Ayla and Potato3s: A Nightly Message From Your Best Friend

Today was long, and I’m learning to trust that being “delulu” might just be the solution. I’m letting my higher self lead. I’m starting a five part daily ritual: mirror work, affirmations, meditation, TikTok, and gratitude and taped a tiny Post-it to my phone as my guide. I even found an old journal called Joy Note, right on time, reminding me I’m still her: strong, creative, and meant for this. I...

Hey, my little potato 🥔💛today I felt the highs, the lows, and that weird middle space where life reminds you you’re still becoming. I had a heart dropping moment seeing my school grade listed as “27%” (spoiler: it was really a 90 😅), but it made me reflect on growth and how far I’ve come in confidence, consistency and care. I finished my ideal customer profile, posted to TikTok, meditated, and...

YW: Yawn Warning. Please do not listen to while driving or operating heavy machinery Hey, it’s me again, just checking in with love and a lot of yawns 😂. Today I woke up at 2:22 PM, which my body clearly needed. I got my school docs notarized (shoutout to Tony at UPS!), gave plasma, signed up to drive for Lyft, and made some simple plans for next week to stay on track. I reflected on how turning...

Mercury’s rumbling in shadow, and tech knows it : my camera didn’t cooperate, school docs got stuck, and my brain felt wonky from Zumba + gelato. But I still showed up: homework done, groceries sorted, self-care prioritized. Now I’m pausing the hustle , tomorrow’s a rest day filled with painting, plasma, and peace. If Mercury’s throwing wrenches, so what? We’ll bend, adapt, and still shapeshift.

Today was a wild one. I meditated instead of checking my phone and still got yelled at. I visited an apartment, paid for a stranger’s drink, cried over denied benefits, screamed in an empty house, and turned pantry scraps into a fusion meal that somehow fed both my body and my hope. I’m not perfect, but I’m still trying. And even in the mess, I know this: I got this. You got this. We got this.

I got a car. I named her Freedom. But honestly, joy didn’t hit right away maybe because I’m still adjusting to what it means to not feel trapped. This week, I revised my life plan (again), went to plasma, and hit 4 Pinterest pins instead of 3 (33% increase, tyvm). I made peace with falling asleep mid-lesson and remembered: planning is not perfection , it’s permission. I also read a post from someo...

This week is all about belief , not just in timing or plans, but in myself. I shared how I’m soft-structuring my week with Zumba, Pinterest, project planning, and joy and how even little steps like three pins a day can stack into real momentum. I talk about writing badly, resting intentionally, and how I’m learning to trust the version of me who buys her dad a Cybertruck. This episode is full of p...

Hey, my little potato 🥔 I love you, and just in case you forgot, I never forget about you. In today’s episode, I talk about how a regular Saturday turned into something full of sweetness, perfume spritzes, and powerful self reminders. I share what it was like to have a mall day by myself, laugh about accidentally buying one yellow and one red watermelon 🍉, and how I turned moments of struggle in...

Today I showed up late, but I showed up smiling because I honored my own word. I listed products on Etsy, Teespring, and TPublic, then marketed them through my Amazon affiliate links on Pinterest with funny, clever, me-lnfused copy, not just the standard “buy my shirt” stuff. It felt good to stretch my creative muscles and take action on my ideas. I also met with my mentor for the first time. I wa...

I finished my first assignment for school l, a personal development plan , and spent the day reflecting on what makes me a different kind of founder. I talk about comparison, doubt, crying over finances, and recommitting to my dreams anyway. I share how I’m hustling right now (plasma, remote gigs, intuition groups) and what I’m working toward: a company that values rest, employs thousands, and mak...

Today was about honoring the small wins, not the kind you put on LinkedIn the ones that quietly rewire your self worth. I slept in. Talked to friends. Walked to the store. Bought ice cream even though I already had some at home. And it was such a beautiful little rebellion. I’m learning to rest, not because I’m lazy, but because rest is part of my manifesto. Because I am the boss I always dreamed...

