Dancing with Bipolar

Hey.. I started this show with a definite plan, got distracted by a hummingbird and lost the whole train of thought 🤔. But a lot of it had to do with what has happened in my year in Flagstaff or better said what didn't happen.. there's some other epiphanies too about what I'm thinking my changing reason to " make it right"is.. check out the show on Galas.fm. https://galas.fm/episode/acaf5d29-0d00...

Hey. I've been holding it together really well for a bit. Not letting anyone see how much crap is actually affecting me. But the thing is I have been triggered by several things and you're the lucky ones to hear it first. 😁. ⏩⏩ Check out galas.fm and join the posse there for conversation etc. It's the one place ALL of us can gather to get to know each other and let me know what you think about...

Hi. Chris and I speak openly about our experiences within the church regarding our mental health struggles, suicidality and visits to the psych ward. Be prepared for an open, honest and personal discussion on how the church has affected our walk with God. You can find Chris @ChrisMorriswrites.com. He has authored the book - Perfectly Abnormal: Uncovering the Image of God in Chronic Illness. He als...

Hey. Been a week of whirlwinds and completions. I got through a bunch of stuff I never wanted to do yet really great because of it. The hard things really bring the greatest rewards. So the 🦒 and I are speaking again and I have fully released Christopher so we can both do what we're meant to do at this time. So yeah it's been a week. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey.. this show is all over the place. I didn't start with a clue as to what I was going to say anyway. Lol. However there is something about plants drinking #mountaindew that is super cool and/or delusional. I'm good either way. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey..it's been 2years since the unthinkable happened. Time doesn't heal all wounds it just helps it become less intense. Please seek help if you feel suicide is the only option.. I promise you it is not. Christopher's story is one that never should be told with this ending. Honor his memory by STAYING ALIVE.. YOU MATTER

Hey. I've been doing a lot of work in the area of forgiveness and you know there is actually something to it. Whether you believe in God or not it's not a bad thing to do - for your own peace of mind. Plus some other tasty tidbits of wisdom. 😂. Thank you all for listening. I love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey. Seriously I was all kinds of upset when I started this but I've calmed my butt down by talking to you guys and just working it out.. Had some stupid unfortunate things come to light today but nothing really earth shattering in the big scheme of things.. I'll definitely survive and take care of the immediate things I can fix.. compared to poverty, hunger and war my worries are stupid. Welcome...

I go on an adventure as Jessica tells her story of childbirth to mania to hospitalization in a 10 day span. It's a rollercoaster with a message of hope and healing for any family that is dealing with this situation. And her husband is a true superhero BTW. IF you need help and support you can find Jessica as a moderator at postpartum.net. Her book Super Sad Unicorn: A Memoir of Mania releases in e...

Hey Posse.. man oh man has it been a crappy past week. Broken tooth from the fall, a giraffe throwing me under the camel, and nearly being exited from the program for fraternization with this lying SOB. So my depression is piqued,my trust is shot and I'm just really sad about how he handled this. Better now than later when I would have been in over my head. Zen of the Stigmata has been rebooted an...

Hi. I've had a serious slump in my depression the past few weeks. Finally went and got some help and a med adjustment so I'm on my way back up. Started a new show so I can split the discipleship out of this show..yay!!! Check out the new show Zen of the Stigmata if you're interested in the remaining amount of time I'm in the "program" and possibly into missionary work. https://promocards.byspotify...

Hey.. still feeling pretty awful. This depressed mania is fatiguing. Theres some underlying factors of course that aren't helping. I'll ride it out though. Just want you guys to know I'm going through it too. You're not alone. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey. So the title says it all. Mixed mood rapid cycling right now. Trying to rein it back in without too much attention on me.. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey. Omigosh monsoons are here and this was a good one. I wanted you folks to hear what it's like to be in a tent while a monsoon moves over you. I also talk about my roommate schmoozing it up with the directors this weekend and how much IDGAF. Otherwise all is well for the most part. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Hey everyone. Well as predicted the depression has hit. Can only stay up for so long before gravity pulls you back down. I'm just flat out stressed, overwhelmed and triggered. Things just seem chaotically out of control and I'm just tired of nothing making sense anymore. However I still have a 🦒in my life that makes me smile. I'll get through this..promise. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey. I might be manic. I might be falling hard for someone 🦒. Yeah I don't know what's happening, but I don't want parts of it to stop. I try to rationalize what is happening pretty poorly in my opinion. Either way here it is. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey. This is kind of a mess. Started on Sunday pretty angry and ended today fairly manic. It's life, right. I talk about a bunch of stuff going on with me with a bit of ranting and rambling.. however somewhere in here I know is a nugget of wisdom. Oh there is a bit of laughter at the end so at the very least listen and laugh as I rationalize dating during discipleship..🦒💛🦡. Yeah this is a ride....

On Jordans very first promo appearance for her YA novel - Clean up on Aisle Three we discuss bipolar, meds, support systems, glitter tooth and Halsey.. Jordan can be found at Jordanjotsjoy on Instagram,Twitter and Facebook. This is an amazing interview for a newbie. Lol . STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hey there.. so it's been a super good week even with the sunburn, higher than normal blood pressure and heart arrhythmia; of which I am pretty sure are inter-related. I've done a lot of shadow work these past few days and I honestly think I'm working through some barriers to a fulfilling future. Oh yeah I have a mind altering crush on a man of God🌝. Never say Never STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

I jabber on about a lot of stuff here. Christopher and how I need to overcome the grief surrounding his death, a little about Peanut and Doc, maybe becoming a missionary at some point and that golden nugget of wisdom.. And trains. Yup wouldn't be a podcast without BNSF making an appearance 🚂. Love each of you STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER. Season 4: The year of Discipleship.

I interview Dustin Bailey Celebrate Recovery Regional Mental Health Champion - West. We talk Bipolar, God and Celebrate Recovery plus having intimidating IQ's. Lol. This is a good one.. check it out. 😎. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

Ugh!!! Tech gotta love it.. The past two days have been fraught with issues around one interview. Even on the reschedule my internet just dropped as soon as I stopped trying to connect Bam internet is fine. Who knows. Anyway I'm a stress case today but relieved.. oxymoron huh! Check out my interview on Revive Ministries on YouTube regarding Our Refuge in Recovery.. talk about a show full of tech p...

Hey everyone. It's really been a week with the fire here in Flagstaff and all that coexists with such an event. However it snowed and the fire is much less at the fire front of my thoughts so I can concentrate on the real meat and potatoes of my life. Lol. This is pretty much a free fall from stress and bullshit ( which actually never ends btw). Love each of you. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!

So Flagstaff is on fire..parts of it anyway I'm sitting at a vantage point where I can see plumes of smoke.. the wind is wicked and I'm just a tad freaked out. Dancingwithbipolar.com. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER

Hi. It's Easter And the Three year Anniversary of when I started this Podcast. 2 momentous events in my life.. I review a little about why I started Dancing with Bipolar and how far I have come in my mental health recovery as well as repairing some of the trauma in my life. I encourage you to listen to the past shows to see what I'm talking about. Lol. Reach out to me anytime: Dancingwithbipolar.c...