sydney’s voice memos

jealousy and resentment, i want people to think i'm cool, i do wanna be famous, i am a lil bit of a narcissist, shit talking annoying smug ppl, will i ever find fulfillment? one of my most embarrassing twitter moments, the worst person i've ever met, i did find my wallet, it was right under my computer lmao, MY BRAIN HURTS!!!! i'll add a sexual assault trigger warning

the saga of my first love and heartbreak, taking shrooms, tripping and having to use the west elm bathroom, the year 2010, photography

the lowest pt in my life, crohns disease lol, weight gain, beginning of the pandemic vibes, a hospital visit, lolcow, my fav subreddits, caroline calloway, discussing my past nemesi, looking at ppl's instagrams you hate, recent weird dreams, possible cancellation of me, CLOUT CHASERS, sam scaring me

stoned thoughts, being a failed screenwriter, birds, constellations, the chaotic neutrality of NYC, knowing i'm a piece of shit, tiktok lolitas, dimes square, etc.