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the world is unlucky that donald trump re launched his career at the age of 70. i shoot you dead bang bang. do you get it. you keep laughing but does it look like i am laughing you know i hope you go cold soon. maybe we all died and will never get back the ten years.  adam schiff left me for dead. he found safety in donald trump. when i look at adam schiff i dont know what i am looking at. 

when i think of donald trump i think of him as a  head on a swivel.  he is not the smartest person but he thinks he is a genius so he sees himself as bach handel genius masterpiece. but there are people who can 86 someone  because it is their secret gift. some people have talent for maybe something, but there are some people who have a talen for 86 ing others.  they are not the smartest people, bu...

nothing i say on here is going to make me look very good.  but rape ghost makes me suicidal. it feels like cheating if i had a partner. i am afraid donald trump figured out this is the way to get me raped  and most likely the ghastly african americans are the ones raping me with the rape ghost all day long.   looks like the united states is a matrix where the african american people will find a wa...

donald trump was always going to take me down with himself. if he goes to the grave i also go . i was his retirement plan i guess.  now that i said i wanted to cut his head off i wont recover from that. it will be one more way he uses it against me to boost himself. maybe it will be to my death this time. i am not sure why they chose me.  he is disgusting but i will never be free now while he is a...

i was joking about being infertile. that is the horrible thing about the internet.

i still wonder if i am on a different internet. i am even wondering if all the stuff i see happened years ago but they are sending it to me like it is happening now. i have a fear that this stuff i am talking about is from 10 years ago or something

they want me to tell you the trafficking isnt happening, but it is.  they are standing by because they want me to say i am only crazy, so they are released from the claims i made.  they just want to be free from the claims. you are free. 

well, because i dont know how much time i have. i will say my opinion of america is that the media has hijacked the culture so much that it kind of seems like any celebrity can sort of use the lives of others for their own gain with no consequences.  compared to a place like russia or china,  i am not saying that i agree with everything they do, but they do control the narrative a lot more and don...

i am 42. i am older. but i am not dead.    but i do think it is important to know that not all stress is harmful. some stress is beneficial. some stress is harmful.   when you are older you have to minimize harmful stress such as exploitation and stuff. 

its hard to explain the rape. could be virtual could be imaginary. some people know what i am talking about. they have seen it. they watch my nether regions. does this sound normal for them to watch nether regions? no, it isnt normal but they do.  i learned to ignore it most of the time but sometimes it gets to me.

would it be possible for someone to use an invisibility device to show to someones house to do that in person? is it virtual, is it a hallucination. i dont know. but i heard about using lsd for government to split peoples minds  which could cause hallucinations for me it started in 2015 never went away

through this experience, i have learned that some men that rape women, know how to rape them so that they cause the woman to have a stroke or a heart attack. i didnt really think about a rapist being smarter like that, but some of these people have enough medical knowledge that when they rape a person  they know how to rape them to cause a stroke or a heart attack. it probably just has to do with...

im half way in the ground folks.  these are the scary people that strike when you cant see them. they are the people that successfully commit murder. all those people that get murdered. you wonder why it was them. these are the people. they put me half way in the ground now.

the rape got significantly worse.  they dont care about my mental health. i am halfway in the ground now.  my lower half is in the ground now.   kind of feel chased out of the country now. i think i will be lucky to be able to leave the united states. i am starting to expect to be stopped at the border. i am in the process of getting my passport but not sure what is going to happen there.  i think...

i was going to try to get some things together before i travel but i am not sure it will happen that way.  i thought the situation was different but it s as bad as you would expect i guess.  just kind of went from bad to worse. to me, it is as expected. if i get blocked at the border, i am dead for sure.   there was never any plan for them to meet me. it looks like they were just buying a short am...

it has something to do with "controlling the narrative"  it is trafficking perception somehow  https://www.msn.com/en-us/movies/news/insider-says-brad-pitts-appearance-at-taylor-swifts-wedding-was-all-about-controlling-the-narrative/ar-AA27vawH?ocid=BingNewsSerp Kathy Griffin, 65, says 22-year-old boyfriend post was an 'experiment' i think people are not ok with experiments.   ...

i didnt know about oliver tree and I hope he wasnt harmed  for maybe appearing to be friendly toward me. like i was saying before,  there are people on security councils, that now I believe i am seeing, that if you show friendliness toward me, they may target you and possibly kill you.  so, to me it would be a very serious injustice if they harmed oliver tree because of me somehow.  because i didn...

we dont want rubio to be the farmer in the dell while they kill other people.  people should be aware folks like rubio and luna are on security councils 

i would like to have a competition with rubio each day. to see who saves face from day to day. did rubio save face or did i that day? somehow it seems i dont save face any day even if i am not doing anything. somehow it seems rubio saves face each day. 

i am just one person. but just because i made a joke about aliens for the song. it doesnt mean i went back on the other part.  the first part is still valid. i didnt have any problem with the first part. its just that i didnt need to add that i thought aliens sent the song to me in my head. that wasnt useful. and it made the situation look  worse than it actually was.  i still believe the followin...

i am sleep deprived though. its been many days. i think rubio is using energy weapons on me to torture me so that i lose face.  this is a matter of keeping face.  rubio is winning?   yes rubio. you have been able to keep better face than me for 10 years as you keep me under your thumb. 

i am glad though that i realized i was saying i was being visited by aliens. it was a joke but it actually also kind of looked kind of crazy.  

saying that i was visited about this song was probably too far. sorry about that. does that make sense? i just put it together myself. didnt think about it too much. worked out better than i planned. https://youtu.be/mTwjUE60HG4?si=c1YIOIu7MNih_RnG

i probably flipped a switch with these people and death may be imminent. they remind me of like, point of no return. like they remind me instead of humans, they remind me of non humans that exercise some kind of extermination if someone crosses a point of no return. i am not sure what the point of no return is. but it is probaby when i made fun of the illuminati  ever since i made fun of the illum...

im scared of rubio, trump , and the nato guy. i think they are exterminating people.  like roaches. if they think of people as roaches, you exterminate them.  thats a different kind of thinking.  if you exterminate people you are no different than a mass shooter. with a mass shooter the police usually kill the shooter. what is the difference for you. the only difference is you are hiding the exter...