Ophelia Everfall

Of Darkness & Light

Fiction EN ↓ 872 episodes

A trans woman with schizophrenia documents her raw journey through severe executive dysfunction while creating independent mathematical and scientific research, fiction, and video journaling. This ongoing audio record captures the fight against systemic neglect, bias, and punishment of disability — turning personal collapse into public truth and groundbreaking work. opheliaeverfall.substack.com

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Ophelia Everfall

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Fiction

Latest episode

Jul 11, 2026

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Episodes

My Schizophrenic Mind | We All Have Executive Dysfunction 06.02.2026

Check me out on Apple Podcasts and Spotify why this is so confusing and nobody helps me, version five thousand Holding all of this in my conscious perception, with the plethora of true and false, expanding my mind beyond hierarchical thinking through rewiring it therapeutically, to ride my affliction of mind, has brought me towards thinking outside boxes of normality. This is why I cannot fill out...

How Mary Cursed Me to Curse Myself, And Curse Her to Curse Me Back, While I Curse Her and She Curses Me | Forever & Ever 03.02.2026

how a rapist set me free to understand cognitive dissonance my Of Darkness & Light intro: Of Darkness & Light Intro read my new radio play script: Holy Sword donate to my Mary’s love-genocide relief fund: GoFundMe This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

Modern Social Workers Are Trained Sociopaths 03.02.2026

they will pathologize you from a distance based off book learning bought by pharma, without even speaking to you or caring to understand, of blatant elitist egotism, and clearest projection of what they don’t accept about themselvesif you didn’t go to college, you aren’t smart, your truth doesn’t matter there is no truth anyway, not from people, it’s the pharma masters we must listen too, the text...

Mental Health in America is Ridiculous 02.02.2026

love addiction and limerence, oh my! content warning: it’s not ridiculous, it’s retarded The Princess Was In That Castle Read my story on what we’re doing to lonely people: https://www.daphnegarrido.com/p/the-princess-was-in-that-castle?r=2cd8qt&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=webhttps://www.daphnegarrido.com/p/the-princess-was-in-that-castle?r=2cd8qt&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web This is a public...

Of Darkness & Light | Official Introduction 02.02.2026

let’s talk about self-curses This is one of my favorite things I've ever made. I still went really quickly. We idolized products of superficial lie made into cultural touchstones. Where is a real person making art? The way I laugh and giggle at the line deliveries I love, right afterwards, is how I write, always, I hear my subconscious talking to me. After I recorded the self-curses line it said,...

Welcome to Of Darkness & Light 02.02.2026

let’s get right into the dualities [Soft, ethereal music fades in, subtle ambient tones blending shadow and light.] “Welcome to Of Darkness & Light. Before we step into today’s shadows and sparks, this episode is brought to you by PlayStation 3—yes, that timeless console still delivering epic adventures, immersive worlds, and endless replay value in a way few can match. Whether you’re revisiting c...

Daphne's Plan of Action 02.02.2026

how I aim to take my rights back and solve my own situation I own the simulation This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

My Delusional Penrose of Schizophrenic Feeling | I’ve Escaped 02.02.2026

why I don’t know what I know I know explained please support my future - GoFundMe https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-daphnes-healing-creative-journey Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss...

I Hate You Daphne Garrido! 01.02.2026

yeah, but I think it’s that you like me please support my future - GoFundMe https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-daphnes-healing-creative-journey Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this w...

Let's Get Milky | Capitalism v Trans Women 01.02.2026

this is the problem please support my future - GoFundMe https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-daphnes-healing-creative-journey Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscriber...

Let's Get Milky | New Age Spirituality 01.02.2026

let’s be real | science and myth | darkness and light please support my future - GoFundMe https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-daphnes-healing-creative-journey Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to...

CAUTION | Schizophrenic Executive Dysfunction Outburst at Abusers 01.02.2026

a living record of what my abusers, and culture, are actively doing to me please support my future - GoFundMe https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-daphnes-healing-creative-journey Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. I...

