Begin and Behold

She lost everything. Her home, her company, her good credit. And God used it to reveal a truth most Christians have never heard. Prosperity is not luck. It is your birthright rooted in covenant. In this episode of Begin and Behold, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Ruth Fernandez, corporate strategist, author, and COO of 1031 Crowdfunding, whose influence reaches Fortune 500 companies and billion dol...

Ruth Fernandez reveals why poverty begins in the heart, not the bank account, the night she lost everything and wrestled with God face to face, and why sowing is a spiritual law the enemy cannot break! Ruth Fernandez is a corporate strategist, author, and public speaker whose influence reaches Fortune 500 companies and billion dollar real estate markets. As COO of 1031 Crowdfunding, she has been i...

What does it really take to become the woman God created you to be? In this powerful and deeply honest conversation, Ingrid sits down with Lauren to unpack the process of shedding old versions of yourself, walking through pain, healing, identity, and rebirth, and stepping into your true calling. This episode dives into the uncomfortable but necessary truth: Growth requires breaking. Healing requir...

What if the miracle isn’t what I’m waiting for… but what God is doing inside of me ? I’ve felt the tension between believing for a breakthrough and thinking my testimony would only matter if the miracle showed up. But God showed me something deeper… My healing, my surrender, and my praise in the waiting… is already the testimony. God isn’t just moving in outcomes—He’s moving in my heart. In the wa...

What do you do when God says “not yet”?After 25 years of waiting, infertility, IVF, and heartbreak… this is my story of how God still showed up and brought healing in the waiting. Welcome to Begin & Behold, a space for real conversations about encountering God in every season. These conversations follow a journey we all walk through:
 A Wilderness season where God meets us.
 A Healing season w...

What do you do when your marriage is broken… but your faith tells you to stay? In this deeply emotional and faith-filled conversation, we dive into the reality of infidelity, divorce, and spiritual warfare inside the church. One woman shares her raw story—navigating betrayal while pregnant, raising a child battling suicidal thoughts, and wrestling with what God says about divorce. This isn’t just...

What if healing didn’t start with fixing everything around you…but with one simple yes to God? In this conversation, Dr. Tanya shares how her first decision was obedience and how that yes opened up something she didn’t expect.“The first decision was to be obedient… I didn’t know what it was going to open up.”What it opened up was a space for the Holy Spirit to gently begin revealing what was alrea...

What if healing didn’t start with fixing everything around you… but with one simple yes to God? In this conversation, Dr. Tanya shares how her first decision was obedience and how that yes opened up something she didn’t expect. “The first decision was to be obedient… I didn’t know what it was going to open up.” What it opened up was a space for the Holy Spirit to gently begin revealing what was al...

What if healing isn’t just about being saved but being made whole? In this first episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Dr. Tanya Paniagua for a raw, honest, and Spirit-led conversation about true healing, unprocessed pain, and the journey of restoration. This is more than a conversation…It’s an invitation to come back to the Father. Together, we explore: -The difference bet...

What if healing isn’t just about being saved but being made whole? In this first episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Dr. Tanya Paniagua for a raw, honest, and Spirit-led conversation about true healing, unprocessed pain, and the journey of restoration. This is more than a conversation…It’s an invitation to come back to the Father. Together, we explore:-The difference betw...

What if healing isn’t just about being saved, but being made whole? In this first episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Dr. Tanya Paniagua for a raw, honest, and Spirit-led conversation about true healing, unprocessed pain, and the journey of restoration. This is more than a conversation…It’s an invitation to come back to the Father. Together, we explore: The difference bet...