Of Darkness & Light

let’s help clear out the damage done Emails sent to my eventual, but clammy, savior person Some ‘psychotic obsessives’ are victims - all ‘love addicts’ are How many times have I stalked you? None. I went to a park once and tried to ring a bell to end it. After it all started but before the order came down. I just knew if I saw you, you'd flip, but see me cry. And it would be over. Me and You I’m e...

grow out of your cultural retardation and help me live to change the world please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe you can reach me at dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com if you’d like to connect Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me My Mental Disability and Meditation - I use a practice of meditat...

let us talk about regressing emotionally, fighting intellectually, and losing your mind to schizophrenia and trauma consequences please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe you can reach me at dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com if you’d like to connect Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me My Mental D...

I literally do not know what my story will be about today. I simply know it is a beast psychologically — from what my subconscious said on this video and the intention I shared about making it ‘break the world’. Which I got from my subconscious when laying down to take a nap that I cut short, to record this, for the excitement found. I have known there is a solitary Wizard. That’s it. Now that I t...

please consider helping me even if my actions have hurt your feelings I am a mentally retarded person whom people are enjoying watching suffer. While that is not all, it is some. My video made just a few days back where I boiled down into the saddest pile of disabled tears about facing prostitution, for survival, with cis men, has more views than anything else recently that I haven’t shared direct...

let us talk about my short story, It’s My Birthday, and reflect on who might just be the worst/best Jesus ever you can read my story here: It's My Party for everyone: you’re not haunted or possessed - it’s you - it’s your subconscious - it’s your birthday this is I Hate You Daphne Garrido please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe Follow Of Darkness & Light...

To be clear: I believe his leadership style is balanced, not innately feminine. That he embodies healthy leadership principles from both ends of the gendered thinking spectrum simultaneously, in a culture which does not see the virtue within that often deemed feminine. please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe you can reach me at dontmesswiththetree@gmail.c...

follow the link to read Epsilon Major ||| Race One please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe you can reach me at dontmesswiththetree@gmail.com if you’d like to connect Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me My Mental Disability and Meditation - I use a practice of meditation to clear myself, bef...

let us get to the bottom of this Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me My Mental Disability and Meditation - I use a practice of meditation to clear myself, before exhibiting my executive dysfunction Why I Cannot Survive Like This Any Longer - On the many things overwhelming my life for la...

I’m Sailor Mars let’s do some controlled, creative- delusional foretelling of my own salvation despite all signs of immanent genocide Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me My Mental Disability and Meditation - I use a practice of meditation to clear myself, before exhibiting my executive d...

regarding the options I have left before me please donate or find some way to rally others, there is little time to prevent this Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me My Mental Disability and Meditation - I use a practice of meditation to clear myself, before exhibiting my executive dysfun...

An exploration of how I imagine my disabled, unique, but abundant creation working in commerce, and the kind of creative partnership, or partnerships I’m looking to establish for stabilizing my livelihood as a most vulnerable person, after having been left behind by the ways of modern society. Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On...

A non-disabled person’s brain enjoys a form to work within. This is me exhibiting the truth of changed brain function with schizophrenia. These Substack posts are a little ‘formy,’ but I’m used to those pathways, so it feels at home, and I create within in its open space with freedom that makes me feel good The increasing catalog of work in my descriptions below was a challenge to assemble; prose...

read Last Rites of Empire | THREE Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me I Need Help Now - Saddest Video About My Situation Why I Cannot Survive Like This Any Longer - On the many things overwhelming my life for lack of ability to perform certain tasks via schizophrenic executive dysfunctio...

things are not going well with my extended family, old friends, etc. Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me I Need Help Now - Saddest Video About My Situation Why I Cannot Survive Like This Any Longer - On the many things overwhelming my life for lack of ability to perform certain tasks via...

this is about my unique disability, need for immediate help, and includes a brief meditation Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me I Need Help Now - Saddest Video About My Situation Why I Cannot Survive Like This Any Longer - On the many things overwhelming my life for lack of ability to p...

about my experience growing up a closeted trans woman from 1987 Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me I Need Help Now - Saddest Video About My Situation Why I Cannot Survive Like This Any Longer - On the many things overwhelming my life for lack of ability to perform certain tasks via schizophrenic executive dysfunction Willa - Short...

I’m not lying, I’m about to be a death-victim of genocide Why I Cannot Survive Like This Any Longer - On the many things overwhelming my life for lack of ability to perform certain tasks via schizophrenic executive dysfunction Willa - Short story on my mental unbecoming at the hands of society itself My GoFundMe - Short term help does help a lot On Schizophrenic Executive Dysfunction - By Grok for...

let’s talk about chapter two of Dead and Gone to Heaven the first two chapters combined are each nearly 4,000 words. twelve chapters will get me over 56k in total, for a novel-length story Dead and Gone to Heaven (Chapters) Here is chapter one: CHAPTER ONE Here is chapter two: CHAPTER TWO Music from Dead and Gone to Heaven (Playlist) Spotify Playlist for Dead and Gone to Heaven This is a public ep...

let’s talk about why my schizophrenia is confusing to people Echo’s Journey - I Love Her I talk about Echo being crazy. She is. More than I ever was. She has always been an enflamed version of everything I go through into overt psychopathy and healing it the same — through action. Echo is my favorite character I will ever write. I will never love a character more. She is the woman inside me who wa...

on my continued struggles to fight for the proper support please consider making a donation if you’re able, even a smallest contribution can help and I’m finding freedom to operate more responsibly with my finances — still, I need more help than thatMy GoFundMe This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall....

let’s stop being afraid of understanding its nuances This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

poly people in the house say ‘heyoh!’ I wrote another poem I really like called flip the switch you can read it here if you like This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

let’s talk about being an honest trans woman and what that earns you I wrote a new poem called, like a glove you can read it here if you like This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com

on my chapter and journey You can read Dead and Gone to Heaven Chapter One HERE This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com