The Crucible Project Podcast

Dr. Dan Bouchelle , President and CEO of Mission Resource Network , shares with host Joy Dunning about his Crucible experience and the impact it had on him as a leader of other leaders. MRN is a leadership development and training organization that partners with churches and global workers to ensure sustained and impactful mission work globally. Dr. Bouchelle shares how MRN’s partnership with Cruc...

Note: This episode features the difficult topic of sex trafficking and abuse. Please listen with care and know that resources are available at thecrucibleproject.org . You can also reach out to us at communications@thecrucibleproject.org for more personalized resources.  Host Andy Spell sits down with Mike Chapman as they delve into the challenging yet crucial topics of trauma, abuse, and healing....

Sheri Tredway shares her journey through grief following the loss of her grandson, Titus. Sheri reflects on the deep emotional healing she found through the Crucible community’s unwavering support, emphasizing the importance of communication, emotional safety, and authentic relationships. This episode reveals how connection and shared language can offer profound comfort during life’s most painful...

Host Joy Dunning speaks with Michael Byrd about his transformative journey through men's work, vulnerability, and healing. Michael shares how his adoption shaped his identity and how The Crucible Project empowered him to confront personal wounds, strengthen relationships, and create a powerful program - Crucible on the Inside for incarcerated men. They also discuss the Crucible Urban communit...

In this Real Christian Manhood  series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers unpack what real manhood looks like by examining the true character of Jesus. Far from the passive image often portrayed, Jesus modeled boldness, emotional strength, boundaries, and compassion—traits essential for men today. Listeners will be challenged to lead with authenticity, live on mission, and grow into men who are both stro...

In this Leadership Series episode, Brian Smith shares his journey as a reluctant leader, revealing how failure, emotional intelligence, and personal growth shaped his leadership. He emphasizes the importance of modeling behavior, doing the inner work, and embracing discomfort to become the leader others need. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace S...

In this Real Christian Manhood series episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers explore the difference between authentic leadership and imitation. They challenge listeners to reject mimicry, embrace their unique identity, and lead from a place of integrity, clarity, and mission. The conversation is a call to lead with purpose—not performance. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:...

Michael Bartlett, Lead Pastor of Collective Church, sits down with host Joy Dunning to explore how vulnerability and authenticity are reshaping church leadership. Michael opens up about his journey from a non-religious upbringing to pastoral ministry, his transformative experience at Crucible, and the role of emotional honesty, anger, and community in spiritual growth. Together, they unpack how he...

Martin Brooker interviews Mark Beebe, COO of Enterprise Stewardship, about the powerful integration of faith and work. Mark shares his journey of discovering business as a God-given gift, the transformative power of grace and redemption—especially in prison reform—and how listening to God’s voice can shape leadership, purpose, and impact in the marketplace.  Here are some of the topics we cover in...

Dive into the world of Apple TV's hit show Ted Lasso and explore themes of curiosity, judgment, and vulnerability in real-life relationships. Jess Donovan and Joy Dunning unpack how emotional honesty, safe community, and confronting uncomfortable truths are key to authentic connection and personal growth. With compassionate boldness, they explore what it means to be fully seen, fully known, a...

Podcaster Tim White is joined by longtime Pastor and Crucible Leader John Casey from Colorado Springs, CO. John shares his personal journey into self-compassion and life changing grace. For more information checkout TheCrucibleProject.org As a man or woman of faith, do you long to live at a deeper level of authenticity, passion and power? Unlike any Christian retreat you’ve attended, The Crucible...

Host Jay Mountjoy sits down with Rudy Gezik to explore his powerful journey through the Crucible experience. Rudy opens up about overcoming fears, confronting perfectionism, and embracing community, accountability, and spiritual growth. His story offers an inspiring testament to the power of transformation and the importance of trusting the process. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podc...

In this episode, Joy and Mark Dunning open up about how The Crucible Project has shaped their marriage, parenting, and individual growth. From Mark’s first retreat in 2012 to years of slow but meaningful transformation, they reflect on how accountability, community, and a shared commitment to growth have helped them navigate family dynamics and build healthier relationships. Here are some of the t...

In this Real Christian Manhood Series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers tackle the topic of sexual purity, exploring why integrity and accountability are vital in relationships and how personal choices carry lasting impact. Through honest stories and practical insights, they invite men to step into community, find grace, and pursue sexual integrity with courage. This conversation challenges the silence...

In this Real Christian Manhood episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers dive into why so many men feel stuck in life and how fear, uncertainty, and old patterns keep them from moving forward. They offer practical steps, encouragement, and a reminder that growth begins with awareness, setting boundaries, seeking God's perspective, and taking action toward real change.  Here are some of the topics w...

Tim Kinnaird talks with host Joy Dunning about fatherhood, faith, and the power of personal growth. From chaos to clarity, Tim shares how his Crucible retreat reshaped his parenting, emotional awareness, and relationships. This episode is especially for young dads and anyone ready to lead with integrity, connection, and purpose. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical...

Leadership Series host Tim Rush sits down with Chadd Schrader to unpack leadership, growth, and lessons from the mission field in Mexico. Chadd shares powerful insights on self-awareness, team dynamics, and the spiritual practices that have shaped his journey. They discuss healing, vision, and discovering your true calling through the deep love of God. Here are some of the topics we cover in our p...

Host Martin Brooker interviews Dr. Joe Azzapardi, an expert in intergenerational dynamics. Joe shares his personal journey, including his traumatic childhood and the healing he experienced during his Crucible retreat. They explore themes of trauma, community, and the importance of empathy in understanding generational differences in the workplace. Joe discusses his consultancy work, focusing on he...

Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers focus on the challenges and transformations that men face in their spiritual journeys. They discuss the difficulties of change, the impact of personal growth on relationships, and the importance of community support. The conversation emphasizes that true transformation is often painful and requires a commitment to au...

Host Andy Spell sits down with Roger Lutrell, Thomas Road Baptist Church Men’s and Marriage Pastor , to discuss his journey from corporate America to full-time ministry. Roger shares how The Crucible Project transformed his life, helping him overcome negative self-talk, embrace vulnerability, and find confirmation in his calling. This powerful conversation challenges men to push through self-doubt...

Host Andy Spell interviews Jim Madsen, a stay-at-home dad and Crucible graduate. Jim shares his journey of self-discovery, the impact of his Crucible weekend, and how it shaped his role as a father and husband. He highlights the power of community, asking for help, and embracing personal growth. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growt...

Host Andy Spell talks with Mike Hall as he shares his journey of personal growth through The Crucible Project, tackling struggles with identity, passivity, and pornography. He highlights the power of grace, truth, and brotherhood in healing, especially through challenges like divorce. Mike encourages men to seek their true identity, embrace fatherhood, and find support in their struggles. Here are...

Leadership Series host Tim Rush sits down with Barry Thomas to discuss his leadership journey and the expansion of The Crucible Project from Chicago to Texas and beyond. Barry shares insights on authenticity, self-belief, and the challenges of fostering emotional and spiritual growth in his community. He reflects on the impact of leadership on his family, personal identity, and the importance of v...

Host Joy Dunning sits down with guest (and podcast editor) Robert Locklear to talk about his journey of self-discovery through the Crucible experience. Robert shares his struggles with anger and vulnerability, how his childhood shaped his relationships, and the pivotal questions that led him to deeper emotional awareness. They explore faith, authenticity, and the challenge of aligning one’s public...

In this episode, Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers explore the concept of godly masculinity, contrasting it with toxic masculinity. They discuss the confusion many men face regarding their identity and the societal pressures that contribute to harmful behaviors. The discussion emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness, setting boundaries, and...