My dog will eat my face

A new health scare has reared its ugly head, and I need to somehow find out what it even is. Also, I need to brush up my Welsh.

In a recent conversation with my hospice nurse, she asked particular questions that got me thinking. Specifically, am I "spiritual" or is there a better word?

In this podcast I provide a short health update, and then do my part to never forget a horrific event. Did you forget?

As I struggle to keep my life moving and facing terrible fatigue, I must find a way to be at peace with how I live today, to be able to accept whatever may come tomorrow.

Changes within my body in recent weeks have been mostly good, only some bad, but all of it is utterly confusing.

After the trials and tribulations of the past few months, I've faced an arduous task of rebuilding and returning to my normal, boring life. Sometimes you don't realize the value of something, until it's lost.

Yet again, after all the bad events in my life, the enduring potty pad saga continues. This time it includes a visit from the police!

Where have I been for the last month or so? Unfortunately, nowhere good. It was a journey through a viscous psychotic episode, a nursing home, and back again.

Some things start with the most innocuous events. And that is precisely what happened in my life, where my dogs potty pad sent me down a new path, I would never otherwise have gone. There's the well known "butterfly effect" but I have now discovered the similar "potty pad effect." www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

I wanted to give a full episode, as a sort of tribute, to my best friend. While only 20 lbs, and covered in fur, my best friend (prior and current) gives me tremendous support throughout all the years. He has been and continues to be essential help throughout my disease.

Last week I was caught in a rather depressive and exhausted state. When seeing a different counselor today, I had an epiphany that I used to slowly overcome much of this angst.

This podcast essentially is an unscripted explanation of the weeks of sadness I've had, and it has oozed to the top, putting me in a rather despondent state. I try to talk through it, and surprisingly, find some comfort within myself.

While not true in a literal sense, I am in the morally sense. What that means and how you will be on the cover too.

Grown utterly sick of the standard medical advice, I provide a proper solution for CHF sufferers. No, I have no medical degree.

I've been levied more miserable symptoms lately. Among the worst is frequent collapsing and injuring myself even more. In this episode I describe the symptoms and their consequences. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #syncope #fainting

Major shifts in my battle against CHF have turned me down a dark road. I don't know when it will heh even worse still, but I'm afraid to ask.

I wish to define a "full life" San demonstrate it is not merely a "good" life. Mistakes and calamity are central to living well. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #foregiveness

I've been in a depressed dog lately, but someone close to me showed me another angle of this displeasure. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #depression

Telling those you love your feelings for them is no small task, but the rewards are vast and mitigate regret. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #honesty #love #affection

I've fallen victim to terrible psychological disposition that can strike at any time, and can cause more damage than just that to your intelligence, but to your sense of self. It's real. Is here. And I'm it's latest victim.

A brief and honest discussion of one of the most difficult topics there is: suicide. Listener discretion is advised. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #suicide #hospice #surviving #CHF

I this podcast I intend to giver a more detailed description of what I'm facing health wise, as well as the terrible psychological effects it has on my person. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #mental health #psychosis

Ugh, I have not been doing well. I hope it's not a "new normal" for me. This is a brief health update for those who are interested. A thousands pardons for it being so brief, I hope to make a more complete podcast when I get my voice back (no more punk rock mosh pits and hockey games for me 😞)

In this episode I bring forward an all too taboo topic to maintain good company: money. More specifically, how it shamelessly emboldens itself even in the face of a fatal disease. www. Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #money #social security

As I manage my grim disability budget, I chased down some research relating to how power companies can very well kill their customers.