My Dream of a Recovery Home for Schizophrenics 01.02.2026

this is my dream to help with please help me if you can please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episode...

Humanitarian Needs of Schizophrenic People - From the Inside Out as a Trans Woman 31.01.2026

on unpacking the healing I know we can give to schizophrenics and everyone, from within a windy, weaving, playfully mind of variation needs I kill the hum about a minute and a half - one of them - the worse one please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmessw...

Why Trans Women Seem So Sad 31.01.2026

please take a moment to feel with me You know the feeling. Let me help explain it as softly as I can. It's important. That sadness you feel when you look at trans women with compassion. Vicky Darkblood radio play - someone help me produce this for the stage??? My head-bump hype fest Vicky Darkblood reading. I really owned myself with the man-donkey bit. It’s sticking with me. My favorite, expertly...

I Need Some Soft-Talk 31.01.2026

let’s talk about people not being a disabled woman’s friend for learning to respect their own boundaries please consider helping with a donation Sometimes a disabled woman needs help and nobody wants to or knows how. Sometimes others traumatize the mentally handicapping person, in active descent without support, and feel urges towards condemnation. Sometimes schizophrenia is hard to understand and...

Exec Dysfunc | Breaking the Cycle of Schizophrenic Abuse Spirals Uncared For 31.01.2026

Exec Dysfunc | Breaking the Cycle of Schizophrenic Abuse Spirals Uncared For let’s break it down as best we can I don’t do forms please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would l...

I'm Trying to be Kind 31.01.2026

but I’m only ever nice please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack...

I’m A Victim of Trans Misogynistic Genocide 30.01.2026

I’ve been left for dead by my family and community. Why? please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episod...

Closeted Trans Men Are Trans Women’s Cruelest Abusers 30.01.2026

truth emerges from the facts, Jack Boy names I like for you, dork. Neil, Arthur, Tyler Alan for that Perfume Genius song 💖 Bitch. Ima do a Heat watch-a-long. Subconscious to me, “This is the cutest thing that has ever happened now.” please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetr...

Help Me Save the World 29.01.2026

When I put on The Theory of Everything my subconscious said via thought, uncontrolled in my mind, ‘This is the best video that’s ever recorded.’ It’s sweet on hyping me up sometimes. Using music helps me be nice through my schizophrenic executive dysfunction. https://open.spotify.com/track/5fJD7wh9yoSTpl9d5rgl7l?si=51f59fb0eb784c76 please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify...

Gloria + Executive Dysfunction 29.01.2026

Good morning, Lore Master, please enjoy. I have offerings. My GoFundMe Is this the meaning of our soul? Are we all the milky way itself? Rhinestone & Calligula - do we feel Andromeda already, really strongly? Last Rites of Empire Chapter One Chapter Two please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stori...

Last Rites of Empire - TWO - Journal 29.01.2026

This was the line mentioned at the end: She’d know how it would work. But Gloria felt it working instead. Read Chapter One Read Chapter Two please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on TikTok opheliaeverfall on X This is a public episode. If...

Welcome to the Victim Olympics 29.01.2026

Let’s talk about my language, which is challenging, why I use it, and how I view the problem which trans women face about their place in terms of our order of privilege acknowledged societally. please support my future - GoFundMe Of Darkness & Light on Spotify Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts my novels on Substack my best short stories dontmesswiththetree on Threads dontmesswiththetree on Tik...

On My Humanitarian Cause - Schizophrenics Need a Haeven 28.01.2026

My GoFundMe - I need help with rent and bills until my lawsuit and humanitarian help come through. Please understand you need to do better if you were a friend of mine who watches or listens from a distance. You need to stop being a coward. Look out for my next chapter of Last Rites of Empire today! And a video journal on that tonight. MY HEALING DREAM Someone who owes me a hug does that. They let...

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