Diary of a Mad Black Man

In this journey, this was an reflection on my journey with creating The Black Podcast Club.

In this diary entry, it was really me thinking about how I was inspired by my community. Big shout out to Walt from Boss Locs.

In this diary entry, I am making the decision to take my creative abilities to a new level. Instead of worrying about whats can go wrong, I focus on the moment and peace within that.

In October, I attended the first ever mendable conference in Atlanta Georgia. It was great to meet everyone I had been talking to for over 5 years.

in this diary entry, I unpack imposter syndrome and how it has hindered my growth as a creative. Its also about how I have a love hate relationship with podcasting. Wanting to stop but not wanting to let it go.

In this diary entry, I relect on a near death experience I had in October 2019, the catalyst for starting this podcast.

This is part 2 of season 10 premier, and the send half of the first diary entry on my sophomore pod album

This is the beginning of my sophomore podalbum. a collection of podcasts from the past 2 plus years all released on the same day.

A more in-depth look into my current reality, out here continuing to live, love, learn, and podcast. The day of this diary entry release, marks one month. before my 36th birthday. A milestone I once couldn't fathom.

This is part 2 of starting to podcast again with the intent to release some episodes.

In this diary entry, i made the decision to start podcasting again. I started recording this with the intent similar to when I started. I just wanted to share my story. Basically, its all about me, what I want and how I want to move.

This diary entry is on the history of this podcast.

I recorded this diary entry today. Im no longer waiting, I want this out NOW! So here it is! Its really me reflecting on the art of letting go...

I FINALLY got the chance to have this amazing human being on my podcast! We met on clubhouse during the pandemic. She was still in the army, stationed in Germany during the time. Every since then, we been locked in! After listening to this, you'll know why MARKIA aka THE MONEY Plug is my GIRRLL!!!!

This diary entry was recorded in January of 2024. I was reflecting on turning 34 and what the year of 33 was for me.

The PODFather is BACK! I never really went anywhere but this is the trailer for the new season! Season 10!

I recorded this episode 3 days after my birthday. I had been recording daily diary entries of me just unpacking my thoughts and this is one of the earlier entries. In this diary entry, I recognize a friend & our friendship no longer existed in the capacity it once did. I grieved the loss of a really good friend, someone I trusted, loved, confided in, and found real friendship with.  I will alw...

The other side of Suicide Ideation is a intimate and transparent episode. Shout out the @realdepressionproject for being an inspiration to me and helping me in moments I needed it most. Diaryofamadblackman.com

In this diary entry, I rolled up to tell you a story. You can find inspiration, motivation and encouragement from many different places in todays world. I found refuge is a ratchet, regular, degular schmedular girl from the bronx instagram who helped laugh when I was depressed, smile when I was down, and helped me to be true to myself by seeing her be so authentic with who she is. This diary entry...

I took 3 months of FMLA from my job in Chicago. I spent this tine living with my podsister in Birmingham AL. This is one of the diary entries from this time.

Cheers to 3 years of podcasting. This has been a journey that I feel so many emotions about ending. I found hope, lost hope and found it again over the past 3 years. In this moment, I still do not have it all together, and honestly, I am not sure if I ever will. However, I am glad that I was able to tell my story. I just hope someone else finds the ability to overcome and find a way to live with t...

In this diary entry, I was able to have a conversation with my grandmother, my Dads mom to talk about her life, my Dad and family. Not much else I can say here, you just have to listen.

Just what the title says. No description needed. I love you Mom, xoxo

This episode/series was recorded back in July of 2020, during the pandemic. I was able to have my cousin join me to share his story about his life and upbringing. Little did I know when we sat down to record, I would learn so much more about him, his life and his mindset. These diary entries changed our relationship and made us much closer.

This episode/series was recorded back in July of 2020, during the pandemic. I was able to have my cousin join me to share his story about his life and upbringing. Little did I know when we sat down to record, I would learn so much more about him, his life and his mindset. These diary entries changed our relationship and made us much closer.