Jabari’s Wisdom

I swear there is nearly no point to group projects in college.  It’s always unweighted groups and there are ALWAYS issues.  The rare time a project group goes well doesn’t outweigh the numerous times it was terrible.  The cope is that it "teaches students how to work in group environments on the real job", but again, that’s not relevant because the job there are actual consequences to no...

Like the worst part of this story...even if this was all exaggeration and I jumped over douchebaggish things I did (which it isn’t and I didn't), this would still be a super busted messed-up evil thing for those people to do.  Like I truly didn’t realize those types of Hollywood, comic, anime-esque type villain archetypes actually existed in real life. So crazy.  Those are the types of people...

But for real...why do these projects from some of the top-of-the-line companies down to the start-up of the start-up, to the random nobody-heard-of stable companies seem to take so long.... like without fail they are always overbudget and behind schedule.  It just seems nonsensical to me.... I swear when I run my own company stuff will be changing...

I'll never get why or how people can act so insane in public.  Like it’s just insane me.  Makes you really wonder what they are like in private then...it must be 100x worse.  Like if you can act that open in PUBLIC....in private you must be a whole other beast.

Looking back at these stories…it’s kinda crazy I was able to do that on my own.  To survive fully on my own like that.  Like it’s not a common thing to be dropped completely in the middle of the water and told swim...and then don’t drown....  Like I think it’s one of those things where you grow so used to it after having survived, that you don’t realize what you did and the mere fact of surviving...

Kinda a very common opinion. Yeah, I’m not really saying anything new, and if anything, by the time this comes out, this will be even more of a common af opinion....but whatever, it’s a mini-mini-ramble, so not like I’m taking much of your time.

Any time you hear anything about “American values," it’s like some type of dog whistle for some type of racist af statement or belief structure.  I've never heard a non-politician,rich person,military person, orracist unironically talk about some American values.  Legit, never trust anything anyone says the moment they try and sidestep some nonsensical BS by using the age-old “American va...

Don't get me wrong, I get the purpose of leaks.  It gets people excited for something that’s not quite ready yet; especially if it’s been a while since something was released.  Even better if you are a public company and you want the stock price to go up....but I wonder if that impatience or fear of irrelevancy ironically ruins the excitement and hype you would’ve had if you kept the surprise...

I really do feel bad for the trans people who really are trying to find love.  Must be hard. It’s a sea of people who unjustly feel enraged by your presence even though you are literally doing nothing to them, or chasers, or sex fiends.  I think things are slowly changing as time goes on though.  Even as a meme, seeing people make passing jokes on social media and such, it shows it’s slowly becomi...

Yeah, not really a wisdom, not really a rant, not really an introspection...just a story.  Not really a good one either.  So this will be a weekday podcast.  Just a filler podcast.  Enjoy...

Get ready for a ton of updates.... Get ready for a ton of "I think I'm almost done".  This is coming from a far future Jabari....I was never "almost done".  But all these updates will be interesting to look back on whenever I finally finish this freaking thing.  BTW the updates will always be very vague.  Sorry about that, but ain’t no way someone stealing my freaking idea...

Like being disgusted about pedophilia isn't an uncommon thought to have (unless you are an *REDACTED* politician or spy/*REDACTED* politician/CEO/actor/studio head), but still I don't hear people really try to get into the mind of why these pedophiles do what they do.  They usually just say they are mentally broken and call it a day...which isn’t wrong, but I believe there is more to it. ...

Future Jabari here.  I've been thinking this throughout all my preloading tenure, and it just seems so crazy to me that some people can do this as a long-term career thing.  Like my time at UPS has really humbled me.  Warehouse jobs are American sweatshops.  It really makes you realize what things you should be grateful for. Like even something as simple as a lunch break....like in Hong Kong I...

Hey, it’s me from the future, and yep, exactly like expected, everything is exaggerated and bs. Like all these random numbers, all these random "1 trillion parameter model," whatever bs...and the model is literally the exact same.  You can’t tell a difference.  It’s very subtle bs differences.  Like, say Claude Opus 4.4 vs 4.5 vs 4.6....they all pretty much feel exactly the same.  Like,...

Just another podcast that strictly talks about myself and my thoughts/strategies for the future.  Not really a wisdom or a rant or an introspection...just a tidbit.  

One of the most humiliating things to have happened to me in recent memory.  I should've known this was going to occur; knowing how much I drink water and how consistently hydrated I am.  But, alas, I failed to realize most people seemingly aren't like me and literally have empty bladders at all times since all they drink is the occasional soda or juice only during eating times.  Absolutel...

I’m sorry you "the white race is dying" cringe lords.  If anything, it’s been dying since the start of time.  Your ancestors would look at you in disgust.  You are a mutt and will always be a mutt.  And the funny part is, those ancestors who would look at you as a mutt; even THEIR ancestors would look at them as a mutt.  The facts are: humanity is much more of a mess of different culture...

This is a scientifically tried and tested method.  Do NOT take it with a grain of salt.  Heed my wisdom.  If a lame like me can make it work, you surely can.  And if you are at a body type that is unappealing, just go to the gym.  Legit, just try it.  I made a podcast about it in the past if you need some tips.  A little bit can go a long way.  Trust, a girl can tell.  Like I personally believe, i...

Yes, more introspection podcast.  Just an introspective week, I guess.  Probably not interesting at all to people unless I ended up being famous.  So see this as some type of podcasting investment.   The worth of these introspective podcasts goes up the more famous I potentially become.  If I become peak fame, people in the future will go, “Dang, it was so worth it to understand the mind of such a...

Future Jabari here.  Spoiler, I don't think my hair was thinning since my hair is hella grown out now, and not like there’s a thinned/bald part.  I think that barber just sucked.  But who knows. 

Sometimes a moment of loneliness is an important canon moment to have.  Only in silence does your true voice sing....and once you hear it....you can start to compose a harmony in the right scale.

Future Jabari here.  It’s funny, a couple of weeks or so after this podcast was recorded, I started playing League again.  By the new year or so, I got into plat.  Made it to plat 2.  But all it takes is one loss to ruin a streak.  Then boom, even though I am consistently getting A+ or S as a ranking each game, it doesn’t matter.  Teammates are bad since I’m not in the losers queue.   That’s why E...

I'll never understand how some people can force conversations that they KNOW will be uncomfortable for other people so easily.  Like I get it if they are very close, but even then, like play for your audience troll.    And worse, like if you are part of a niche kind of group... it should be expected that you won't be specially treated out of the crowd.  Like you know how bad I wish there...

Future Jabari here.  One thing that is annoying about having such a big backlog of podcasts is that my wisdom, that unironically is ahead of its time, comes out late.  I swear I will consistently be talking about stuff that is so ahead of the curve, and then, however many months later, the world finally catches up to watch I brought up so long in the past.... Worse, since there is a crazy backlog,...

Once again, another unhinged rant based on cringe crap I see on Reddit.  I truly wish Apple wasn’t so anal about what apps are allowed on their platform.  Due to this cringe, the only discussion board-esque app that has any form of popularity that I can have an app of is the cringe known as Reddit.  And worse, Reddit tries to force subreddits you DON’T HAVE INTEREST IN down your throat to encourag...