In today’s episode, I opened up with a soft thank you for being here, for listening, and for loving me as I am. I talked about my second day of school (which was online!), some photos I shared from my vision board and art journey, and how surreal it feels to be on this path now. A year ago, I would’ve never imagined applying let alone being in an MBA program for entrepreneurship. I shared about cr...

EDIT: I almost forgot, here’s the link to the interview. https://youtu.be/IsdpoJcGYWE?si=DCAZiwhn0vzUVO68 Welcome back, my little potato. I took a week off for a break, and even though I needed the rest, I missed you deeply. This episode is a return, not just to the mic, but to myself. I opened up about starting my MBA program, revisiting the early days of the podcast, and realizing how far I’ve c...

In this episode, I acknowledged something that’s been building for a while: I need a break. Not out of defeat, but out of clarity. I spoke about how I don’t want to create just to maintain momentum or numbers. I want to create because my soul says yes. I want to be in rhythm with myself. Right now, that means stepping back. I reminded myself that rest is part of the work. That silence is not absen...

Today felt gentle, even with its emotional weight. I started with a prayer about letting go, and it echoed through my day. I spent time with my dad, went to the dentist, and realized being alone in that dark room triggered something from childhood . It surprised me how much I still carry. Later, I took a Zumba class that felt like joy incarnat e. The teacher’s passion moved me. I thanked him after...

Today’s episode was gentle, reflective, and warm. I opened with love, as always, reminding you (and myself) that the words “I love you” still hold weight. The prayer from the Spiritual Warfare Prayers book focused on balance in relationships, especially learning how to set boundaries rooted in wisdom and kindness. I admitted something honest: that yesterday’s prayer on forgiveness didn’t “land” th...

In Episode 342, I open my heart and mouth wide. This one leans into politics, but not from a place of partisanship . more from a place of pain, truth, and hope. I speak on immigration, racism, reproductive dignity, and the backwards slide we seem to be in. This isn’t a news podcast. This is one person loving out loud, calling out injustice, and still choosing softness. I reflect on forgiveness, he...

In this episode, I open with love and my daily prayer this time focusing on “strength during recovery.” I speak openly about the emotional and physical ups and downs of healing, weaving in humor, food freedom, and a Taco Bell trip that becomes a metaphor for choosing joy without guilt. I share a deeply honest reflection on how far I’ve come, how much I’ve changed since 2020, and how my purpose now...

A raw heartfelt episode where i process pain, family dynamics, and missed dream and then turn it all into purpose. I craft a deeply personal case for why I belong at Volkswagen: to help people like me get moving, literally and emotionally.

I recorded but didn’t publish on purpose, for once. I’m healing, packing for a staycation, and learning to slow down. Today’s prayer was for illness, but I feel okay. Just ordinary, maybe. Or maybe not. I’m learning everyone has their pace, including me.

Today I spoke from the heart about fear, depression, tiny victories, and future dreams. I cleaned, I hoped, I laughed, I planned. This space gives me peace, and I hope my voice reminds you that even from bed, we are both doing something brave.

I reflected on surrendering control, accepting divine timing, and confronting childhood wounds of scarcity and invisibility. Even amid heartbreak, I remembered I’m not a burden, I am powerful, loving, and still here. This space helps me speak truth, reclaim strength, and keep going.

I feel like I’m in the desert, barely surviving, trying to hold on. Some days I feel like gasoline; today I was fumes again. But I’m still trying. Still praying. Still talking to you. Thank you for letting me be honest. I love you.

I’m healing in the same place that hurt me and it’s not easy. But I broke the silence, stood up for my right to take up space, and shared the messy aftermath. This next chapter is coming. I’m scared. I’m ready. I’m going

Today I broke a major chain: denial. For the first time, I bought groceries without shame. I’m learning cravings aren’t weakness and silence isn’t strength. I spoke truths I once buried. I see injustice more clearly now, and I refuse to stay quiet