jennuinely being

Hi friends! In this episode, I’m opening up about my deeply personal journey of facing PTSD during a solo 700-mile road trip to Denver. Without my usual support systems—no service dog, no THC—I relied on raw courage to attend life-changing medical appointments. I’ll share how kinesiology and neuro-emotional techniques helped me unlock and release years of stored trauma, especially around childhood...

Hi friends! Today, I want to share a heartfelt reflection on how travel has transformed the way I see the world. From taking the palm trees of Florida for granted to discovering the unexpected magic of May snowfall in Colorado, this journey has been one of rediscovering beauty in the everyday. Along the way, I'll share stories of life in our bus, Blue Betty, and the lessons learned in the Ariz...

In this raw and heartfelt episode, I open up about my personal journey with beauty standards, self-acceptance, and marriage. From getting Botox at 26 to undergoing multiple plastic surgeries, I share how my pursuit of physical perfection was deeply tied to seeking my husband's approval. But everything changed with a spontaneous decision to shave my head in the rainforest—a moment that transfor...

Hey friends, Jenn here. Today, I’m sharing my heart-touching journey of becoming a published author. From the little girl writing at the kitchen table to signing with Simon & Schuster, I’ll take you through the magical moment of finishing my manuscript on my Zenn Jenn Rock Garden & Swing and the serendipitous rainbow that appeared afterward. Discover how following my inner knowing led to a...

Hey there, beautiful souls! 🌟 Life has a way of testing us, doesn’t it? But here’s the thing: it’s in those tough, messy, and challenging moments that we uncover our true strength. In today’s episode, I’m sharing some personal stories and reflections about how embracing our struggles can lead to incredible growth and a deeper connection with ourselves. Let’s walk this journey together, finding be...

Hey beautiful souls! Today, I’m opening up about a small but powerful moment that changed my perspective on self-care. As a mom, partner, and entrepreneur juggling so many roles, I’ve often felt the weight of “not enough” thoughts. But one simple, mindful lunch break taught me the importance of setting boundaries and honoring my own needs. In this episode, I’ll share how taking just 15 minutes for...

Hey there beautiful souls! In this episode, I’m sharing a lesson that changed my life: learning to say 'No' and realizing it’s a complete sentence. For years, I struggled with people-pleasing and the fear of letting others down. But through my journey, I discovered that setting boundaries is not selfish—it’s essential for our emotional well-being. If you’ve ever felt guilty about saying no...

I have big news today Fram. With a heavy heart, I announce the end of our YouTube channel,  Being Bethunes , as Kyle takes a much-needed season of rest. But as one chapter closes, another begins. I’m so excited to introduce my new YouTube channel,  jennuinely being , where I’ll create a cozy space to share real-life lessons and connect with you in a more personal way. I hope you'll enjoy reflectin...

Welcome back Fram! In this episode, I open up about the incredible power of our thoughts and emotions, and how they shape the reality we live in. I share my personal journey of overcoming fear and negativity, especially when it comes to body image and self-love. Together, we’ll explore the importance of living in balance—embracing both the positive and the negative—and how this balance can lead to...

In today's episode, I’m opening up about what it’s like living in a half-finished bus in the Arizona desert with my family. Between battling dust storms, managing allergies, and navigating the chaos of a damaged garage, life out here is anything but easy. But the real challenges come from within—like the emotional struggles my partner, Kyle, and I face as we juggle responsibilities and try to...

Hi fram! In this episode, I’m sharing a heartwarming moment that completely turned my day around—a simple act of kindness while ordering a matcha latte. It reminded me of the incredible power of kindness to uplift our spirits and shift our perspective. I’ll also introduce you to my favorite metaphor, 'Rollover Minutes,' which helps me hold onto joyful moments when I need them most. Togethe...

Welcome back Framily. In this episode, I’m sharing a deeply personal piece from my heart—a reflection on motherhood, trauma, and the journey of healing. I’ll take you through a moment that moved me to my core: listening to the joyful voicemails of a friend’s late mother, a bittersweet reminder of the maternal love I’ve longed for but never had. Together, we’ll explore the duality of life—the sadne...

