The Crucible Project Podcast

 What happens when you believe God’s love is for everyone except you? André Wheely shares how confronting shame, embracing authentic brotherhood, and discovering the truth of who God says he is helped him experience freedom, connection, and a deeper relationship with God.  Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorsh...

 What happens when a marriage starts to drift? Roger and Jenny Luttrell share how past wounds, unmet needs, and everyday choices shape our relationships and why building a stronger marriage begins with intentionality, healing, and choosing love each day.  Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal develo...

In this episode of Real Christian Manhood , Roy Wooten sits down with longtime friend and Crucible alumnus Matthew White, a seasoned healthcare executive, leadership mentor, and founder of Leadership to Legacy™. After decades of leading teams and developing leaders, Matthew came to believe that leadership is about far more than titles, promotions, performance, or success. It’s about developing peo...

In this episode, Roy Wooten sits down with Stacy Huyler-Fisher, a mother of six who found herself navigating life as a single mom after divorce. While caring for her children and holding her family together, Stacy realized that becoming healthier herself could also change the lives of the people she loved most. She shares how her Crucible experience helped her confront wounds she had carried for y...

In Part 2 of Real Christian Manhood , Roy Wooten continues his conversation with Steve Sonderman, founder of No Regrets Ministry. Steve shares practical wisdom for building a men’s ministry that lasts—from prayer and leadership teams to discipleship, healing, challenge, and authentic brotherhood. For pastors, men’s ministry leaders, and anyone passionate about helping men grow, this episode offers...

What does it take to build men who are deeply connected to God and one another? In this episode of Real Christian Manhood , Roy Wooten sits down with Steve Sonderman, founder of No Regrets Ministry, to talk about what he has learned through decades of discipling men. Steve shares why prayer, authentic friendship, and practical discipleship matter—and why men were never meant to walk their faith jo...

 Why do so many good Christian men feel stuck? Roy Wooten and Byron Myers discuss the hidden patterns that keep men trapped, why trying harder often isn't enough, and how lasting transformation begins with honest reflection, intentional action, and walking with God  Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship...

What does it mean to truly belong? In this episode of the Real Christian Manhood series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers explore why so many men hide behind masks, settle for fitting in, and struggle to be fully known. Together, they unpack the courage it takes to embrace authentic belonging, build trusted relationships, and experience the freedom that comes from living honestly before God and others....

 In this episode, Andy Spell is joined by Gordon Decker, a Navigator missionary, former law enforcement officer, and longtime disciple-maker. Gordon shares how The Crucible Project helped him move beyond people-pleasing, experience God's love more deeply, and embrace healing through authentic community. It's an encouraging conversation about identity, discipleship, and learning to trust...

Podcaster Andy Spell is joined by Crucible Coach Jeremy Driver to share about the importance of not doing life alone. Hearing his move from isolation to community and the impact to everything in his life. For more information checkout TheCrucibleProject.org As a man or woman of faith, do you long to live at a deeper level of authenticity, passion and power? Unlike any Christian retreat you’ve atte...

Crucible Women’s Ministry Leader Lisa Modrzejewski interviews Business Leader and Crucible Board Member Nicole Dominguez as she shares how her experiences within Crucible significantly improved her leadership within the business community and in leading her company. Her soul work journey has led her to give herself grace and exhibit grace at a greater degree to others. For more information checkou...

This Father's Day, Roy Wooten is joined by Dr. Mike Ayers—author, educator, pastor, and founder of FatherFriend.net—to explore the power of intentional fatherhood. Drawing from his own story and years of experience, Dr. Mike shares practical wisdom on being present, leading with purpose, and loving your children well through every stage of life. Here are some of the topics we cover in our pod...

In this episode, Andy Spell sits down with Harry Swanson to share his journey from woundedness to healing. After years of carrying the childhood belief that he was unlovable, Harry found himself at a crossroads that led him to The Crucible Project. Through his story, Harry explores how our deepest wounds can shape our relationships, our identity, and our walk with God—and how healing begins when w...

