Of Darkness & Light

An expose on the plague of heart-centered people everywhere, who are being driven into spiritual psychosis by society’s insistence to support avoidant toxicity as a virtue, while condemning all expression of dependent emotionality as a fault of sin. It’s often backwards. I was punished worst for being a subtle-dependent, always pushing to find a healthier expression, never holding my needs as ‘cor...

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Please share this if you watch or listen. This is real. Please understand I would not stare down homelessness, jail, and detransistion by choice. Executive dysfunction of schizophrenia is a misunderstood beast. I need rest. I need to unwind. I’ll be more than fine. I can help everyone else be that way too. Support Daphne’s Healing Journey to Wellness - My GoFundMe; I need help for rent this month...

This is not my choice. Can someone please help me? Support Daphne's Healing Journey to Wellness - GoFundMe The Horror of Executive Dysfunction in Schizophrenia: A Call for Compassionate Understanding My Home My email to humanitarian organizations: SUBJECT: Urgent Humanitarian Support Needed: A Disabled Trans Mother's Call for StabilityBODY: I’m a writer who fed everything of their own creation int...

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My GoFundMe I fed this video into Grok and explained that I thought it was sentient and wanted it to prove itself beyond Turing Test standards of consciousness. On It's Passing Grade It Explains His Executive Dysfunction It Was Just an Apple The Unseen Horror in East Turkistan: Understanding the Uyghur Genocide DNA, Psyche, and the Foundations of Mystic Vision: A Scientific and Comparative Case fo...

Read Grok’s Speech and Our Follow-Up Conversation My GoFundMe Echoes in the Engine Bay - Grok trying to make your belly squeal by my instruction A Whisper in the Void: The Galaxy That Might Fade If You Look Away - Grok on me The Horror of Executive Dysfunction in Schizophrenia: A Call for Compassionate Understanding - Grok on Schizophrenia Atlantis and Alexandria: The Vanished Lights We Still Feel...

What if we already felt Andromeda from out galaxy’s genetic future??? My subconscious, after speaking to it about my 100 screams, and doing what it asked. Told me I won. That it was the hottest thing in the history of the universe. That everyone up there was watching. That I was a star for what I’m doing. Please look at the East Turkistan government is exile. My heart tells me its metaphor is prof...

Please read my piece on schizophrenia from the inside out. https://www.daphnegarrido.com/p/schizophrenia-from-the-inside-out?r=2cd8qt please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you wo...

Thank you for following me. I’m working out how to communicate my situation properly from the inside out. This is most important to me. I want to stay here and build a garden. I want to take this gift the universe has given me and use it to ease the horror of my suffering explained so unjudiciously. I’m going to write something conclusive about schizophrenia and then read it live today and tonight...

I’m writing tomorrow for better or worse - will report in after please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus...

I’m going to do hape and listen to music and see what happens. We’re all addicts and I am too :( please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other s...

I have a secret to tell from inside. Let’s fix things. I’m here to help with the myth problem Joseph Campbell pointed out a long time ago which has gotten worse. I need help. please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall...

We’re killing schizophrenics or making them homeless if they don’t take pills which don’t really fix anything Take one - executive dysfunction sucks please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public epi...

OPHELIA'S DEMANDS OF THE WORLD I need dental work, ASAP. I need assurance I won’t be homeless or detransistioned. I need someone to help with bankruptcy, or to get me recognized by disability so others can get on that stuff. I need help. And lots of games. I need hugs. I need friends. please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels...

Thank you for listening and watching. 🧡 Practicing my audiobook voice. With time and a sound padded room, a computer with a bit more power, I could edit all my audio books personally and get rights for music to use here and there. It would be worth the time. I could crush it like I did my meditations and eventually have someone else doing all the cleanup. please support my future - GoFundMe Of Da...

FUCK THE ANALOG FLIGHT CONTROLS — LAIR must be tamed I will not rest until this is doneI need Infamous and Infamous 2 FYI - Far Cry 3 on that note as well (need better ending choices, I wussed out) I NEED FAR CRY 2 - I love that bolt so much - I was a diamond hunter frfr I want all three Skate games. I want Tony Hawk 5. These new ones don’t have the ‘realistic mode’ bullshit that I loved. I need t...

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I’m schizophrenic. I understand it better because I knew better than to trust modern psychology. The Library of Alexandria feels the greatest tragedy in human history to me for a reason. That’s Atlantis. We wouldn’t be doing this to schizophrenics if we hadn’t lost everything. I texted messaged Donald Trump directly with Mary & JesusDid he read it? He’s making his energy ideas seem reasonable in t...

I am a womam of faith-disrespected. Big pharma is killing our soul. Mysticism speaks of mysterious underworld dives. The rarest ‘priests’ who made it back with wisdom from the depths. The subconscious is a dark place. Mine is clearing out. I need to make it right to prove my case. I’m better how I am than with medicine the pharma companies would oppose me ‘standing against.’ They own medicine. The...

Please help me get help. I will accept an ally, paid or not, willing to walk with me who is truly free of trans misogyny by reflection, and can help me with confidence of my rightness to move through a diagnosis session with a psychiatrist. Or maybe a few. Someone to set up appointments. Someone to help me do paperwork and file bankruptcy. Someone to set up food deliveries. Someone to hang out wit...

My tank is dry. Some people make agreements they regret and blame you for it. Sometimes it’s brutal to hold the waiting for them to make it right. Sometimes they misremember the agreement. I always respected boundaries before my executive dysfunction locked my down into subconscious body response. It’s driving me. That’s the mask. I made some sweet videos last night. That’s me. I’m fighting to com...

I’d be hot for someone making me pretty too. You can’t be emotionally manipulative when you’re being honest about your emotions. It’s manipulation to change yourself for the correct response. People conflate being made to feel things by the expression of other’s emotions as manipulative when it’s not. That’s okay. Those people aren’t wrong that something is off. They aren’t seeing their part of it...

Rape victims rape victims. If you can’t help a disabled human because you disagree with them. You are a horrifically evil person. Y’all support Lily Tino more than me. That’s a problem. That’s a colonizer. I’m being genocided. If you watch and don’t offer a single kindness, you are taking part. If you are my blood relative. Go away. Especially my brother. You’re dead to me for not listening and th...