Into the Shadows

Send us Fan Mail Finally getting to all the episodes I have prerecorded and had no internet to post! This episode explains why you will hear me talk about being in the south and how we got to this point. Why in episodes you will hear me talk about being down here why my husband is working on and expanding his business. Life/god/universe through us into this world wind of adventure and I'm gig...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever heard a tiktok sound bite or a trending song and it smacked you in the face and triggered you into a spiral??? No, just me okay cool. You can hear me trying to process this trigger while trying to justify the past while also thinking why did it have to be me. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswit...

Send us Fan Mail Last year over the holiday's I had to learn I couldn't be the savior the "Go to person" this episode was prerecorded and with the death of my grandma I just couldn't bare to edit this one for a while. To have to choose my daughters health over seeing my grandma kills me to this day. I have such regret, but I know it's what we had to do. I am just grat...

Send us Fan Mail As life was unfolding, I was up late at night recording my emotional wave and the thoughts of how life was too short especially while navigating my grandma being sick and then eventually passing a way while also dealing with my the falling out with my inlaws.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever watched yourself playing a video game... I mean truly have you ever noticed yourself playing a game and realizing that you are playing EXACTLY the way you are in real life? If you haven't or have no idea what I am talking about listen in because I noticed how my kid, husband and I all play a simulation game the same way we handle life.  Thanks for Listening! Fol...

Send us Fan Mail Human Design has taught me so much about my emotional wave to the point I can see and watch others who I know are also emotional authorities.   Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us Fan Mail The Podcast isn't going ANYWHERE! Sorry for the delay and the months of nothing I LITERALLY had weak Wi-Fi and couldn't upload episodes. So, thank you for sticking with me during this crazy time! I have prerecorded episodes from WAY back in the day that I will upload either 2 at a time or just throw them up all at once.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome cont...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever felt the energy shift whether it's the energy of someone or something.... maybe even a place give off an energy. Well for me I always know when it's time to go before it's time to go. The universe starts sending signs and then the energy shifts. If my husband doesn't get an "Invitation" then he will ignore the signs until it's no lo...

Send us Fan Mail What's funny is I recorded this back in January and I am uploading this in March.... you will understand in a couple of episodes why I am referencing this. I find it comical that I am finally editing episodes that make so much sense now. Funny how the universe works. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswith...

Send us Fan Mail When you ask people for space it can be received differently depending on the person and what it might bring up with in them. Some will respect the fact you need space in order to process what's going on and what happening. While others will take it as an insult and find ways of making the space into more than what it is. We asked for space in from two different people in two...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever listened to something and it STOP you DEAD in the tracks and reminded you of something you once forgot or a core memory pops up.  This happened to me when I heard an audio on Tiktok on my FYP (For you Page). It hit me to my core and brought up some major shadows of mine. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intot...

Send us Fan Mail I love that I got to edit this one this week. It's fitting for what is going on right now. It's like I had to relisten to myself and hear EXACTLY what I needed to hear to remind myself that this moment in time may have a villain but it's all happening for us not to us. We place blame, shame and project on to people the villain title. Sometimes we hold those people,...

Send us Fan Mail Peeling back a layer of this mother wound and finding understanding of WHY this wound affects me and others around me.  When the mask of learning your parents are human..... the question becomes can I truly surrender and forgive in order to move on or do I hold on to this wound and never give forgiveness. * Finally getting to all my saved unedited episodes * Thanks for Listening!...

Send us Fan Mail I am finally getting to edit so many episodes I prerecorded. Here is a reflection back after choosing to listen to the runes and use the cup theory during the holiday times. Thanks for Listening! Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan IG:  @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us Fan Mail What can I say.... I am full of wounds and this one is one I never thought I would have this take on. Yes this is layered and cuts deep but I am just starting to understand some of this wound while watching others struggle with it and taking space to process it all with a new sense of clarity.  Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadowswithjordan I...

Send us Fan Mail There has been so much going on in the background and I have started to unpack it all and I am finally able to share some of it with you. These past few episodes have put a spotlight on somethings but this isn't a part of all that.  Over the past few months my grandma was sick but we didn't know how sick until it was to late. While dealing with other things like my daugh...

Send us Fan Mail I've been going back and forth about posting this. This situation is ongoing and one of the hardest days of my life as a mom. In one split second I felt the pain and the fear my mom once did when I told her a secret of mine.  With space and time, we will figure out where do we go from here, what do we want life to look like, where do we see ourselves, do we want to move to th...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever just wanted to scream FUCK YOU! There has been so much going on these past few months it's been hard to watch.  I am watching so many relationships come to this moment where the veil is being lifted and they are seeing people for who they are not for what they want them to be. It's been interesting to watch these people navigate life and these dynamics. Lis...

Send us Fan Mail I have been recording and editing episodes in the late hours of the night and the wee hours of the morning.  The night before Thanksgiving I just sat here with my thoughts and reflected back on what has been happening. This will give understanding why I had taken such time away from the podcast and why it was inconsistent last year. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome co...

Send us Fan Mail I never once saw myself as brave and strong instead I've always have just done the right thing. I knew what happened MUST NOT EVER HAPPEN to ANYONE ELSE and I never questioned if it was brave of me to do so. Listen in as I share how this "you are the brave one" annoys me, triggers me and pisses me off. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @int...

Send us Fan Mail I just want to thank each and every one of you for listening in even when I haven't been consistent. I know this year was a tough one for all of us but I promise you next year will be better. I just feel it.  Also I have already been scheduling episodes for next year so I don't leave you all hanging. I truly enjoy making these episodes and love the feed back that comes w...

Send us Fan Mail If you haven't listened to the cup theory episode, go back and listen and then come back here or if you want just listen in.  I explain the cup theory and how it has evolved for us. While pulling for a rune reading a rune slipped out of the bag and it came with the message of pour into yourself before you can nourish into others. Which made me instantly think of the cup theor...

Send us Fan Mail 2024 has been tough one between pregnancy, finding out our little one has cystic fibrosis, moving/selling a home that ended up not happening and now the passing of our 2nd fur baby Rocky. This episode I share how rocky was more of a familiar rather than just any plan old pet. I talk about how I explained grief and death to my 6 year old and how we are processing his death along wi...

Send us Fan Mail grief has an interesting way of showing up. I never realized how much sadness I would have when learning that my grandfather on my biological dad's side passed away. I didn't think it would affect me but the realization of the missed opportunity of meeting him is what broke me. Listen in as I share my raw reaction to this news. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more aweso...

Send us Fan Mail The runes were calling and so here is the message they had to say. This message hit me hard because it was actually everything I needed to hear. Between us no longer buying a home and the recent news of my dad's father passing it gave me some understanding and clarity and I hope it gives you the same. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content  FB:  @intotheshadows...