What if the greatest challenge to your leadership isn't a lack of skill, experience, or vision—but an unmet need for affirmation? In this episode, Tim Rush sits down with longtime Crucible Project leader Bob Locascio to explore how woundedness and the desire for approval can quietly shape the way we lead. Drawing from decades of leadership experience, Bob shares his personal journey of recogn...

In a culture where trust is increasingly fragile, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers explore how distrust impacts our relationships, leadership, faith, and sense of self. Discover practical steps for healing trust wounds and learn why biblical manhood is rooted in courageous trust rather than fear and control. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritua...

On this episode of The Crucible Project Podcast, host and pastor Andy Spell interviews Kenny Johnston about the painful effects of self-loathing and shame. Kenny shares how those struggles led him to feel worthless and invisible, and the conversation explores the emotional and spiritual impact of those beliefs. This episode offers a candid look at shame, identity, and the hope of healing. It is a...

Podcaster Armando Batista is joined by Jonathan Moynihan, Pastor of Mosaic Christian Church in Maryland. Jonathan shares his journey that resulted in him doing the work and living differently. For more information checkout TheCrucibleProject.org As a man or woman of faith, do you long to live at a deeper level of authenticity, passion and power? Unlike any Christian retreat you’ve attended, The Cr...

Andy Spell sits down with Brittany Duke for a vulnerable conversation about childhood trauma, mother wounds, and the path toward healing. Brittany shares how her early experiences shaped her life and how The Crucible Project has supported her as she moves forward. This episode is for anyone seeking hope, healing, and practical encouragement after childhood pain. Here are some of the topics we cove...

Podcaster Tim White is joined by longtime Pastor and Crucible Leader John Casey from Colorado Springs, CO. John shares his personal journey into self-compassion and life changing grace. For more information checkout TheCrucibleProject.org As a man or woman of faith, do you long to live at a deeper level of authenticity, passion and power? Unlike any Christian retreat you’ve attended, The Crucible...

Dive into a heartfelt conversation with Chris Cooper and host, Andy Spell, as Chris delves into the life-changing weekend with the Crucible Project that unlocked his inner strength and reshaped his approach to leadership, faith, and authenticity. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Lif...

In this captivating conversation with The Crucible Project Podcast host Neil Harbison, Aaron Bahn recounts his transformative journey from military service and personal struggles to finding community, honesty, and grace through the Crucible Project. He delves into how confronting mental health challenges, embracing conflict resolution, and nurturing supportive relationships have led to profound gr...

**Explicit Content about sexual addiction and abuse.** Prepare to be seen, heard, and healed. In this powerful conversation, Doug Carpenter, a seasoned psychologist and author, bravely unpacks the deeply hidden wounds of sexual abuse, shame, and the path toward recovery. If you're tired of darkness hiding your truth, this episode is your call to step into the light and reclaim your life. Here...

**Explicit Content about sexual addiction and abuse.** This episode unearths the raw, messy, and brave truths about male sexual abuse, shame, and healing. With Dr. Doug Carpenter, a psychologist and author, we dive deep into the complex journey from childhood trauma to adult recovery, confronting shame, and rewriting the narrative of brokenness into strength. If you're ready to face what’s be...

Are you feeling stuck, restless, or like something's missing despite doing everything "right"? In this episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers dive deeper into the often unspoken inner battles of successful Christian men who appear to have it all together but feel far from fulfilled. When success masks a deeper gap, what’s really going on beneath the surface? Join us as we expose the tr...

In this episode of the Crucible Project podcast, Tim Rush interviews Judson Poling, a long-time leader in the Crucible Project. They discuss Judson's journey into men's work, his reluctant approach to leadership, and the importance of feedback and encouragement in developing future leaders. Judson shares personal anecdotes and insights on how to identify potential leaders and the signifi...