Into the Shadows

Send us Fan Mail I can't believe we are here SEASON 4! I wanted to share some updates when it comes to the podcast. I know season 3 was a lot about my pregnancy and finding out my daughter has CF so for those reasons I decided to separate the two journey's.  If you started following this podcast due to our CF journey you can head over to Chatty and Unfiltered Momcast. IF you enjoy shadow...

Send us Fan Mail Come Down the rabbit hole of the "What if game" with me. My daughter was in a but "what if" mood asking me a ton of questions and it got me thinking about the "what if" possibilities. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us Fan Mail Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us Fan Mail Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

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Send us Fan Mail June is Men's Mental Health month and I always want to bring awareness to this because I feel like men tend to get left out or "forgotten" about these days. For instance, the doctors called me for a mental health check but never even offered advice on where my husband could go or checked in on my husband. So, listen in as I share how my husband handled postpartum la...

Send us Fan Mail Went in for an induction due to having mildly high blood pressure on Mother's Day. They gave me  Misoprostol  which was meant to help soften the cervix and then I was meant to take Pitocin to put me in labor, but I didn't make it that far. 2 rounds of Misoprostol and I was in full labor and almost missed getting an epidural.  Listen in as I share how fast my body was rea...

Send us Fan Mail Yes, I took a two-week maternity leave, I am so sorry, but it's been chaotic the past few weeks.  Listen in as I share where the direction of the podcast is going and why I am changing it up for now.  ** Just would like to add thank you to everyone who has listened in and has fully supported me and this podcast. I always say if it wasn't for you this podcast wouldn'...

Send us Fan Mail A Little pregnancy and Life update.  A few weeks ago we had a pregnancy scare and almost had our baby early due to my blood pressure sky rocking to 160/110 and then 139/106. We also had to surrender to the fact that I wasn't going to experience a baby shower with this pregnancy as well due to all the crazyness that has been happening with in our family.  Listen in as I share...

Send us Fan Mail I wanted to touch base on something I found interesting once I went on social media and saw the mob mentality went after Josh Peck after the Quiet on Set Documentary was released.  From an outsider looking in it seems that insecurities, casting roles and grooming lead Drake and Josh pinned against each other.  Even though Josh may have not been groomed sexually he was in fact groo...

Send us Fan Mail I go into detail about what grooming is and how the quiet on set shows how not only do predators groom their victims, but they groom those around them into thinking their behavior is "normal".  I also share pieces of my story and how it relates to this documentary and how the power dynamic that is used in order to force people to submitting to the predator.   Sometimes v...

Send us Fan Mail I have pushed this episode back for months now, but I think I am finally ready to open up and release this episode. As my daughter grows older and is starting to become the age I was when I was sexually assaulted it has started shifting into a shadow and trigger of mine. Her personality reminds me of who I was at her age and how innocent she is; to think that was all taken from me...

Send us Fan Mail April is sexual assault awareness month. This month I will share some shadows that have come up in the past few months that pertain to my own sexual abuse experience. I will also talk about the documentary Quiet on set which is a documentary about the dark underbelly of Hollywood and child exploitation. I understand this can be a dark topic to listen to as well as relive if you yo...

Send us Fan Mail Trust and Surrender has been a big shadow and lesson period for me lately and with this big news we had and wanted to share this understanding of having to trust the flow of life and surrender to unknown fears has been a huge part of this journey.  I wanted this episode to be "Surprise " we bought a house but instead it's not at all instead what I have learned throu...

Send us Fan Mail Manipulation and lies can break any strong foundation of any relationship. But I have a question for you all.... is withholding information until you are ready manipulation and a lie? Can you simply "have sex" with your partner and then drop a bombshell because sex will soften the blow? You all tell me what you think as you listen in to my thoughts and opinions on this t...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever gotten pissed because you are running late and hitting every red light on your way to your destination? have you ever stopped and thought to yourself maybe just maybe you were being held up by the universe? Maybe it was saving you from being in a car accident or something else major.  Listen in as I share a few stories of how this shadow has impacted my life and a fe...

Send us Fan Mail This energy has shown up in 2021 and now here in 2024.... this energy of pressure and inner knowing that it's time to move but what do I do when no one hears me when I say it's time to go?  What do I do when I'm a generator in human design and my husband is a projector and he needs an innovation in order to understand this energy I can feel months before him? Listen...

Send us Fan Mail I recently had someone pass in my life and once I saw their social media I found understanding. Their death spiked questions and thoughts of understanding.  Listen in as I share what these thoughts and questions are and how I am going to use this understanding in my life. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswith...

Send us Fan Mail When navigating a marriage with someone who has an addictive personality and an addiction the first lesson you must learn is that no matter what you say or do to "convince them" to stop they must want it for themselves before they can ever hear your pleas.  It took 11 years for my marriage to transcend to the beginning of our happily ever after. Listen in as I share the...

Send us Fan Mail Valentines' day used to be a dull holiday a "hallmark holiday" until it wasn't for me. After years of trying to figure it out I realized that love isn't just a one-day thing. It's an everyday thing.  when we pour not only into ourselves but our relationships everyday this one day out of the year doesn't matter.  So many relationships depend on th...

Send us Fan Mail This week I found self-love in a moment of weakness when I realized my body is shape shifting in this pregnancy.  I caught myself thinking intrusive thoughts and stopped myself to give myself a self-love pep talk. Then something magical happened at my OBGYN appoint that was a beautiful message from the universe/god. Listen in to hear the story of what happened.  Thanks for Listeni...

Send us Fan Mail Jera in runes is the one-year mark or the "harvest". When it comes into our live it means taking the time, planting the seeds, tending to the garden and watching the fruits of your labor grow.   It's been on year of launching this podcast and I cannot believe where we started vs where we are now. Listen in as I share my gratitude as well as the growth you all have s...

Send us Fan Mail 2 weeks ago my husband and I made an adult decision and with that came up a lot of shadows and triggers for me. I am a people pleaser and especially when it comes to looking for validation through the eyes of my parents. I know you are asking "why is a woman in her late 30's still searching for validation" Listen in as I ask this very same question and break down so...

Send us Fan Mail After a month of waiting, we finally got our blood test results back, with this extra time the universe gave us it allowed us to really talk about our live with a child with the possibility of having cystic fibrosis.  Listen in as I share with you the thoughts that came through as I was processing the results and my feelings that followed.  Thank you as always for coming on this j...

Send us Fan Mail When you are so focused on life you can get sucked into the cycle of groundhogs day. This is when you are just on a repeat loop of living life that we forget to be present and grateful for the present moment.  listen in as I share how my husband and I have been on this cycle for 5 years and how we just realized how to get out of this never-ending cycle.  Thanks for Listening! Foll...