Bevin: A Femme Over 40 and her Friends

Ashley Manta (The Cannasexual) is truly the kind of teacher who goes the way and shows the way! She has been working to heal her CPTSD and depression using lots of modalities over the year and in the pandemic needed a level up. We talk about her recent Ketamine treatments, the process and the result. We also discuss her exceptional course Activating Your Cosmic Pussy and how she leads vulva owners...

How do we find a song on our hearts every day when we carry the weight of what could or should have been with loved ones? When we get caught in thought loops that bring us down or are in the acute stages of grief? How do we harness our power on our Holiday Mornings. What traditions are meaningful to us? How do we release our expectations and connect to our joy even while carrying grief? All that a...

Maybe your body has changed in the past couple years. Maybe you are annoyed anticipating what folks might say about your body. Maybe you're feeling frustrated with your body? Maybe you just can't seem to make peace with it? Here's a pep talk for that. If you find value in this podcast, please consider supporting! Support the Podcast: Patreon.com/fkdp Buy me a Coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/b...

Creativity can be really hard. Imposter syndrome! Feeling like making a thing and not finishing is a waste of time (it's not)! Freezing because what you say could be criticized! (Everything you fear will come to pass and you will be okay.) I talk about my recent call to create more than I consume and how I've been getting through all of these head blocks. I assure you that the world needs what onl...

My friend Meredith ditched her corporate life for a life on the road boondocking in a small red truck! She lived on the road for several months this year. She shares her story of how she planned, visioned and executed her life on the road. If you have dreams of travel life I hope this inspires you to think about what is possible for you! This episode (without the intro) is also on You Tube! https:...

Personal values (also known as core values) are beliefs that are so important to you that they guide how you organize your behavior and association. Values are a great way to know yourself and being clear and prioritized with your values makes decision making much easier. Especially in terms of who you are going to invest time and collaboration. We live in a world that teaches us to people please,...

While this episode is optimized for you tube (see link below in show notes), the first 20 minutes are great for an audio podcast about healing with art!   Does the art heal us or do we heal through the art?  I walk through a career retrospective with visual artist Mindie Gum-Grivell. Her Creatch collection began as an art practice that has developed so many delightful layers! Characters,...

Leah Garza taught me how to question what even is "normal." Decolonizing our mind is some of the most important work we can do on ourselves to reclaim our power from systems of oppression. Learning how to think for yourself comes with great teachers and Leah is great at showing how to question the colonizer in our mind. Leah is a phD student in Ontology--the study of reality. She's also a rea...

I left my quarantine for the first time since March 2020! I went camping with friends in Southern Oregon and had a blast! I share all about the trip, plant medicine in the woods, taking covid precautions and grieving our friend Purple Courtney together. Cultivating joy and grief in the same space is beautiful and healing. If you find value in this podcast, please consider supporting! Support the P...

Casey has been a working psychic medium for decades! We talk about how she grew up, opened up to her gifts, how she creates boundaries with seeing clients. She and her husband also work together alongside each other in a muggle business and she gives her tips for a long lasting relationship. I asked for some tips on grieving and on working with our own psychic power! Connect with Casey here--she a...

Beautiful Existence (B3 for short) is an oracle! In this episode we talk about the Age of Aquarius and how to level up for that. We also explore the entirety of humanity, connecting with nature and spirits. B3 truly channeled and downloaded a lot of information for us!! Take notes! B3 mentions the experience of embodiment as a full five sensory experience! I want to encourage you to really hear th...

We live in a time when almost everyone is grieving. Rarely are we taught how to grieve. Grief is a response to change, and how we integrate life altering experiences and losses. I go through my best tips for moving through grief. Content warning--suicide. Other episodes of note--if you sometimes struggle with suicidal thoughts Episode 70 to help prepare a resource list for when you need it. Previo...

This episode is for informational purposes only. It's not intended to provide advice--consult your healthcare professionals before consuming anything you haven't consumed before or in new ways.  Plant medicine has been an important ally in my personal spiritual and health journey. I find it helps me sit with the truth of my experience in life, reveals things to me in a way that is more gentle...

