Channeling Amilyn

There is a limitation on my creation process. I don't trust other humans and I refuse follow their ways (instructions, processes, narratives) . I believe they are manipulating me to use my energy for their cause without caring about my being. That which I loathe in others is that which I despise in self. When do I do for you besides when I can get what I desire?

The education system has ensured that we are all dependent on it. Without participating in that game, we lose. The intention is to create a community of support where the individual has agency and voice in the game. Without the community they can still find their way. We attempt to offer an enhanced experience for thriving, not requiring something for survival.

"Equally yoked" can be used to ostracize people. We can hold our centers and walk into any energy without being impacted. We can cultivate the possibilities that move humanity forward, knowing we are all in transition. Intention is everything. Are you acting in fear or for the highest good of all involved?

Sometimes the message is to pause and take it all in. Today, I respect time and find peace in the moment.

In a community the only winning is when it serves the entire collective. Does the result benefit the whole. Action delivers results after the discussion. We will practice learned communication skills.

Open door policy without a culture that promotes vulnerability and service is just a perception of valuing interdependence. As a member of a collective you WANT people to come to you so you can serve them as they do you.

Each of us have a way of being that we hide from the world. It is not safe in our families, social groups, industries or cultures to express that which we truly are. I just want to scream FU!!! I'm going to VE ME anyway, but that's just a voice of frustration. My true being wants to create space for self and others to know they are safe to express their unique being. Conformity kills our inner mos...

This is a lesson in reality. No individual can create on their own. We always build upon the work of another. It is our delusions and egos which keep us believing the Pharoah archetype deserves the power

Once you lead with your authentic expression then your light has no other way than to shine bright 🌟. Inside out expression is unique and always adapting. Fear will not work in the new game, love will be the most shared expression of the human condition.

People act based on who they think you are not on who you are. This is really important as we create our Avatars (egos) with intention. You choose who you're going to BE but then reviews from the community shows if you have integrity.

Today, I struggle with being in the present moment. Frustration is the emotion that I feel. The future vision is so very clear and fills me with immediate bliss. The present is full of challenges, obstacles and unknowns. This is my human experience but I am the one experiencing it and I can alter my perspective. Be here in this expression, and learn to connect

Crafted communication gives focus and allows one to guide others to their desired perception. Radical transparency requires the individual to filter through much more data and to come to their own conclusion. Sticking to the script keeps control of the narrative, being authentic can look less polished. Let's get messy

Community leaders are much like botanists. It's not just about making a garden that meets the needs of the external environment. The botanist must consider the makeup and interactions of each plant expression. The creation takes much longer with an intention of health and sustainability. Slow down and consider the needs of each individual

Fear and power go hand in hand. What do you fear the other discovering? What you are attempting to do is most likely not in the greatest good. Everything comes into the light eventually. Look around you at the impact of darkness. Fooling others is no longer the game.

The journey through power is more challenging than expected. Per our necessary to play the game of living in a capitalistic society. If one wins another will lose. The evolution is the understanding of how the game is the structured and playing with the intention of a new outcome of we all win

It's come time to explore your personal relationships with power. The fear of lack leads to manipulation and survival techniques. Survival means me over you. The Master believing they have power must protect it. The people believe they have no choice but to play the game or risk imagined failure. We can play differently

Power for one means intentional oppression of another. We use humans as bricks in our building. It is what it is. These seem innocent enough in our capitalistic society. See in myself that which I condemn in others. Where have I and do I still use the sword of power to "win" the game. I'll reflect on the ways I use and abuse power over others. I can't change the world but I can transform self.

There's a voice in each of us that was oppressed at some point in our expression. It could have been a person that silenced us or an expected systematic way of being. We learned when to hide ourselves and when to perform to survive. How long do we repeat narratives of others in education, business, military and religion? Do we dare being judged?

Grandiose desires to control the world. The Pharoah NEEDS power to feel worthy. One can not just abandon the legacy of the throne to seek out the humble life. The expression and experience of the nurturing woman is inviting but the Pharoah believes her to be weak. Such a contrast and conflict within

My expression does not want to fight the old to build new. I have demonized that which is and resist finding shared foundation. The power is in collective transformation. Energy is not created from nothing. Today, I notice who I've made into villains and how that limits possibilities

No more life lessons! I'm tired of frenzied seeking for an answer to replace my lack of faith. Not lacking faith in self, but lack of faith in other humans. I can intentionally seek out proof of other humans caring about the same things that I care about. This is just an expression within self, it is my own limited belief. I will reprogram the possibility

It seems the lesson this week is triggering my ego. Creation flows through me not from me. The story and characters are trying to tell me their perspectives and I keep interrupting with my own answers. Once again my doing is interfering with the creation. Surrendering my control is a constant....

It is so easy to remain in automatic pilot. Doing your inner work requires attention. Balancing gifts and building skills is intentional. Today, i was reminded to put on my costume and get on stage. The production is beyond learning the script.

I've been struggling, trying to solve all the issues on my own. I've entered unknown territory and everything in this space is new to me. It makes sense to ask for help from others, yet I feel unworthy, insufficient and prideful. Human expression is best realized as a collective. So why do my narratives demand that everything should come from self?

My expressions of resistance stem from the thought that this should not or should be. Surrendering into the understanding that this is what it is and my expression is to respond. Giving up the ego need to know before learning. The journey in collaboration continues.