Excel with Mariana.

My Perimenopause Journey

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My perimenopause showed up in my late 30s disguised as boreout, burnout, and eventually severe depression. For years, I searched for help—consulting countless doctors—until I realized that the ever-growing list of symptoms all pointed to perimenopause. Carefully tracking the symptoms and better understanding how they relate to my cycles was a game-changer. I share my journey through perimenopause, wishing for other women to transition through this life chapter with more ease, support, and confidence. Not everyone goes through perimenopause, but it does affect us all.

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Excel with Mariana.

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Health

Latest episode

May 5, 2026

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How Highly Processed Sugars Can Trigger Depression During Perimenopause & How To Prevent It 08.01.2026

Having escaped Planet Darkness with rigid lifestyle changes, a sugar feast brought me right back to it. Tune in to learn how and why sugar can impact your brain and mental health, and what you can do to prevent it. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wants to l...

How Economies Are Hit By Women Going Through Perimenopause & Why They Need To Take Them Seriously 07.01.2026

Sleep is said to cost nations 2% of their GDP. COVID-19 had an impact of 3.9% or higher on the GDP of many countries. Official numbers in Germany estimate the effects of Perimenopause at 9.4bn EUR, but this could easily reach 3.2% of GDP if left unchecked. Tune in to learn about more mindboggling numbers and why they impact all of us. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Fi...

How Perimenopause Hugely Affects Your Body, And It Can Get Your Finances Tumbling, Too. 06.01.2026

I did the math. Calculating what (doctor-recommended) job changes and severe perimenopausal effects have cost me gets my mind whirling. Tune in to hear the financial impact perimenopause can have, and that this is nothing any woman ought to shoulder individually. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community...

Most Doctors Don't Know This: This 3P Formula Can Help You Beat Depression During Perimenopause 01.01.2026

For more than five years, I have consulted with doctors because I noticed severe phases of depression. Lots of remedies were prescribed, and even recommendations were spoken for me to change my job and employer. None of the prescriptions, recommendations, or even therapy helped. Surprisingly, none of the practitioners have checked for the 3P for depressive symptoms. Checking for them early would h...

How Dry Skin During Perimenopause Can Be An Indicator Of Brain Health and Function & How To Hydrate 31.12.2025

I can see and feel daily how hormonal changes of perimenopause have made my skin crave more moisture. What I wasn't aware of is that our brains also experience a loss of hydration during perimenopause and post-menopause. That can affect cognition, mood, and, of course, brain health. Tune in to find out more, and what you can do to level up the moisture within your system. Subscribe for bi-week...

How Red Eye Can Be Both A Symptom Of Too Little Progesterone Or Testosterone & How You Can Find Out 30.12.2025

Finally, having found what might be causing my cyclical red eye, I've heard of another possible cause. Tune in to learn what might be causing your eye to inflame with each new cycle. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wants to learn about perimenopause and...

How Depression A Week After Menstruation Can Be A Sign Of Perimenopause & What You Can Do About It 25.12.2025

Having heard that hormonal fluctuations during perimenopause can trigger depression, I consulted my gynecologist. My doctor knew about depressive phases pre-menstruation for many of her patients. However, my depressive phase was a good week into the cycle, and the reaction was "Well, that's unusual.". Tune in to hear what might have caused my "unusual" symptom and what fina...

How Some Doctors Don't Care About Perimenopausal Women, And How You Can Identify Them 24.12.2025

When I wasn't able to move my shoulder after surgery, I was told that was just a normal thing to happen with age. Years later, when consulting my gynecologist about hormone therapy, she told me I was too young to be in perimenopause. While flattering, at 45 years, I was right in the midst of the hormonal rollercoaster and everything, but too young for it. Tune in to hear what has helped me get...

How Negative Thoughts and Sugar Spikes Are Bad For Your Brain, Especially During Perimenopause 23.12.2025

Having a good balance between estrogen and progesterone is helpful during perimenopause. But sugar and the seeking of novelty and dopamine hits can hijack any efforts, eventually getting you on a downward spiral. People with spontaneous brains, ADD, or ADHD are most affected. Tune in to hear about kind acts you can do to your brain, and during which phase of your cycle they might be most effective...

How Some Women Thrive On A Supplement & Others Change Their Lives To Make It Through Perimenopause 18.12.2025

I noticed that I was getting severe depression during certain phases of my cycle. Then, a friend shared that taking a vitamin had helped her sister during perimenopause. But for me, they didn't do any magic. It took months, lots of research, trial and error, and too many, too long phases of despair to find my way back to life. Tune in to hear what has helped, and what has been the cause. Subsc...

How Kind Words Can Be Wrong & Why Perimenopausal Symptoms Don't Just Happen By A Woman's Choice 17.12.2025

Having dinner with my former boss, and sharing my life struggles and sensation that someone had pulled the plug from my life, he said, "It's you. You made the decision." While he meant them to be encouraging—words to make me feel capable of deciding to put the plug back in—the words were simply wrong. Tune in to hear how women going through perimenopause are struggling, and are not s...

