Into the Shadows

Send us Fan Mail 14 years together 9 years married means we have been through many chapters in our lives together. Many of which were chapters of personal journeys and growth. Sometimes we had to grow apart in order to growth with each other. With every chapter we would continue to keep choosing each other even if it meant watching the other one struggle a bit. As time goes on, we are now in a pos...

Send us Fan Mail I was with a group of people talking about our aspirations and dreams. When I shared mine one person in that group was condescending tapping me on the shoulder as if to say "good luck with that". It was at this moment where I could fall into victimhood to their projections of what they think my life should look like or I can follow my passions my dreams. I can live the l...

Send us Fan Mail I never thought we would be so close to 5 thousand downloads with that being said I have dropped the ball and realized how much this podcast is helping so many due to this I have created a website so I will never have this happen again! Thank you as always for listening this podcast wouldn’t be where it is today without any of you! https://www.podpage.com/in totheshadows Thanks fo...

Send us Fan Mail Since moving I have been dying to come out of survival mode and wanting to fall into my feminine energy. The Universe has been placing in my places and showing it's time to fully surrender and let all that shit go but what prompted this realization is when I stood in the mirror and really saw myself and how I was dressing. Listen in as I share my thoughts about it all.  Thank...

Send us Fan Mail Toby and I break down what a soul walk in is, along with sharing what we think, our own lived and near-death experiences and the endless possibilities of where did we come from, why are we here and what happens to us next. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us Fan Mail Is god knocking on my door or is it the devil? Will I answer it and if I do what will happen? I had a beautiful and interesting conversation with my sister about her religion and my spiritual journey. We shared each other's perspectives on life and where we are now.  One of the things I took from the conversation is she kept telling me "It seems like Jesus is knocking on...

Send us Fan Mail No one told me it was going to be this hard to let go of my child's hyper-fixation. My oldest has gone through many different hyper-fixations when it comes to her childhood.. like eating chicken nuggets for 6 years but no one prepares you when the hyper fixations finally come to an end.  My oldest feel in love with Sonic the hedgehog at age 3 and ever since we have been dedic...

Send us Fan Mail Contentment is such a strange feeling especially if you have never truly felt it before. In contentment you start questioning yourself, second guessing, and even at times allowing your shadows over and have you fall victim to self-sabotage. I explain how I got here, what contentment feelings like, and what I believe is the next step going forward vs self-sabotaging.   Thanks for L...

Send us Fan Mail Friendships teaches everything we need to know in the world. As babies it teaches us that there are other people in this world besides mom and dad. It teaches us boundaries and how to share. When we grow older friendships make us realize there are others out there with similar commonalities.  As teens friendships are were we stop seeking validation from home and find it in others....

Send us Fan Mail My Special Guest my husband Toby is finally ready to share his story of sobriety. He talks about the dark moments that lead him further down into the dark night of the soul where only him and him himself could save him.  He gets into detail about his relationship with alcohol how it made him feel along with how soberity has made him feel especially as he watched his life change dr...

Send us Fan Mail Bedroom vs Living Room kids. Kids were to be seen not heard but did that mean you were in your room playing, sent outside or were you allowed to be a kid in the main common spaces like the living room? Our Special guest will share her insight on which she is along with explaining why that might be. and well Me... well let's just say I was "get your ass home when the ligh...

Send us Fan Mail This year of the snake I have been shedding, and this podcast has been taking the hit. I hate that life has been so up and down to the point this podcast has had to be on the back burner a bit in order for life to get back on track.  This year we has summer in the south, then moved down here, found an amazing team of CF doctors, spent almost 8 months apart from my husband, transit...

Send us Fan Mail When the universe/god wants you to move and you aren't listening to him or any of the signs... Life will move you unexpectedly. I've been quiet on this podcast and thats because we have been in this mist of upheaval and not knowly where we will go and where will we live. Instead of resisting and settling in the lack we took our time let life flow to us and found peace du...

Send us Fan Mail My grandma has been staying with us for a while and I have come to understand her more as we talk about life choices and the things she has gone through. It's made me look at her in a different way. It's explained why she has made choices in her life that have put her in the position she is in now. Sometimes I wonder about my choices and where I will be as a result of th...

Send us Fan Mail It was an unexpected  good time family vacation. 3 generations in the mountains all in a cabin what more could go wrong haha.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us Fan Mail Will my husband and I break a 2x generational chain that my family keeps playing out? Watching my life play this chain has made me want to run so far away from reality. What will we do? Repeat it? Break it? Time will only tell.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail...

Send us Fan Mail It's been a long time since I have updated you all on Savannah's health and it's the MAIN reason why this podcast hasn't been constant anymore. Which I truly am sorry for. It's been a roller coaster and honestly, I don't know which update to post. I have so many but here is the latest one since we came down for a summer of fun. You can hear my frustra...

Send us Fan Mail The 19th Love Theory is about how the person you dated at 19 is the villain to your origin story. When I fell down this rabbit hole I realized how this theory really played a role in my life.  Not only did I have a toxic relationship at 19 but I was later someone else's toxic villain in theirs!! Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjo...

Send us Fan Mail Pink Theory is another tiktok rabbit whole theory that I have fallen down and one I am grateful to have. I watched women share their inspiring stories on how they took their power back and reclaimed their feminine energy back by reclaiming the color pink.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: In...

Send us Fan Mail Finally getting to all the episodes I have prerecorded and had no internet to post! This episode explains why you will hear me talk about being in the south and how we got to this point. Why in episodes you will hear me talk about being down here why my husband is working on and expanding his business. Life/god/universe through us into this world wind of adventure and I'm gig...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever heard a tiktok sound bite or a trending song and it smacked you in the face and triggered you into a spiral??? No, just me okay cool. You can hear me trying to process this trigger while trying to justify the past while also thinking why did it have to be me. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswit...

Send us Fan Mail Last year over the holiday's I had to learn I couldn't be the savior the "Go to person" this episode was prerecorded and with the death of my grandma I just couldn't bare to edit this one for a while. To have to choose my daughters health over seeing my grandma kills me to this day. I have such regret, but I know it's what we had to do. I am just grat...

Send us Fan Mail As life was unfolding, I was up late at night recording my emotional wave and the thoughts of how life was too short especially while navigating my grandma being sick and then eventually passing a way while also dealing with my the falling out with my inlaws.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever watched yourself playing a video game... I mean truly have you ever noticed yourself playing a game and realizing that you are playing EXACTLY the way you are in real life? If you haven't or have no idea what I am talking about listen in because I noticed how my kid, husband and I all play a simulation game the same way we handle life.  Thanks for Listening! Fol...

Send us Fan Mail Human Design has taught me so much about my emotional wave to the point I can see and watch others who I know are also emotional authorities.   Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com