Mandy Onesti

Beyond the Barn, from soil to soul

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Welcome to Beyond the Barn, from soil to soul— I’m Mandy, and if you’re here, I already know something about you…You’re probably the strong one. The dependable one. The one who carries the weight and keeps everything running. And you’re tired. Not just physically — soul tired. This podcast is for the woman who’s done pouring into everyone else while feeling like she’s disappearing in the process. The woman who knows deep down that she was made for more than burnout, people-pleasing, and constantly proving her worth. Over here, we’re rebuilding — in every sense of the word. I’m the heart behind...

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Mandy Onesti

Episodes

Living Forward 17.03.2026 10:35

Episode 8 closes out Season 1 with a reflection on living forward. From homestead life and healing work to relationships and self-trust, this finale explores how awareness, responsibility and consistency shape a life that doesn't need to be out run.

Redefining Belonging 11.03.2026 10:00

Belonging doesn't always come from where you started. Episode 7, I talk about redefining community through homestead life, quiet routines and a small group of people focused on healing and Prescence. This episode is about finding connection that doesn't require performance. and building belonging intentionally and where you already stand.

Quiet Isolation 03.03.2026 13:24

With growth things also die off and shed, In this time of my story a lot of that was removing myself from friendships that no longer served me. And how motherhood speeds up that process of loneliness

Meeting myself where I already was 23.02.2026 13:50

When you step out of survival mode life seems to be uncomfortably still. This episode speaks to the identity that the world expects us to fill and the lack of holding our own. Asking myself the hard questions and growing forward to become the better version of myself, not a new me but a revised me.

Staying 11.02.2026 18:23

After everything broke open, there was no dramatic reset. Only the quiet work of staying. In this episode, I talk about what came after the unraveling. Taking responsibility, rebuilding trust, and learning the difference between endurance and strength. This is a conversation about repair, boundaries and choosing to be present.

At a Stand Still 03.02.2026 14:17

Welcome back, I left you after episode 2 talking about how grief and internalizing my emotions began to shift my life into a crisis I was not remotely prepared for. This episode leads into the moment of running and the moment life said slow down and stop. The moment I didn't have a choice but to sit in the consequences and have to hold myself accountable.

The Shift 29.01.2026 15:37

Welcome back, this episode is a brief capture of how life slow started to shift into crisis I didn't know was even on the horizon. How loss and burden can slowly erode away your identity and how lack of dealing with the pain and just ignoring it can be your worst opponent.

Systems Fail 22.01.2026 14:23

Go back with me to my childhood and a big moment that changed me without me even knowing it was doing so. This episode does touch briefly on childhood sexual assault , listener be warned

Beyond the barn trailer 19.01.2026 1:29

welcome to Beyond the Barn, where life and growth happen together.