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about 10 years ago or so, i actually knew something went really wrong. and i was wishing for death back then. i was like, i wish i would have just died instead of stayed alive for whatever this is. that was awhile back. 

im just wating to see what is going to happen now. what paula white will say about donald trump. kind of surreal.

supposedly palantir is already watching everyone. it is probably over. 

native people obviously will be the first to die.

and my guess is the only native people that will survive are the people that are interbred with african descent. 

or the native people that are visually caucasian. kind of not detectable. you know.

these two camps would probably survive

ive never seen hunger games. but i heard some actors joking about how some peoples lives are hunger games.  i think it is finally catching up with me.  they were joking about that back in 2013. i had no idea some people thought that about the us in 2013. and look where i am now.  i wish i would have known those actors thought that about the u.s. back then.  because. damn. 

these guys can come over to dance with the native americans. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7zQybIDh_3c

i think markles mother used to work on native american reservation. i think she and her family really do want to represent the native americans.  so maybe these people can go dance with the native americans with markle and her family kind of like looking over it or whatever.   https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7zQybIDh_3c

you probably wont understand what i mean.  but it seems like the u.s. is about nothing but post slavery.   if i were to think about like someone dying because of the struggles of people dealing with post slavery.  i would think that is a worthless existence.   if you or your son died becuase some guy standing next to you was dealing with consequences of post slavery.   i would not be sure if your...

modi is not really on the caucasian scale. but it looks like a lot of indian origin people that especially flee india, they look like they are on the caucasian scale.  they probably have some pretty cool tribal fusion culture  that they probably consider similar to gypsy culture. which a lot of american culture was gypsy for awhile.  but i wonder what modi would think about mamdani , his wife, shi...

i keep getting the feeling the native americans here are the ones undermining me. or triangulating.    they may not like people from my region.  i would not say that mexico embraces me. but i am from that region.  i am not sure if the other native american people here like people from that region.    like i was saying, there is a problem with the tribes doing the whole membership.  and then there...

i am figuring this out for you? because i am.   

 i hear the settlers thought they landed in india

there are some that think. my saying something about imagining the n word.  was guilt talking.  they think i imagined hearing the n word and then said something about it because of guilt. 

i wonder if the people from india move in the subtropic zone (and maybe a lot of people)   they move to the lower part of the u.s. because it is in the subtropic zone. https://worldmapwithcountries.net/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/world-map-with-equator-and-tropics.pdf

i just think the indian diaspora is going to run in to problems if you are trying to displace everyone over here. 

but i do think harris and markle would be happy that i said something about imagining the n word.   they probably think it is karma 

i gave you one inch   with the whole imagining the n word  and they are going to try to turn it into a big campaign    its a problem

i dont really want to ask about it. but i wonder what the caste system has to do with the diaspora.

did settlers also go to india the same time they went to the americas.  did some people get lost

some people with that ethnicity, i didnt know they had that ethnicity until recently. i think its just because i didnt look in to it. or look those things up. 

i wish i wasnt famous. it was better for me that way.

you know one time when i was a lyft driver a guy from ireland proposed to me in the car and seemed serious. he had several friends with him and they went back and forth and he didnt say he was joking. he seemed serious. i just kind of acted like he was kidding. there was another guy i took to an xxx video store. then i think he tried to invite me up to his hotel room after the drive. i said no. bu...