It's Virgo Season what better time to brush up on your excellent mornings? How we begin our days is how we experience them and I've found habits and routines have a profound impact on my mental and emotional well-being! I run through how I suggest you figure out what is necessary for your routines and tell you all about mine so you can figure out a template for you! Support the Podcast: Patreon.co...

Scarlett of Dirty Lola Shop is one of my favorite artists! She illustrates full time and has been working on her own brand on the side. Ever evolving as an artist, she has a really cool story spending time in fashion houses in Paris! Ooh lala! We talk about the journey to becoming a full time artist-- though Scarlett went to art school she has a different opinion of school now. We also talk about...

My beloved shih tzu Macy lived very happy and comfortable elder years thanks to CBD therapy. I talk through how I treated her and my additional needs cat Biscuit Reynolds with CBD. If you're curious about using cannabis with a pet, I thought this tale would be valuable for you!  Vet CBD: https://vetcbd.com/ Support the Podcast: Patreon.com/fkdp Bevin on Instagram: Instagram.com/bevinsparty Yo...

For this 100th episode of the podcast I wanted to create something valuable for folks. How I've healed from a really traumatic childhood with caregiver abuse and bullies is possibly my greatest achievement. My mom went through a lot of hardship raising me as a single mom, including the fact that I was frequently bullied (for my weight and for just being different). I wanted to talk through some of...

As a former attorney I have so many thoughts about Erika Jayne and what she's going through with her divorce from Tom Girardi. It's all playing out on this season of Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. I tried to quit watching housewives and made it almost a year and a half but now that I have access to it I couldn't help but dive in to find out from Erika the truth of her relationship. I'm surprise...

Rachel Kimsey and I have been friends in law for over two decades! She's a voice and motion picture actress (she voices Wonder Woman in Justice League) in addition to being an intentional mom of two toddlers and pregnant with her third. Her mindful body positive parenting, her wise reflection on her life and choices and her current homesteading are so inspirational to me. She was raised Mormon and...

Mindie recently celebrated seven years with her business Aries Art NW! I've always admired how she mindfully creates and approaches entrepreneurship. We talk about balancing personal and professional passions, how sometimes our dreams need a day job, living frugally to support the dream and taking our power back from limiting beliefs.  Mindie is a fellow Goddess Guide at the Glowing Goddess G...

Colin Bedell is back to discuss astrology and relational intelligence! We discuss what values are and how to form them, using them in decision making and to create a life by design. We chat body currency and why Colin stopped modeling. Time and what it does for us and how much alone time we need in order to bring our best selves to the work we do and the world around us. PLUS lots of tidbits about...

Yvonne is the Travel and Event Director for the Glowing Goddess Getaway and keeps things moving seamlessly front and back of house! She's also the Executive Director of the Cannabis Travel Association. Over two decades of travel and event experience and pioneering cannabis tourism, Yvonne is as kind as she is smart and organized!  Yvonne began using cannabis to replace five pharmaceuticals. S...

This past weekend I had a transformative experience! Getting my cup filled at the Glowing Goddess Getaway virtual retreat and practicing receiving love at my online bachelorette party really opened me up to a new level. I talk through both experiences and hope to embolden you to crack open something you have been holding back on. GGG virtual retreat start here: https://fb.watch/6lhdIse2X7/ Support...

Transmuting pain and recognizing patterns has been a big part of my healing in the past few years and I just learned some perspective I'm excited to share. I'm so in my growth zone to practice receiving by throwing an online bachelorette party for myself! It's been interesting to plan this and step into the congratulations for just being single and not dating anyone right now. All this and looking...

No matter what you do Life is going to LIFE at you. How you deal with all that LIFE LIFING is the key to living well. I think adaptability is one of the key traits to delay the effects of getting older on the body and brain. I talk through all of the key things I've learned about becoming more adaptable. I used to resist change and suffered a lot for it. Now I've learned to adapt and appreciate th...