Welcome back Framily. Today I'm sharing my journey of self-love, healing, and emotional growth while diving into the raw and personal stories that have shaped my life. Together, we’ll explore what it means to break free from generational trauma, listen to our bodies, and advocate for our needs. I’ll open up about growing up in a home affected by unhealed wounds, how it shaped my relationships, and...

In this episode, I recount the profound journey of how online trolls have impacted my life and, unexpectedly, became a catalyst for my growth. From the tragic loss of my son Ethan in 2011 and the harsh comments that followed, to going viral years later and facing a tidal wave of both criticism and support, I reflect on how these experiences shaped me. Through the pain of judgment, shaming, and neg...

Hi Fram! You may have. noticed I've been stepping back from social media over the past year, and behind the scenes, my phone entirely. a I've noticed how the constant connectivity often fuels my anxiety and distracts from my authentic self. With days or even months passing between my social media checks, I've learned to prioritize my mental well-being and emotional health. Today I'...

Hi Framily! In today's episode, I open up about my journey with PTSD and the challenges I face in everyday situations, particularly when it comes to driving. After losing my son Ethan in a tragic car accident in 2011, I've grappled with intense panic and anxiety every time I get behind the wheel. Today, I faced a pivotal moment when my partner Kyle expressed his need for rest instead of joining ou...

Hi Framily! Today I invite you to join me as I share my thoughts about living off-grid in our half-finished charter bus, Daisy, here in the Arizona desert. It’s been quite a journey getting to this point, and I find myself wondering how we arrived at this moment. I’ll share how I’ve learned to embrace my feelings and accept each moment for what it is, as well as the importance of moving forward, t...

Welcome back Framily! This year marks the first time my family and I won't be spending Christmas in Florida, a tradition that has followed us for our entire lives. Growing up as Floridians, Christmas has always been about sun-soaked celebrations, but this year, we felt the need for a change—primarily due to my ongoing journey with PTSD. Losing our son in a car accident thirteen years ago has shape...

I'm so glad you're here today as I share a recent experience with my partner, Kyle. As many of you know, for much of our time together, Kyle has faced monthly depressive cycles that have often led to triggering moments. As I’ve embarked on my own inner healing journey, I've realized how my ego has influenced my decisions, often steering me away from what truly serves my highest good. Recently, we'...

Welcome back Framily. Today I'm sharing a personal reflection sparked by something as seemingly simple as...armpit hair! I'm recounting the aftermath of our 30 day VANcation and how, upon our return to New Mexico, I was confronted with a moment of truth— Did I really want to shave? What would others think of my appearance? Despite not feeling bothered by my body hair all summer, societal pressures...

In today's episode, I dive into some of the hardest conscious inner work I've ever undertaken. I share my journey of detaching from my ego and the challenges that come with recognizing how many choices in my life have been influenced by it. Living with a partner who battles depression while I manage my PTSD has created a unique landscape of growth and reflection for both of us. I’ll explain how Ky...

Welcome back Framily. 🫶 Today I'm reflecting on the journey that began five years ago when we took a leap of faith and purchased our vintage Eagle Bus, Blue Betty. I share the highs and lows of our family's life on the road from that moment in November 2019 to the countless adventures that followed. Join me as I delve into the profound experiences that have shaped my life, including the tragic lo...

In today's audio blog, I share more details about our decision to temporarily split up and the challenges of solo parenting. You'll learn about the emotional dynamics within our unconventional lifestyle, including the gender norms that have shaped our relationship and the ongoing work required to build a healthy partnership. Despite the difficulties, there is ALWAYS opportunity for growth and prog...

Hello framily! In today's blog I'm reflecting on the beauty of winter settling in, the vibrant memories of summer adventures, and the lessons learned along the way. From unexpected trips to the Dr. Phil show and a documentary in Wyoming to the chaos of building a new bus, every moment has shaped who we are today. I'll also share the serendipitous story of how we found our dream property while livi...

Welcome to the Being Bethunes Podcast , where I bring my blog to life by reading it aloud each week! Join me as I dive deep into my personal journey with my partner Kyle, sharing the real and raw moments that have shaped my life over the past 18 years together. In this week’s episode, I’m getting REAL about the challenges and growth I've experienced alongside Kyle, and I’ll candidly discuss where...