How Hormonal Excess Or Imbalance Can Reek Havoc In Your Brain, And What You Can Do To Prevent It 16.12.2025

Spontaneous brains, and oftentimes the brains of people with ADD or ADHD, are low on dopamine. For women in perimenopause, that can be perilous, especially when levels of estrogen and progesterone are low. Tune in to what can help stabilize well-being, prevent visits to the darkest pits, and keep you going. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for...

How Estrogen And Progesterone Are Best Friends Forever, And What They Do During The Female Cycle 11.12.2025

I did not know how these two hormones affect the female cycle. But once I entered perimenopause, I realized that I needed to understand what they are doing. This is the information I wish I had known years ago. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wants to learn...

How Facing A Stressful Conversation During Perimenopause Can Be Easy Again. Yes, It's Possible! 10.12.2025

For years, my job was to interact with people, to identify areas for improvement, and to lead critical conversations. Until I was no longer able to. Even a dinner with friends was so stressful that it took me days to recharge. Unexpectedly, that is changing now, and I want to give you hope that it can change for you, too. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and i...

How Earl Grey Tea and Black Sesame Soup Can Help Reduce Dryness During Perimenopause 09.12.2025

When feeling low on energy or craving something sweet, I do this. These two hacks are nutritious, healthy, and fun to eat. Tune in to hear how doing something good for your kidneys can be especially beneficial during perimenopause and can help ease symptoms. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of k...

How Within A Year I Suddenly Developed Six Myomas, And How That Likely Is Related To Perimenopause 04.12.2025

Last year, a friend in Seoul shared with me that her gynecologist had detected six myomas within her uterus. This year, my doctor in Berlin also told me, "There are six myomas in your uterus.". Now, is that part of a magical friendship, or could it be that going through Perimenopause could be the cause? Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiratio...

How I Turned From An Anti-Fan Of Female Hormones To An Advocate For Hormone Therapy 03.12.2025

Having had a horrendous experience with hormonal contraception, I was convinced to never ever take hormones again. That was, until I reached perimenopause. I took a heart, took hormones, and am so glad I did. Learn about the reasons why. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, an...

How Perimenopause Has Cost Me More Than 250,000 EUR And What You Can Do To Avoid Such Losses 02.12.2025

When faced with substantial life decisions, I was certain to have considered every relevant factor—except for perimenopause. Tune in to hear why perimenopause, career, and work are not "just" personal topics, but also collective and systemic ones. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of ki...

How Eye Infection Could Be Caused By The Makeup You're Using, Or A Sign of Early Perimenopause 26.11.2025

That new eyeshadow and mascara were causing my eyes to tear and inflame. But even after I stopped using makeup, the inflammation came back. It took a decade until I realized that it had been a sign of early perimenopause. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wan...

How A Dry Nose and Gunk Balls Can Be Early Signs That You're In Perimenopause 25.11.2025

While a dry nose is common during cold weather, my nose was dry all the time. Eventually, disrupting sleep and creating really ugly gunk balls. Tune in to find out what has helped, and why listening to my body's signals was so important. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies...

How Using Earplugs Is Not The Solution For Ear Noise During Perimenopause 19.11.2025

Doctors told me that ear noise was something I just had to live with. Check-ups stated that there was nothing wrong with my ears. Yet it became so bad that I could only shut out the noise by wearing earplugs, until I found a better solution... Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladi...

How Stress at Work Can Affect Your Brain and Mental Health During Perimenopause and Menopause 18.11.2025

Work had always been stressful, but somehow, instead of thriving in it, I was no longer able to cope. Little did I know that my deteriorating mental health was part of a vicious cycle of stress, inflammation, hormonal imbalances, and brain health. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted...

How Perimenopausal Hormone Deficiency and Imbalance Cause Red Eye and Inflammation 12.11.2025

Eye inflammation had become a staple of my PMS, but HRT has helped me see more clearly. Tune in to hear how higher hormone doses have helped me reduce the hormonal imbalance that caused it. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wants to learn about perimenopause...

How Perimenopause Was Misdiagnosed as Bipolar Disorder & Why I Keep Getting a Red Eye 11.11.2025

Diagnosed with episodes of depression and bipolar disorder, it finally showed that my symptoms were caused by something else: Perimenopause. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wants to learn about perimenopause and menopause. Everything is researched, self-exp...

How Hitting the Gym Can Help You Reclaim Your Mental Health During Perimenopause and Menopause 05.11.2025

Exercise has helped me reclaim my mental health during perimenopause. Tune in to how group training has helped me make exercise a new habit, and how I've learned to lift the "big guys" weights. Subscribe for bi-weekly updates on My Perimenopause Journey. Find tips and inspiration for yourself, and join a slowly growing community of kindhearted ladies, and anyone who wants to learn ab...

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