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Today is the day after a week of WHAT is wrong with me? and I think I found a name for it: disoriented. I’m sharing for those who are or will be in their own version of this new phase - tho it is fairly unwanted from my experience! It’ the first of the month, so those who can and get something from all of this, links below - with infinite appreciation and gratitude for you and those who continue t...

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In a time of endless theories, here is one more on who we were born to be vs. who we need to be in response to the domestication of human. I hope you can get something from this to empower your process and journey no matter what your default nervous system is and where you are in regards to any trauma or recovery process. Think more smooth shifting of gears vs. getting stuck in just one! This is a...

Purple 💜 Last Podcast This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jillsjournals.substack.com

This is a big podcast that most won’t really be interested in. However, the only way to move forward that I can see at this point is to understand how we all got to this level of insanity in the first place. Seeking to understanding vs. Needing to be right is one of our core drivers as humans. Animals don’t really think about it, they seem to know the rules and live by them! That said, I hope you...

The picture features one of the feral cats dinner me thinks? I can’t capture the kitten I talk about, but this is in its territory. Here are two posts I was referring to: Naomi Wolf in discussing Energy LINK Greg Reese Report LINK I don’t think I can embed them? Both article and video are fairly terrifying, but knowledge is power. So, in this podcast I kind of got lost at the end, but way to much...

Welcome and I am so glad you are here! I wanted to let you know, for September, I can get mail! Address below - I love hearing from you via the postal service! I’m also having a lot of stuff to do focused on the practical of where I will be wintering or even, now if? Life is a constant challenge… And lastly, some days are harder than others as we step back from our own lives and listen to what oth...

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We each have skills that make the world go wrong. The question is do we value them? Are they something we consider valuable? Have we asked ourselves lately where we put our: time, money, energy, actions, words, and thoughts? To know thy self is the oldest wisdom there is - do we?? This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, vi...

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The importance of this discussion lies more in our future than our now. We are just at the beginning of the stress response as a collective humanity vs. our individual nervous system. What was once just accepted and not talked about has gone to ‘stress response’ to autistic meltdowns, emotional dysregulation, and what I am calling ‘hyper responsive reaction’. All stem from the activation of our sy...

So many memories!!! My original Banana Republic Jacket - only mine is black not brown! Page 39, see great writers dress badly! I carried the paperback and ripped out pages as I went to save weight and space… They are SOOO cute and curious! Great book to read, fascinating life, a wired for danger woman! I love this movie and while most have probably seen - if you need an escape, this will offer it!...

As many of you know I have found a new hobby in collecting rocks! One of the bonus features from them I have found is they seem to ground me - and so I like the idea of them being, touchstones. Below are the real definitions and photos - in the pod I will talk about why this idea has more meaning by the day! Here is a practical article on how to use a touchstone to test gold: LINK Samples of black...

If you want the full story of that picture! you have to listen to the end of the podcast! The two movies I was talking about with Tom Hardy are Child 44 and Warrior: This one I just LOVE: Both end up on streaming services at some point in the rotation, Child 44 is on Prime right now. Have a great weekend! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get acc...

August already! I wanted to touch on a variety of topics, lots happening out in the world right now! It is the first of the month and so I am doing that asking for support thing again:) direct donations at (thank you): http://www.jillsjournals.com/invest jills journals is a reader-supported publication. To support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. I also wanted your feedback to...

Here are the two old videos: I miss the cow farm. . . I hope to see your thoughts below! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jillsjournals.substack.com

I cried when I saw this the first time and can think of no better example than this in the idea I want to share today. Below - well brace yourself as some may not ‘get’ the beauty in the organized chaos of it all! Who are you then? Most of us are all three, but it is good to understand each of these types of ways of being in the world. Have fun! In my twenties? this is so me… See you next time!!!...

I think I love this picture! But the point of today is more info on IF you have to move or relocate, something to think about that will be impactful. I love this picuture! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jillsjournals.substack.com

Good Day to all! Our last terrible heat.hot day - hope you are faring well wherever you are! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jillsjournals.substack.com

I wanted to share a timeline that while I don’t know if it is going to be correct, it helps me to have something to anchor to. Another opportunity to do the inner exploring in preperation for a long term journey! Have a great weekend! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jillsjournals.substack.com

This is for all us danger girls who grew up with the message something was wrong with us. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jillsjournals.substack.com

Today was full of too much thinking, too much of being too much, and too little ability to do anything with it - and after the dog crisis, the podcast, and the aftermath of the adrenaline rush? I want to both cry and take a nap - only there are still too many things to be done . . . the female battle cry ‘i am strong, i can take it, and i can do more… ‘even if it kills me. This is a public episode...

For those brave enough to dive into this complex subject and even more willing to travel the long windy road that lies below - awesome, road trip!!! I posted a video a few days ago that I didn’t explain its origin story for as I didn’t want to get swept away in the fury of feelings this topic elicits - but… It did take me a while to sort out what I am thinking, how I want to feel about it, and wha...