Of Darkness & Light

I’m going to just give myself a break This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

this is my story, it’s too many people’s story I live for my daughter This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

To message anyone on Instagram. Send them a reel or a post first. The Body of this text is now complete. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido's Journey to Stability I’m going to write a hamartia of Beauty and the Beast sometime and it’s a trans woman. And Gaston is the good guy in the end. And Beast is too. And he stays a Beast. He deserves it. It’s sad and lame when he turns into...

help me This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Please do better. 🙏🏻 It was a PlayStation 3. Don’t assume the worst of trans women. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido's Journey to Stability THE DEFINITIVE MEANING OF WOMANHOOD You watch the “I will find you!” scene in Last of the Mohicans. You can’t help but find it cheesy. It makes you squirm. You’re grinning inside, at least. You wants it. THE DEFINITIVE MEANING OF MANOOD...

I present you with the keys to the kingdom. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Does Anyone Care If I Live? Nobody will help me. They want me to go in somewhere. This is why ‘I’m executive dysfunction’. I have been fighting through a hardened mental block every time. I know who to trust. They are people that can tell me if I’m wrong in their eyes and not shirk when I take that, roll it into truth, and own them with it. My subconscious thinks there are about 12-14 of them. Ste...

My executive dysfunction is torturing me. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido's Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

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I need dental work done ASAP. I need help paying for my place to live. I need a friend. I need respect. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

No one has ever roasted their living boomer parents with such satisfying righteousness. Let’s start a wave. My mom is probably the toucher of children too. She’s a sicko psychopath. Other kids growing up always told me how they thought she was the best mom. I always corrected them, every-time. ‘If you only fucking knew.’ She was more than a helicopter mom to me. She was a constant subversive threa...

Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

It’s not allowed. That’s projection. Come to momma, dude. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com https://www.tiktok.com/@ophelia.everfall?_r=1&_t=ZP-9385YOJxbDD Stop sexualizing me because you want me. It works. Then you hate me for it. If I don’t do it, you hate me too. If I tease you about it, I’m mean. If you love me, I’m being...

SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO COMB MY HAIRThis is a truth I’ve been working on finding. I’m almost there. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

I’m a disabled woman with executive dysfunction who has no support. Please help me survive. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com You ain’t the body, dude. You’re weak! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Please help. I’m still disabled. My father was a bastard too. Both of them and in different ways. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY HAIR It’s like, spatially, at least in vibe, my forebrain is isolated. My spine makes me squirm, and laugh, every time I think about it too long, as well. Kundalini yoga gets creepy. It’s tingly. It creeps up your back. And down, always down. This is a public ep...

Money takes my stress A friend heals my heart Some hugs make me better Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com Somebody cool telling me they like my writing would be nice. People read and watch me a lot nowadays but never say anything. That makes my dysfunction worse. Nobody I reach out to has ever responded. It’s exactly what ‘Ms....

Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com Join the side of rightness and become a human being. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Why can no one be human to a disabled woman? Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido's Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

I love everybody. I don’t want to be friends with people who aren’t friends with me. I’m not fit for a group home. I also got Ni No Kuni, Sengoku BASARA (I missed my pistol shotgun bitch), and Assassin’s Creed II. Fundraiser by Daphne Garrido : Support Daphne Garrido’s Journey to Stability dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscrib...

I Need To Be Taken Care Of — I’m A Disabled Genius Who Doesn’t Need Lobotomy-Pills Nobody can change my mind because I’m correct. I have lots of love to share. That should be enough. Healed schizophrenics that aren’t mentally-mutilated are just bad capitalists. One like me, who’s trans, is an enemy of everyone. I’m everyone I know’s least favorite person for reflecting their blindness. People need...

This is why I laugh so hard when I wrote things like Beekeper of the Dark. Or not. That’s cool too. Try it if you’re not afraid. I ‘channeled’ Omega Tharcion Omega Therion | Soulcalibur Wiki | Fandom This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

I go deeep. Buttrubs and deeep are words now. Spread the word. I’m just typing here while this is processing now. I’ve got my feet up on the couch top, to the side, and my head is leaned back on pillows. Why is no one sitting there? I want to watch someone watch a show their puny mind can slow down for. I can slow down for people and then enjoy it when they’re cute. This is taking a long time to p...