later when the abuse she suffered as a child was revealed did she realize it was actually a defense mechanism to be able to get safe sleep. RR's story is complex with being angry at God, addictions, loss of children and joining the LBGTQ community before fina...

The Satanic Temple is suing the United States government for their right to religious abortion ritual. This backs up what sra survivors have been saying all along that teens are impregnated and then forced to give birth to a baby who is then killed in rituals. In today's episode, we discuss why all abortions are rituals, whether they take place in a cult or not. This episode carries a trigger warn...

Lynn Marie is a deaf SRA Victor who was deeply hurt by her interpreter at a healing conference due to lack of compassion, not accurately translating what Lynn was saying, and ultimately leaving Lynn alone at the hotel when she was supposed to help Lynn get home. This stirred up feelings from her childhood abuse that led to months of healing to get back to a feeling of safety and control over her l...

Lily grew up in a "good Catholic family" with lots of expectations to look perfect on the outside. She looked perfect and excelled at school to pacify her demanding and abusive father. The emotional problems she began encountering in her 20's just didn't make sense. Lily wasn't able to get the help she needed until she finally found a body of Christians that would pray with her and finally find Je...

Inner healing is important to all Christians, but is especially important to sra survivors. Dr. Scott Bitcon has successfully helped over 500 sra survivors in his ministry, and thousands of others as well. Today we discuss the especially tricky parts of deliverance for sra survivors. Scott offers free training videos to anyone who wants to learn how to experience inner healing for themselves by br...

God is speaking directly to us today through a vision given to prophetic intercessor Scott Allen. Scott had a vision of Jesus taking him into a control room where there were many dials. One dial was for the Luciferian Kingdom. Jesus gave Scott the words to say to shake that kingdom. Scott gives his vision to us today and leads us in that prayer. God sent Scott specifically to this podcast to give...

Dr. Kandiss Taylor is running for the Republican nomination for governor of Georgia. She is campaigning courageously as she calls out the Luciferian system and is determined to tear down the demonic Guidestones in Georgia. This is God calling out satanic rituals and SRA from a politician! She needs our prayers and support. Please share this video on your platforms and talk to your friends in Georg...

Today we are joined with SRA Victor, Dr. Alaine Pakkala. Alaine shares her SRA journey and healing with us. She is the founder and director of Lydia Discipleship Ministries where she and her team train counselors and ministers in helping DID survivors. She creates helpful tools to teach and help survivors.  You can find her at:   Lydia Discipleship Ministries: https://www.lydiadm.org/   Tiny Talks...

Ritual abuse is generational because there is no one to stand up and declare it to be wrong. Sometimes a survivor will, and is quickly labeled as "crazy" and kicked out of the family with black sheep status. But every once in a while an unsuspecting, non-cult ties person marries into a family and finds themselves in the middle of a nightmare. Jennifer is just such a mom. Her two young daughters we...

Today we are joined by sisters Merita Atherly Engen and JerryAnn Berry. JerryAnn was chosen to be used in satanic rituals where Merita was not. They grew up in a family with a strong code of silence, yet Merita was watchful and knew something was wrong. When JerryAnn finally confronts her abuse at the age of 45, Merita is there to walk along side her with love and support. This is a powerful episo...

Today we present the story of SRA victor Rebecca Bruce. Rebecca was abused through her entire growing up years. Like most survivors, she wasn't cognizant of it until later. A life filled with self harm, addictions and eating disorders couldn't be explained by the life she felt she had lived. Follow Rebecca on her road to understanding and healing from SRA. If you would like to support this podcast...

Sandra Eileen is a survivor of spiritual abuse, otherwise called a "high control group." SRA is definitely under the topic of spiritual abuse, but degrees of it also go on in many churches. Sandra Eileen shares her journey through spiritual abuse with us today in an opening of the conversation on this podcast. I know you will love Sandra's deep and insightful thoughts on spiritual abuse and why it...

Chandra Moyer is an author, speaker, coach, minister, and advocate that you are going to love hearing from. She shares her story of life in three phases: the "perfect" childhood and life before the memories came out, the horrors of the healing years and the victory she walks in now. Chandra's relationship with God helped her to have a strong platform that she needed for the trust in God that allow...

Pat Hayden has an interview that is raw and powerful. Confined to her bedroom for decades due to programming, she has insights and wisdom from finding healing with God and freedom from horrific abuse. Hear about the box she inherited from her father and grandfather and what it contained. Follow her journey of devastation that led her to a decision to kill herself but found her getting saved instea...

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Mary Knight is a very gentle powerhouse of a survivor. She shares her story of ritual abuse and her very vulnerable journey to validate and understand it while documenting the journey in a film that she has put out for everyone to see! Talk about amazing. She talks about connecting with Marilyn Van Derbur (Miss America 1958 who came out with her explosive memoir about her father sexually abusing h...

Can God truly be good if SRA exists? How could a good God not stop the evil that we have had to endure? Today, we are joined with SRA Victor, Charisse Milan, Author of, "For the Silenced Ones," (available on Amazon, Kindle, Audible). I believe this is a very important episode, as we wrestle with these questions. We have to be able to answer these questions to find out if we can serve God and trust...

Today I am delighted to bring you Kate, an sra victor. She found out she had DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) a few years ago, but was terrified to find out what had caused it. A life-long relationship with God has helped her to trust Him to bring to her the information she needed to find out what the abuse had been. Learning about sra was difficult, but you will be amazed at the healing Kate...

Chantelle Camareno is an sra survivor with a family that has ties with Freemasons and Santeria. Hear about her story of abuse and the healing God has helped her to find in this episode. If you would like to support this podcast, you can do so at buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listening and for your continued encouragement and support.