The Fallen Fig Tree

In this episode omar talks about how he has become obsessed with pain and torment in life and how depression is a drug; he also talks about loneliness and sad music. Season 1, episode 35

In this episode omar talks about how he has been yearning for a life that isn’t there anymore, and how it has caused him to not live presently and love his life rather he is stuck in a delusion trying to combat the everyday by dwelling on what isnt instead of what is. Season 1 episode 34

In this episode, Omar asks himself if he's even worth fighting for, his life, and his future. Omar feels like he has fully given up on life and himself, which has caused him to re-evaluate his life. Season 1 episode 33

why do people feel like they're always performing for others? season 1 episode 31

um, so.. omar has been feeling like he is blair at nyu or colin from Normal People. season 1 episode 31

well omar's mental is good... well thats debatable Season 1, episode 30

In this episode omar talks about how his feelings not being expressed ultimately gave him an autoimmune disease season 1, episode 29

in this episode, well omar gets into it

in this episode, Omar discusses the weird dreams he's been having recently. The weird emotions that have turned into a physical type of pain. He also talks about how he hasn't really been allowing himself to process his emotions, as well as how he has been feeling alone recently. season 1, episode 26

In this episode, Omar talks about how he currently feels stuck in his life and unable to do anything about it. He feels like he has no way out. This made him really depressed, which he talks about more and more during this episode.

In this episode, Omar talks about how other people's opinions of him have really affected him, whether he was aware of it or not; it has put a strain on him that has really gotten him to this really dark spot in his life. Omar also talks about the new Charli xcx album (music, fashion, and film) that he has related to more than any other, and why he relates to the songs. episode 24

In this episode, Omar discusses how he has stopped talking as he has gotten older. He also talks about this year's crazy amount of emotions that have had him confused, and he continues to grow and understand himself more and more

In this episode, Omar opens up about the confusing reality of growing up and navigating the constant changes that come with it. From joking about feeling like Trisha Paytas to reflecting on identity, self-worth, and the fear of losing his passion, he shares an honest conversation about what it means to be vulnerable in a world that expects everyone to have life figured out. Through personal storie...

in this episode omar talks about friendships and how hard it is to find people who want to be your friend, and how hard it is to make friends in your early 20s, and how hard it is to keep friends now. And how ultimately all people care about is themselves. Omar also talks about how hard it is to pour so much of yourself into people and see people not care.

In this episode omar talks about how he misses his childhood and how it always conflicts with his life currently because he is always thinking about how easy yet hard life was back then and how, during that time, even when something bad would happen, he would be able to not think about it as much and just move forward. Omar touches on his creative side as a kid and how he was always creatively dri...

In this episode omar talks about how he always finds a way to self-sabotage his life. HE also talks about how he is trying to find ways to stop these cycles of self-sabotage as well as heal at the same time without ruining everything in his life. Omar also talks about his interest in affirmations and why they might actually work.https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast...

In this episode omar talks about the major loneliness epidemic thats going on, as well as the major fallouts in friendships. Omar also discusses Love Island as well as toxic masculinity and its internalised homophobia that infiltrates it. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast season 1 episode 18

In this episode omar delves into figuring out your identity when people have been tampering with you your whole life. Omar also talks about his insecurities and some of his school experiences, and what he learned from those days. Omar talks about the impact of music and the show.https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcastseason 1 episode 18

In this episode omar talks about how he has been romanticizing depression over the past couple of days and how he finds comfort in being sad and how it's messing up his life. He also discusses the feeling of feeling like Trisha Paytas on her kitchen floor and how he can never just feel normal. Omar also discusses how he has been feeling so low vibrational and insecure to the point where he doe...

In this episode, Omar talks about what has been happening recently, including his trouble with people and trying to be social, and how that has always been a struggle for him. Omar delves deep into what shows he's watching and his current obsessions, while also talking about his struggle with male friendships, people's emotions and opinions, and putting your self-worth in your academics. https://o...

In this episode omar talks about the endless cycle of relapsing with using social media, and how it keeps ruining his life and his mental health. Omar gives an update on the positive and negative, and says what he decides to do, but he's still not sure. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast

In this episode omar talks about the struggles he faces being introverted and how he ultimately got social anxiety from it. He also delves deep into socialising and how to improve on finding a balance. He explains how to overcome anxiety and how he sometimes still struggles with this to this day.https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast

In this episode, Omar talks about the major Coachella fomo he has been feeling from not attending Coachella. It has made him start comparing himself to the influencer, and he has had to analyze the reality of the event and how he would actually feel if he had gone. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast

In this episode omar dives deep into the Hannah Montana 20th anniversary, and how he has finally gotten hope in following his dream. Omar also tiptoes around the topic of anxiety. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/omar-khairallah

In today's episode omar talks about how he has been struggling to care about academics, and it's gotten so bad that Omar started to talk about burnout and social anxiety, as well as trauma youtube  ⁨@omarkhairallah⁩