Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Carolyn Charismata Weaver joins us today to discuss her new book, "The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey." This is an incredible vision given to her about healing from life and trauma with Jesus as the bridegroom. The grime of the horror and shame of abuse and sin is gently washed away and replaced with purity, lovingly redressed in a white dress, bedecked in jewels and crown, wed to our...

Claire was in her second year of university when she went into counseling to deal with abuse from growing up. The counseling didn't seem to get to the root issues and her superpower of compartmentalizing broke down, leaving her with a re-occurring nightmare she couldn't shake. Diving into the nightmare led her into unlocking a past of SRA. Her past is still pretty fractured and not chronological y...

In the midst of tremendous life struggles, Kardia Joi was left with the agonizing question of, "Why would God allow this?" This terrifying question brought her to her Bible in a search of an answer. She found Isaiah 41:10, Psalm 77, Romans 5:3-5, and Psalm 40: 1-3. Hear Kardia's journey to discovering the faithfulness of a God whose character was faithful every time and in every circumstance. Kard...

The John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me will be hosting a live Baby Memorial on Saturday, January 28 at 6pm EST on YouTube at Only God Rescued Me. Hope to see you there! 

It's always an honor to have back with us musician and composer Kardia Joi. Today's healing journey is encompassed in the song, "Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind." It starts with the journey of her past coming back to her and being told that someone didn't believe her. The pain and gaslighting that comes with that moment resonates with all of us trauma survivors as we are attacked by perpetrators...

In our final episode on Angie, we hear about life in her 20's and 30's. She was sucked into a Scientologist cult that helped her to numb out about her abuse growing up for 10 years. She kept getting approached by occultic groups to suck her back in but was able to stay free. She got saved in 1982 and finally discipled in 1987 and here we are today still working on putting all the pieces together....

Angie continues her long history of abuse from ages 13 and up with espionage, power and influence. She was labeled the "reluctant monarch" in the military MK Ultra abuse. See the scars Angie shows on her body to bear witness to the horrific abuse that is nothing compared to the emotional scars she has carried through the years. Thank you, Angie, for your ongoing courage to share your journey with...

Today continues the life of Angie Power-Disney. She was abused in tunnels under Gibraltar, was drugged and abused on hold in Morocco, strangely part of an elite banquet in a chateau in France, delivered to a pedophile in Germany, and part of human hunting. Her story is riveting and devastating.   To connect with Angie:  https://gofund.me/7b64859a  Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QArchives of T...

Four years ago Rachelle boarded a cruise ship for a vacation with friends and her life took an ominous turn. A neurological sea sickness type illness took over and refused to leave. Rachelle's foster dad told her that she would be strategically healed from the inside out and that is proving to be true. God has been leading her through deep healing, taking her back through the horrific abuse from g...

After sra survivors fight so hard to get our of the generations of the occult, it is shocking when some of our children begin to be wooed by it and check into it. The church in general is having a mass exodus of our youth leaving Christianity for the New Age, Wiccans, Church of Satan, and many other deceptions. So many children are on my heart right now as I cry out to God. Then I found Vanessa. S...

I am delighted to introduce part one of a series of interviews with Angie Power-Disney. Angie is an sra and MK Ultra survivor who almost didn't reach out to me because of our victor series because she didn't feel she could claim victor status yet because she was still healing. I disagree. She is still alive, still fighting, and still passionately in love with Jesus and working to understand and be...

Today Kardia Joi talks about her song "It Isn't Well." Wow, we can all relate to that in our healing! This song talks about Kardia's rescue of faith in the moment of crisis. In those moments in the dark, where the cry of our soul is, "God, do you see me?" Once again, Kardia masterfully takes us through her journey and encourages us in the process. She has been where we are and helps us to get thro...

Sherry shared her story with us on season 2, episode 38 and https://youtu.be/GtedDcYAYHI on youtube. Today she wanted to share her difficulties with churches coming against her with spiritual abuse just because she was an sra survivor. It would be bad enough hearing her story, but the sad fact is that sra's all over the world encounter very similar situations. Today we are calling for churches to...

