Channeling Amilyn

Each of us have a way of being that we hide from the world. It is not safe in our families, social groups, industries or cultures to express that which we truly are. I just want to scream FU!!! I'm going to VE ME anyway, but that's just a voice of frustration. My true being wants to create space for self and others to know they are safe to express their unique being. Conformity kills our inner mos...

This is a lesson in reality. No individual can create on their own. We always build upon the work of another. It is our delusions and egos which keep us believing the Pharoah archetype deserves the power

Once you lead with your authentic expression then your light has no other way than to shine bright 🌟. Inside out expression is unique and always adapting. Fear will not work in the new game, love will be the most shared expression of the human condition.

People act based on who they think you are not on who you are. This is really important as we create our Avatars (egos) with intention. You choose who you're going to BE but then reviews from the community shows if you have integrity.

Today, I struggle with being in the present moment. Frustration is the emotion that I feel. The future vision is so very clear and fills me with immediate bliss. The present is full of challenges, obstacles and unknowns. This is my human experience but I am the one experiencing it and I can alter my perspective. Be here in this expression, and learn to connect

Crafted communication gives focus and allows one to guide others to their desired perception. Radical transparency requires the individual to filter through much more data and to come to their own conclusion. Sticking to the script keeps control of the narrative, being authentic can look less polished. Let's get messy

Community leaders are much like botanists. It's not just about making a garden that meets the needs of the external environment. The botanist must consider the makeup and interactions of each plant expression. The creation takes much longer with an intention of health and sustainability. Slow down and consider the needs of each individual

Fear and power go hand in hand. What do you fear the other discovering? What you are attempting to do is most likely not in the greatest good. Everything comes into the light eventually. Look around you at the impact of darkness. Fooling others is no longer the game.

The journey through power is more challenging than expected. Per our necessary to play the game of living in a capitalistic society. If one wins another will lose. The evolution is the understanding of how the game is the structured and playing with the intention of a new outcome of we all win

It's come time to explore your personal relationships with power. The fear of lack leads to manipulation and survival techniques. Survival means me over you. The Master believing they have power must protect it. The people believe they have no choice but to play the game or risk imagined failure. We can play differently

Power for one means intentional oppression of another. We use humans as bricks in our building. It is what it is. These seem innocent enough in our capitalistic society. See in myself that which I condemn in others. Where have I and do I still use the sword of power to "win" the game. I'll reflect on the ways I use and abuse power over others. I can't change the world but I can transform self.

There's a voice in each of us that was oppressed at some point in our expression. It could have been a person that silenced us or an expected systematic way of being. We learned when to hide ourselves and when to perform to survive. How long do we repeat narratives of others in education, business, military and religion? Do we dare being judged?

Grandiose desires to control the world. The Pharoah NEEDS power to feel worthy. One can not just abandon the legacy of the throne to seek out the humble life. The expression and experience of the nurturing woman is inviting but the Pharoah believes her to be weak. Such a contrast and conflict within

My expression does not want to fight the old to build new. I have demonized that which is and resist finding shared foundation. The power is in collective transformation. Energy is not created from nothing. Today, I notice who I've made into villains and how that limits possibilities

No more life lessons! I'm tired of frenzied seeking for an answer to replace my lack of faith. Not lacking faith in self, but lack of faith in other humans. I can intentionally seek out proof of other humans caring about the same things that I care about. This is just an expression within self, it is my own limited belief. I will reprogram the possibility

It seems the lesson this week is triggering my ego. Creation flows through me not from me. The story and characters are trying to tell me their perspectives and I keep interrupting with my own answers. Once again my doing is interfering with the creation. Surrendering my control is a constant....

It is so easy to remain in automatic pilot. Doing your inner work requires attention. Balancing gifts and building skills is intentional. Today, i was reminded to put on my costume and get on stage. The production is beyond learning the script.

I've been struggling, trying to solve all the issues on my own. I've entered unknown territory and everything in this space is new to me. It makes sense to ask for help from others, yet I feel unworthy, insufficient and prideful. Human expression is best realized as a collective. So why do my narratives demand that everything should come from self?

My expressions of resistance stem from the thought that this should not or should be. Surrendering into the understanding that this is what it is and my expression is to respond. Giving up the ego need to know before learning. The journey in collaboration continues.

Once again grasping for control and separation. My focus is on the leg (action) of the turtle and where it's going (expectation). In this limited view, I'm missing the whole picture (available through senses). I'm being asked to be present, immersed in every sensation, listening as the universe unfolds infinity in a moment. The action and expectation are not the boundaries of the lived experience.

I hate the whining of my character. I've been bitching and moaning all week. Website design, NFTs and taxes have me questioning what I'm doing and crying 😢 in self doubt. I want to shut that noise down. Yet, I'm being asked to respect the resistance and listen. Where else can I listen and learn from the complaining?

So maybe I'm not the one controlling this process. Having faith and surrendering makes space for something beyond me. Separation to feel powerful is nothing but my mind game and it slows down creation.

I have struggled so very much with the lesson between BEing and DOing. I felt that by not doing, I lose control. Yet, it is the system that I'm refining and once the system is aligned, the doing will be in flow.

What is between the desperate energy for more and the apathy of simply surviving? What benefit does being present in observation bring? Is the play found in the balance? My answers are not yet clear but I'm willing to experiment going deeper into the now.

We know how to be human doers. But how do we just BE human? As part of nature there is life that flows through us. By listening to, and riding that flow we receive an expression of ease and even play. We are in collaboration with the divinity of life