Your Friend, Ly

This is actually split from two recordings. Obviously the first clip I can't remember what I was talking about but I try to recall it in the second part.

Title doesn't make much sense but I'm recording this with a mix of boredom, laziness, and a tinge of wanting to pretend I'm doing something but not really.

Just a short podcast to talk about some reason thoughts and feelings I've been having about not seeing friends for a bit.

Just a lot of thoughts from this past week, I guess I'm overthinking but also not doing anything right now. Lately I haven't felt like doing anything right now, but if not now then when?

Idk what to title this episode. But it has been awhile so it's definitely more so an update but also definitely talks about pregnancy scares, boyfriend things, and how my 30th birthday went. But I'm also tired ah.

Just another short update. This week has been extra dreary so I think my depression is getting bad.

Just a short discussion of a some recent thoughts from yesterday. It feels good to say it aloud.

I'm just gonna start over the season for the new year, why not?

Don't think too hard on the title. I came up with it just now. It's another rambling episode night update. I really shouldn't do these before I go to bed, I should be SLEEPING lol.

It's an update and actually I have no idea if this is the best title but it's actually just an update. I try to focus on these aspects though but I mainly divulge into being kind of sad and also being kind of talkative.

Alot has happened this week... but this episode is me mainly thinking of how I've been dealing with the death of others and funerals I've been to or missed. I don't think I deal with it in the best way, it's awkward overall to talk about how I feel about it and a little embarrassing.

It's late for me, I try to remember how last week and Friday specifically went. And I'm super sleepy and mumbling quite a bit.

Weighing my options, and time more like. I have a free moment and discuss some things. Mainly scheduling time, comparing restaurant work to office work. Thinking about where time goes.

New job and getting acclimated to it, as well as just me talking about getting used to things. Alot of thoughts to think about. Some organization is needed for sure.

I'm excited to share with you the news of me starting a new job towards the end of the month. It's gonna be great! I also just talk about my week~

Me just venting about being sad or depressed randomly today. But today was a good day...

I vent about my boyfriend mainly. I'm feeling very strained in my relationship and I'm also just overall concerned about my boyfriend's wellbeing. And basically just worry about him and really rethinking the relationship as a whole. Its a whole mixed bag of feelings.

Been feeling overwhelmed lately and I realized it might be because I haven't been able to decompress for awhile. I mainly talk about my relationship and my dad's birthday, everything else might fall in between.

I talk about recently having covid and then ramble on about my depression with my art.

I rant about being triggered by a fb memory that a friend shared. 🙃 I also reminisce about some things but skim over various details in my life and how unpredictable life really is.

An odd ball of an episode as it starts in the middle of the day instead of night. I feel like I talk about more subjects in a shorter amount of time~

Hey guysss, I'm seriously on the verge to pass out~ but I try to go over events that have been happening in my life and such.

I recap how my week has been since I've moved~

I talk and ramble about loneliness and what it could make you do, by pure example of my own dating life. And I kind of ramble about that and then reel it back with a touch of philosophy.

An overall update, that's not so sad~