Omar Khairallah
The Fallen Fig Tree
Omar is an absolute mess. He grew up knowing exactly what he wanted until he turned 18, when he started second-guessing everything. He has so many things he wants to fix about himself and expl while also wanting to explore multiple passions. This podcast is a listen to what it's like to be a person who has so many things they want to do. Like Sylvia Plath once said (Omar has never read anything from her), "I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story." Welcome to Omar's personal journey of self-discovery. This podcast will explore many topics of interest
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Episodes
friendships are hard, and it's a testament that shows people only care about themselves 09.07.2026 25:25
in this episode omar talks about friendships and how hard it is to find people who want to be your friend, and how hard it is to make friends in your early 20s, and how hard it is to keep friends now. And how ultimately all people care about is themselves. Omar also talks about how hard it is to pour so much of yourself into people and see people not care.
childhood nostalgia 02.07.2026 35:58
In this episode omar talks about how he misses his childhood and how it always conflicts with his life currently because he is always thinking about how easy yet hard life was back then and how, during that time, even when something bad would happen, he would be able to not think about it as much and just move forward. Omar touches on his creative side as a kid and how he was always creatively dri...
I'm obsessed with self-sabotage 18.06.2026 20:30
In this episode omar talks about how he always finds a way to self-sabotage his life. HE also talks about how he is trying to find ways to stop these cycles of self-sabotage as well as heal at the same time without ruining everything in his life. Omar also talks about his interest in affirmations and why they might actually work.https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast...
friendships, loneliness epidemic, love island, and toxic masculinity 11.06.2026 34:30
In this episode omar talks about the major loneliness epidemic thats going on, as well as the major fallouts in friendships. Omar also discusses Love Island as well as toxic masculinity and its internalised homophobia that infiltrates it. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast season 1 episode 18
identity, insecurities, school and music, & shows 04.06.2026 39:30
In this episode omar delves into figuring out your identity when people have been tampering with you your whole life. Omar also talks about his insecurities and some of his school experiences, and what he learned from those days. Omar talks about the impact of music and the show.https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcastseason 1 episode 18
romanticizing depression 27.05.2026 32:14
In this episode omar talks about how he has been romanticizing depression over the past couple of days and how he finds comfort in being sad and how it's messing up his life. He also discusses the feeling of feeling like Trisha Paytas on her kitchen floor and how he can never just feel normal. Omar also discusses how he has been feeling so low vibrational and insecure to the point where he doe...
am i the problem? 21.05.2026 29:01
In this episode, Omar talks about what has been happening recently, including his trouble with people and trying to be social, and how that has always been a struggle for him. Omar delves deep into what shows he's watching and his current obsessions, while also talking about his struggle with male friendships, people's emotions and opinions, and putting your self-worth in your academics. https://o...
my social media addiction is getting out of hand 29.04.2026 17:53
In this episode omar talks about the endless cycle of relapsing with using social media, and how it keeps ruining his life and his mental health. Omar gives an update on the positive and negative, and says what he decides to do, but he's still not sure. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast
I hate being introverted 22.04.2026 26:42
In this episode omar talks about the struggles he faces being introverted and how he ultimately got social anxiety from it. He also delves deep into socialising and how to improve on finding a balance. He explains how to overcome anxiety and how he sometimes still struggles with this to this day.https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast
Coachella fomo, and comparing yourself 15.04.2026 31:02
In this episode, Omar talks about the major Coachella fomo he has been feeling from not attending Coachella. It has made him start comparing himself to the influencer, and he has had to analyze the reality of the event and how he would actually feel if he had gone. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast
I found hope in not giving up on my dreams, and you should too. 01.04.2026 27:13
In this episode omar dives deep into the Hannah Montana 20th anniversary, and how he has finally gotten hope in following his dream. Omar also tiptoes around the topic of anxiety. https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/thefallenfigtreepodcast https://omarkhairallahprojects.my.canva.site/omar-khairallah
I no longer care about academics, and it's a problem 25.03.2026 26:45
In today's episode omar talks about how he has been struggling to care about academics, and it's gotten so bad that Omar started to talk about burnout and social anxiety, as well as trauma youtube @omarkhairallah
My Toxic Relationship with the social media 18.03.2026 24:07
In this episode omar talks about how his relationship with social media negatively affected his life, and it affected every aspect of his life. It made him feel depressed and like nothing in life mattered. It enraged him and more. Omar talks about what he's doing to combat this addiction.youtube @omarkhairallah
i need to stop expecting so much of people + birthday recap 11.03.2026 32:35
In this episode of the fallen fig tree, Omar talks about the struggle of always expecting so much in people, whether that be expectations in friends or family, or even expecting himself in others. During this episode omar talks about the ways he is combating this flaw. He also dives deep into his birthday as well as how it feels to be 20 so far. YouTube @omarkhairallah
things im doing to make sure i don't cry on my birthday 04.03.2026 26:15
In this video omar explains how every year, during his birthday, he has a mental breakdown, and this year he doesn't want to cry because he's turning the big 20, he feels like unc now. But that doesn't mean he won't cry, so he put a system in place to stop him from crying youtube @omarkhairallah
Pet peeves & people who are cool 25.02.2026 22:55
In this episode omar explores the notion of what it means to be cool as well as who he deems as cool. He also discusses the importance of branching out your interests as well as people he dislikes, and then he goes on a tangent about Gilmore Girls https://linktr.ee/thefallenfigtree
Can we control how people perceive us? 18.02.2026 24:19
Can we control how people perceive us? Can we make them think positively or negatively of us? Can we succeed with a rebrand like Addison Rae or Sabrina Carpenter? Can we do the same thing as a celebrity?https://linktr.ee/thefallenfigtree
How to accept change, and the anxiety it comes with [EP 4] 11.02.2026 20:36
In this episode omar delves deep into how change affects everything in our daily lives, and how sometimes it's hard to accept change, and how to handle the anxiety that comes with it. In this episode omar tells you how to deal with all the anxiety. https://linktr.ee/thefallenfigtree
nostalgia is ruining everything 04.02.2026 17:05
In this episode, Omar talks about the struggle of always daydreaming and reminiscing about the past, and how nostalgia ruins many of our everyday experiences while also being good for us. He also dives deep into social interactions and music. https://linktr.ee/thefallenfigtree
stop trying to fit in [ep 2] 28.01.2026 26:23
In this episode, Omar talks about the negative effects of trying to fit in, how society ultimately stops us from being our authentic selves, and how to stop wanting to fit in and become who you are! https://linktr.ee/thefallenfigtree
great just what we need another podcast (episode 1) 21.01.2026 36:59
In this episode omar dives into everything. You first get to know him a bit, and then he gets into deep topics like friends, shame, bullying, arrogance from people, and more.
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