Madeleine Holdford

embrace the madness

spiritual growth, conscious living & mindset transformationFeeling stuck in the madness that surrounds us? Ready to reconnect with your truth and create real change? You're in the right place. I'm Madeleine, a spiritual coach and EDM artist guiding women through the journey from disconnection to empowerment. My work blends spirituality with psychology and science to help you rewrite limiting beliefs, cultivate inner peace, and design a life that actually feels good using your creative gifts. Whether you're exploring mindfulness practices, healing your relationship with yourself, or learning to...

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Madeleine Holdford

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Latest episode

Jun 29, 2026

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BACK TO THE BEGINNING ✨ My STORY circa 2015 PART 1 29.06.2026

I'm not sure if I have ever told the STORY IN FULL!!! I originally shared this audio in my EXCLUSIVE free Telegram audio channel.. linked below if you want to join ;) Let me know your thoughts, if you are interested in a PART 2! This is your invitation to the mad method ✨🪩🫧💎 It's my signature 1:1 program for artists, healers, and visionaries who are ready to own their multidimensional magic, s...

Tapping Into Your Mind Body Spirit Connection 03.04.2026

Join me for an interesting conversation about the mind body spirit connection. If you like nerding out, you're in the right place, and I love nerding out about this stuff so I am so excited to bring this to my community. Our mind, body, and spirit are all connected and this connection contributes to our well-being. The thoughts we think are linked to the body we carry and learning about this conne...

Revolutionary Optimism : Where My Heart + Soul Have Been Since 2020 27.01.2026

I take some time to welcome myself back to the pod, as I get into what's really been going on behind the scenes in my heart and my soul. The world feels like it's crumbling every day, and for us millennials, it feels like our entire existence has been this way. I wanted to take some time to share my thoughts, my reflections, and how the way this country and administration is acting https://www.you...

Full Circle & Fully Alive : How The Mad Method Brought Me Back to Myself 11.12.2025

Taking some time to reflect on my music journey while feeling full-circle moments! In this episode, I catch you up with some of my recent happenings, as well as talking about my brand new 1:1 program, the mad method!! Life has been lifing lately, but I have been continuing to stay present and keep dreaming big. Celebrating my full circles that couldn't have happened without the mad method guiding...

Shedding the Old, Building the New: We're Back, Baby! 10.08.2025

Checking in with some massive life updates! I also realized I have never shared our kitty story on the internet, so get ready for cuteness overload :) It's nice to be back podcasting again, back like we never left, but this time, I'm wiser, smarter, freer, and more committed to my passions and life mission. If you are looking for deeper, more intimate support, I invite you to join the mad method,...

the mad method™ ✨ is now enrolling! we start june 25 18.06.2025

the mad method is officially open 🌀 my 12-week signature program to help you: reconnect with who you really are rewrite the story you’ve been telling yourself and start actually living the life you feel calling you over the 12 weeks, we’ll: explore how your astrology & human design shows some of your unique strengths, gifts, and energetics, so you can work with yourself, not against yourself...

Letting Go of People Pleasing + Choosing Your Feelings First 08.04.2024

Ah, people pleasing. Something learned in childhood that may still present itself in our adult lives. This episode is all about my experience with people pleasing and how I imagine it started in my own life. I share about how this all starts with the relationship we have with our caregivers and how it's really just us securing our safety. But when we are adults, we usually don't need our caregiver...

Continue Forward Through the Darkness With Courage & Trust 08.02.2024

What do I need to step back from? - 7 of wands, the whisper What do I need to step towards for the month ahead? - 2 of cups, Growing What do I need to know about additionally moving forwards? - Knight of Pentacles, courage reversed How will this be in my best interest? - 9 of cups reversed, curiosity reversed  What should I be building for the month ahead? - 3 of swords, a new day Energy I should...

Keeping the Momentum After Dry January for a Fun + Sober 2024 26.01.2024

For everyone participating in Dry January, congrats.. you're doing amazing! For those of you who are curious and have questions, stick around. I share my journey with sobriety and offer encouragement to continue the adventure! In this episode, we discuss: sobriety and what Dry January is how quitting alcohol changed my life some of the challenges you face when quitting how to navigate the ups and...

It's Time to Step Into Your New Identity 11.01.2024

Listen in for January's reading.. it's a good one :) It's a reminder that we have been building for some time now, but it's GO TIME! if you know, you know... but there is so much support waiting for us! If you are looking for deeper, more intimate support, I invite you to join the mad method, my 12-week transformational program designed to help you discover your truth, rewrite the stories keeping...

Looking Back on 2023 : A Year of Unexpected Growing Pains 08.01.2024

Taking some time to reflect on the past year.. wow, 2023 felt like it was from another planet. Lots of ups and downs and twists and turns. But somehow there were glimmers, magic, and exciting times to be found in such a weird year. If you are looking for deeper, more intimate support, I invite you to join the mad method, my 12-week transformational program designed to help you discover your truth,...

How to Navigate Family Dynamics During the Holidays 19.12.2023

This episode is a re-air from my Patreon all about how to approach and navigate family dynamics during the holidays. Sometimes holidays and family gatherings are great! Everyone is being polite, kind, respectful. Other times, there is no holding back. Sometimes our family can be our biggest triggers. So how can we get through holiday dinner without punching someone in the face?! In this episode, I...