Today's episode is a collaboration with The Imagination Podcast on Youtube with Emma at https://youtu.be/bEX4c9fjIAM. This is the first ever joint interview with me and Patrick as a couple, and we were delighted to share this with Emma. Emma is a warrior on the forefront of exposing sra, human trafficking, and organ harvesting. If you haven't found her yet, you will love her passion and intensity....

Cheryl Beck was tested early on in her blood line family and deemed "expendable." Find out how this affected her abuse and life. Hear her harrowing abuse, the attempts on her life, and the book documenting the abuse that was shut down ("Secret Weapons: Two Sisters Terrifying True Story of Sex, Spies, and Sabotage," 2001, New Horizon Press https://a.co/d/cKYamxh ). Jesus brings his amazing love int...

Rebecca comes back to us today to give us an update on her healing journey and share how she has made progress. For all the parents out there who are praying for their kids who they can't get out of sra, you will find her comments very encouraging when she talks about Jesus being with her and helping her through the hard moments of rituals. If you haven't heard her story, you can find it here: Anc...

*** Trigger Warning*** Sherry is a survivor of horrific SRA at the hands of her grandfather, who was considered the "Headless Horseman" of his occult group. Her parents blamed her for deserving the abuse her grandfather gave her and they physically abused her to the point of her needing 17 surgeries later in life to correct all the injuries they inflicted. Jesus saved and integrated Sherry and has...

Halloween come every year and with it a lot of confusion as to whether it is okay to celebrate it because our culture is thinks it is a lot of fun. Who doesn't like kids dressing up and getting candy? Let's dive in a little deeper to find out the difficulties going along with culture has for us. 

Today we proudly introduce the talented Kardia Joi. Kardia was gifted with the ability to play piano and compose music in her youth. As she healed from childhood abuse, she struggled with painful issues that she could not resolve. She took them to God, and over the years she cried and prayed, waiting for the answers. God did not disappoint. Today's song in entitled, "I Don't Know How to Be," which...

Lily is an SRA victor who shared her story with us in season 1, episode 16 in our podcasts, so if you didn't hear that, make sure you catch her amazing story. Today she shares with us 10 important steps for healing. If you would like to contact Lily, you can email her at: pbjc333@gmail.com   To support this podcast, please go to https://www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for listeni...

Did you have a forced abortion during a ritual with the baby sacrificed? If so, this is a call for baby names, writings, art work, or whatever creative outpourings you would like to contribute to this upcoming memorial to be sent to: onlygodrescuedme@yahoo.com. Special guest Rich Davidson will help me have a very special memorial to honor these special little ones and hopefully bring some healing...

October is a hard month for sra survivors, as is November, December and January. Mary Demuth is an author, artist, literary agent, and podcaster who has a "Pray Every Day Podcast" and brings her expertise in helping us to find comfort in God to help us through this difficult time. You will find her amazing quotes like "fellowship of the rescued" and " you have moved from victim to carrier of light...

Monica married into a Masonic family through the Greek Orthodox Church. She had no idea what she was getting into. After her son started showing incredible signs of stress and abuse she was able to start putting pieces together. Hear how she got her son out and put together what happened to her son. This is another courageous mom who believed her child and was able to rescue him.  If you woul...

Today's episode is all kinds of fun. AmyJo has a podcast on Rumble called "AmyJoGodLuvsU." She is working tirelessly to educate the public on the demonic realm, fighting spiritually, the New Age movement, sex trafficking and satanic ritual abuse. AmyJo is a strong Christian on the front lines as well as a ton of fun to talk with. You can find her show at: https://rumble.com/user/AmyJoGodLuvsU .&nb...

Writing a memoir is not an easy undertaking. In today's conversation, we have back with us John Smith (Episodes: Season 1 Episode 11 and Season 1 Episode 24) and Lynn Sutherland (Episodes: Season 1 Episode 29 and Season 2 Episode 18). They are both in process in writing and wanted to share their experiences. Some important questions that are tackled are: Why is it important to find your voice? Is...