mirror monologues

you cannot be everything all at once for everyone — that's what i learned from my breakdown session today. you can only give according to your capacity, and that's okay! with my love language being acts of service, this is a hard pill to swallow. but also, let's acknowledge people who were actually there for us :') come listen to this exhausted yet grateful human being + a little more on the pop c...

it took me so many good days, bad events, lingering thoughts, and lives lost just to realize ~truly~ how big of a blessing life is. at this point, it's not a right anymore; it's a privilege. come listen to this episode to delve deeper into this thought, and i hope for you to live your life more. happy new year, guys! love you all x

hey hey, it's a super short and random episode. just a mind dump from the observations i've been seeing in the media lately. there's still a loooong way to go before the world becomes the best place for women, no? still got so much to say about this topic but this'll do for now. anyway, hope you're having a wonderful holiday season. ily all!

aaaa finally, i missed you so much, friends :( eto na yata longest gap between episodes huhu sooo this ep's just a supercut of the past three months aka since the sem started era hahaha. super chill chika lang neto on the various aspects of my life: acads, the tv and pop culture enthusiast in me, relationships, politics, problems, mental health, and many more. unintentionally organized sya, in all...

imy guys :( it's been a long long time, i think i forgot how to talk... char 1/2! recorded some eps before this but didn't think they're upload-worthy. anyway, this episode's very laidback that u might fall asleep. pero wag pls! hahaha. here, i shared new perspectives and learnings i gained in the past two months + some life changes. let's talk about right intentions, belongingness, filtering thou...

hello! tbh, idk what to write here 'cause this is kinda all over the place XD i guess this episode's a fraction of my accumulated thoughts for the past rollercoaster weeks. i shared some vAcaTioN ganaps first. it ended so quickly i cri. you can skip that and proceed to the more meaningful part ^^ as a non GC but pressured litol student, shared my thoughts on academic numbers aka. grades (spoiler:...

hello! i hope you're okay

hellooo these are my after-arts-class-thoughts on women's rights & sentiments on the lgbtqia+ community issues. we tackled gender issues that are specifically projected towards the arts; as per usual, more social thoughts followed + a little advice from a human being who still has so much to learn. this episode is just short as i still have class after hehehe. let's continue to educate ourselves m...

hi! sorry for suddenly being mia for three weeks :( i'm back, yayyy! in this overloaded, kinda sabog yet chill episode: frustration on not knowing our purpose yet, discovering new interests everyday, missing the normal life (hard), mature relationships from kdrama, how to deal with anger, and unsolicited life updates hehehe :D missed you all! mwa

we become too hard on ourselves whenever our tiniest mistakes create the deepest scars. in the same manner, we look down on our poor souls who have too much battles — they start to drown us. other times, our biggest efforts just seem to bear the smallest fruits if not useless at all. are we too small or too big for the world? is the world too small or too big for us? here's a perspective that may...

this episode doesn't have a theme, friends :-( it's just a random life update after wellness break kasi gusto ko lang ilabas lahat huhu. so if you're listening to the podcast for a new perspective, this ep is sadly not for you. but if you're here to just listen to a friend, play mo na yan hahaha charot if u want lang naman! :p

there are just these times when no matter how much we try, we just can't get ourselves to work. the drive is just not there. so, what do we do now? and what may have been the reasons behind that lack of will? based on my personal experience, this episode may help you too! :')

what must be eliminated in our minds for our well-being? what do we do with our past, present, and future? what will free us from our self-imposed bars and help us grow? in this episode, you will hear my after shower thoughts regarding these life questions that i hope make sense :) ps. this was recorded some time ago while doing my skincare so you may hear bottles hehe sorry!

from posting everything we truly loved to having these walls between main and dump accounts — what happened in between? this is my perspective on the instagram world through the years.

"how do you forgive yourself?" sorry, this episode won't give you answers as i'm still trying to find my own. in this monologue, i shared some mistakes that still haunt me every once in a while — from the smallest to ones that deeply cut — and some things i did that really hurt people i love. i also shared my love life prior to my current relationship because most of my guilt comes from there. (ug...

there's no standard of being a woman. in this episode, i shared the different types of women as perceived from movies, shows, and real life, and why i aspire to be all of them at once.

i just filled out a form for a psych checkup. it's not yet confirmed but i'm finally taking the next step! also what was the trigger? (i surprisingly didn't cry in this episode! haha)

why i said goodbye to my stan account + does the streaming era throw out the purpose of music?

the verse of the day today is one of the most helpful ones for me. so here's a life reflection guided by the story feature of the bible app. this episode is from a pov of my rational self who's not forcing anyone to believe in what i believe in! :)

how my love for tv came back, what sparked my love for the radio + shared my binge-watching habits that i think just make sense :D

really loved having my little podcast up for the world to hear... so i invested on a mini microphone! husky voice? don't know her. charot!

what i realized after hearing the readings and homily in the 3rd sunday of easter mass (not preachy! :)

from a narcissist to a completely anxious soul — this is my journey.