Dancing with Bipolar

Just a super quick catch up to let you all know I'm doing fine. Thanks to everyone reaching out to me I appreciate your support more than I can say. 💛. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

I have a long awaited conversation with my friend Charise about her experience with Bipolar 1. We speak about her breakdowns, inpatient stays, side effects from medication etc and HOCKEY..😎. Find her book Crazy memoir of a mom gone mad at all the usual suspects. Or you can order it direct from charisejewell.com. I hope you enjoy this interview as much as we did..🌝. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey everyone. Still harboring this disproportionate feeling UN being good enough. It's illogical I know this yet I'm still struggling to figure out how not to feel so inadequate.. plus there was a tragic event in the house that has retriggered some unresolved issues/grief around Doc of all things. So yeah it's been an awesome week check out cultureclasspodcast.com my interview should be up in the...

Hey. This is a shout out to those of us feeling pressured to be someone that we are not supposed to be. YOU ARE YOU AND THAT'S PERFECTION!! Otherwise not a whole lot going on. I feel good mentally and physically. I'm extremely grateful for each of you for being a part of the show. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

So I'm not a 100% right now. If I were I would be worried that I'm no longer human yet I'm being judged for not being full of joy by someone who doesn't cry about anything. At least I'm not in denial right? Life hurts and sometimes the pain lasts longer than a second and processing things is individual. So as usual there is a roundabout epiphany here Love Each of You. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

A week and a bunch of reflection later I realize what a sniveling idiot I was. Granted things are never Perfect anywhere and what I was whining about was legit; however it was somewhat uncalled for and didn't really reflect well on the progress I've made.. C'est la vie. So this show is a true hodge podge of the past week and a huge epiphany I had today about how absolutely blessed I am.

You know sometimes it really is the people around you that are the defining factor in choices we make. Right now I'm debating on staying in this program or doing my thing without this overbearing and inconsistent structure... People seem to forget I'm still new in this situation and haven't got it all figured out like they do after having years in the program. Oh I understand discipleship.. I can...

Hey. It's the eve of Bris's birthday. I'm not going to lie I've been grieving, his death and the loss of the perceived future I hoped for us. I've also been compounding the grief with a whole lot of nothing. But seeking anything to take away the pain of his suicide. Just believe me when I tell you it ends on an upbeat.🌞😇😎. Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey everyone. Just one of those weeks that the downward slide hit hard. I think I got it figured out and nothing that a trip to Sedona AZ can't heal. 🌞. Season 4: The Year of Discipleship. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey everyone.. I'm in a bit of a reflective mood about how I got to Flagstaff and how there was absolute divine intervention to get me out of Running Bear alive. Though I'm not dwelling on the past I am still processing the events that happened.. as always there is a life message here (I think) 😇. Seekjesus.co use code Dancingwithbipolar for 15% off your total order. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey. Not a whole lot going on. Holding steady right now which is really uncomfortable to me as I'm used to total chaos. Lol right? Seriously though this is just a quick check in to tell you guys I love you and all that jazz. Season 4 The year of Discipleship. Check out seekjesus.co use discount code dancingwithbipolar for 15% off your total order. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey everyone.. this is kind of a mashup of all kinds of thoughts and reflections of my past week. Of course there is a bigger message involved among the chatter and laughter which I'm not going to tell you 😄🌝🌞. It was a good week though I'll give that info up. I love each of you. Season 4 is the year of discipleship btw. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey everyone.. I might be a tiny bit manic so there's some jumping around from topic to topic but I do pull it together and have an epiphany towards the end.. This is a truly block buster moment. Hi to the Czech republic and thank you for listening. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey.. kind of blah and just not feeling like anything is moving forward. I hate the hurry up and wait aspect of life and really hate when I feel like my life is suspended due to consequences way beyond my control. Guess that's life. Ugh.😞. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey there. So I'm not really sure what this show was really supposed to be about. Seriously.. I honestly just wanted to talk to all of you and in the process answered a question I didn't even know I had.. Love Each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey it's my birthday.. 57 years of life and guess what? I just started to understand what it is to live. Better NOW than later. Anyway enjoy the interview and my birthday introspection. Oh btw HAPPY 2022. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!

New Year's Eve in Arizona. Out with the old and in with the new. Plus almost happy birthday to me. Let's Welcome Singapore and India to the posse. Oh I still want a circus pony for my birthday. 🦄🎂. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Ok.. so I had a couple of really bad days.. I let myself go there , (not on purpose) and dug myself out.. Each of us has the power to change ourselves in order to change our part of the world.. you are my posse which makes you one of the strongest people on Earth.. seriously.. Oh there's a surprise in the last 2 minutes for the kiddo in all of us. PEACE , LOVE AND JOY FOR THE HOLY DAYS!! STAY ALIV...

Another bad morning.. I hate being lied to as much as I hate this situation I put myself in. I don't know what God wants me to do anymore but contemplating my choice to live or die everyday is probably not what he wants. I have a lot to figure out by the 3rd when I get paid. I won't act on my bad impulse but I'm willing to move on ASAP. I think that's what I'm supposed to do. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey everyone. I was definitely going through it when I recorded this a few hours ago. Most of us go through some depression at this time if year I am no exception.. the lesson here is that I worked through..saw my doctor and got a med adjustment. No shame in asking for help ever.. Thank you everyone for getting the show to over 35 thousand downloads. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey.. it's a week out from Christmas. This is my attempt at a Christmas message. I love you .. All of you. May the spirit of the season fill you hope and love. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hi everyone.. so I survived Covid and my cruisemates which was more difficult than the virus... I talk about the mental health strain from being in isolation and the pain from being back stabbed by my fellow quarantine people. Shout out to SOUTH AFRICA.. KENYA MY MONGOLS AND KAJANKISTANIAN.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER.

Guess who got Covid?? Yup. So just a quick catch up here about how much fun im having in quarantine and how I'm dealing with it. At least there's 4 of us quarantined together so the party rarely ends. I'm doing well with very few symptoms.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hi. Yeah this is a show that started with no direction did a u-turn and wound up somewhere.. not sure where.. in summary glad we got through Thanksgiving, don't do things in grief, stay compliant, isolation mode is survival,and a bunch of other rambling.. lol. Let's Welcome POLAND to the posse. As always love my Mongols and Tajikistanians... STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

I fill you guys in on this past week. A very hard week with decisions I didn't want to make or even face. Dorm issues and irresponsible people that are driving me crazier. I also touch on the situations that led to my hospitalization and of course my usual rambling. Thank you KENYA .. an unexpected surprise to see I was #8 on the Apple charts. Of course a big shout-out to my Mongols.. almost 7 mon...