Let's Talk About Periods (Yes, Blood Included) 01.12.2023

In this episode, we are talking about PERIODS, menstruating, bleeding, the whole gamut. So if you are here to learn, welcome, and if you are here to be disgusted, then there is plenty of other content out there not about this, so feel free to check it out :) Over are the days we should feel shame about our bodies, about bleeding, and about needing time and energy to care for our bodies. If you are...

Trust the Seasons of Your Life and Embrace Duality of Your Experience 07.11.2023

If you are looking for deeper, more intimate support, I invite you to join the mad method, my 12-week transformational program designed to help you discover your truth, rewrite the stories keeping you stuck, and start living with more clarity, confidence, and joy. it's my signature 1:1 program designed to reconnect you with who you really are, rewrite the story you’ve been living, and step into th...

Seasons Change and So Do We 24.10.2023

Seasons changing always has me thinking about the ways in which I change in my own life. If you are looking for deeper, more intimate support, I invite you to join the mad method, my 12-week transformational program designed to help you discover your truth, rewrite the stories keeping you stuck, and start living with more clarity, confidence, and joy. it's my signature 1:1 program designed to reco...

Embrace Your Creative Power and Let the Old Way of Being Fall Away 09.10.2023

October Collective Reading What do I need to step back from? - 4 of Coins What do I need to step towards for the month ahead? - 10 of Cups What do I need to know about additionally moving forwards? - Tower Reversed How will this be in my best interest? - Temperance What should I be building for the month ahead? - The Magician Energy I should embrace as a shield for protection, as armor, on my days...

Drop the Lack Mindset and Choose to See Possibilities 04.09.2023

Catch the FULL reading on my YouTube Channel - youtube.com/@embracethemadness September Collective Reading - Drop the Lack Mindset and Choose to See Possibilities September seems to be a continuation of the message of August, reevaluating our relationship to work and how we operate in the world, as well as our attachment to the material reality. This month is asking us to drop any of the limiting...

What Is My Relationship to Work, Money, and Rest? 02.08.2023

Catch the FULL reading on my YouTube Channel - youtube.com/@embracethemadness August brings messages of reevaluating our relationship with our work, career, and vocation in this life. Are we relating in a way that brings us joy and energy, or are we creating a relationship based on not enough, scarcity, or burnout? This month's collective reading calls on us to bring awareness, in addition to crea...

Exploring Our Anxious Thoughts & Other Existential Tangents 25.07.2023

Anxiety seems all too familiar these days, the feelings of discomfort, heart beating fast, constant vigilance, you name it. I share about my recent experience of being in my head, feeling anxious thoughts, and it getting to the point where it's getting in the way of me living. Talking about our mental health and our struggles is a key part of opening up to vulnerability. Many people say that suffe...

July Collective Reading (Full YouTube Video Up!) 10.07.2023

Catch the FULL reading on my YouTube Channel -> youtube.com/@embracethemadness July is all about learning to relate with our emotions in a way that is more balanced, more at ease. Instead of identifying completely with a triggering emotion or experience, we take a moment of pause to allow the feeling to come through, but we do not "live" in that space permanently. If you are looking f...

Likes, Numbers, Views, Oh my! Redefining Social Media for Artists + Creatives 30.05.2023

Don't let the likes get you down! In this episode, I share my journey as both a human and an artist in the world of technology and social media. Being around computers my whole life conditioned me for a technological world, but I still navigate feelings of anxiety, not enough, or not making good enough content. I talk about the lessons I've learned and how I reframed sharing my art and creations o...

Moving Through Death, Grief, & Chaos 29.04.2023

TW: death, grief, loss, school shooting In this episode, we get real deep on the topic of death, grief, trauma, and chaos. As of lately, the world has felt out of control, leaving many of us feeling confused, lost, uncertain, and a bit fearful. I share some of my experiences with grief and loss, especially within the last several months. We discuss: navigating the grieving process how grief can be...

Welcoming Change, Sobriety, and Turning 30 22.03.2023

I share a live video update on how my life has been going after our move and getting settled in. So many new beginnings and old endings, I'm adjusting to all the changes (minus the alcohol). You can tune in for one of my first video podcasts on Youtube ! In this episode, I talk about: how sobriety has been making the newness EXTRA new how quitting drinking has made me even more sensitive than ever...

Rebuild Your Way Out of a Rock Bottom 07.03.2023

In this episode, we're going to discuss rock bottom moments and how to bounce back from them. As someone who has hit rock bottom (several times) and bounced back, Madeleine understands how difficult and overwhelming this experience can be. That's why she's passionate about sharing her insights and strategies to help others overcome life's challenges and cultivate a fulfilling life. In this episode...

When Moving Gets Messy: How To Trust & Surrender When Everything Falls Apart 23.02.2023

Join Madeleine as she shares about her recent move that didn't quite go according to plan. With honesty and vulnerability, she reflects on the unexpected challenges and emotional rollercoaster of the experience - from a flooded house to the difficult process of saying goodbye to a beloved hometown and loved ones. Through it all, Madeleine offers valuable insights into how to cultivate trust and su...

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