My dog will eat my face

I've fought many hard battles to improve my life lately - and won. And now, I find myself wanting to go further, to reduce my medical suffering and to even adopt a new pooch. #dying #side effects #heart failure #hope #adopting www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

I pose the question, after so much loss, and while I'm so much suffering, why am I still alive? I think I found the answer. Support the podcast more at www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #survival #staying alive

Bonus episode, done on the fly. It's a new year, and I hope it's a good one for us all. Also someone died. Meh. #death #Betty White #New Year www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

A bonus holiday episode and quick update for listeners. Plus some more China flashback storytelling. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #saturnalia #China

In this podcast I discuss my difficulty in staying aloft and find happiness and how I resort to the minimal gain for fear of lack of no gain. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #happiness #depression #disease

A brief health update and the sharing of some personal experiences: could they be a sign of some sort of afterlife awaiting? Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #paranormal #afterlife

More and more I see the world today suffering from its own affliction of horrendous fear, and see it taking away life before it could even have a chance. This is my brief analysis of this and why I refuse to go the same way. support the podcast more by going to http://www. Patreon.con/mydogwilleatmyface #heart #heart failure #heart failure #fear #covid #violence

In this episode I will try to explore my recent "loss" and see if I can find a way out of the valley of grief that has shattered me. The ending may be surprising. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #seneca #dog #stoicsm #loss

I have lost my best friend, my true companion in life, my everything: my fluffy butt, Nero. This video is not monetized. #death #dog #animal #support #dying #alone Support the podcast more by going to http://Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

I've always been steadfast and fiercely alone, but operating that way is starting to fail. And I'm not sure how to remedy that. Also, happy thanksgiving! Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #life style #heart failure #adapting #thanksgiving

The rambling rantings of a dying man begin in this first podcast. An introduction and brief foundational start of this journey into the abyss. Yippee!! #hospice #journal #dying #heart Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

A remediate analysis of what it means to live "well," especially when facing the end of the road. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #life style #heart failure

"Bonus" episode (if you want to call it that). And a random story about ransom and welcome mats. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

Facing dangerous situations is ubiquitous in life; I summarize my most recent dangers and decide how best to face them. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #employment #self defense

How I have dealt with danger to-date has been less than stellar. I tend to run or hide from danger, which is no good in my current struggle. How can I better battle this current danger? Also, some very unsavory examples of my failures at handling danger. #hospice #heart #dying #Marcus Aurelias #Danger #Fight or Flight Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

A quick discussion of overcoming internal crises that don't exist, in myself and others. Also, is my nurse hitting on me? #hospice #heart #dying #Marcus Aurelias #Crisis Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

Brief health update for friends and family (and the morbidly curious). Things have become much worse, details within... #hospice #heart #dying

In this brief, "bonus" episode this week I provide a much needed update regarding my health: where it's at, and where it's going. #hospice #heart #dying #death #heart failure Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

A short summary of my more wacky adventures overseas, and the lessons I have learned from those events that I still carry with me today. #travel #hospice #heart #dying Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

This episode will discuss the emotional fallout from the dying process, at least for me. This is only to-date, of course, and I have a long ways to go. #hospice #heart #dying #death Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

Here I describe what my experience has been like physically, and why it has made gravity my arch nemesis. #hospice #heart #dying Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

What the heck is wrong with me anyway? How do I think I daily cope with it? What's the correct pronunciation of Aeneid? #hospice #journal #dying #heart Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

In this podcast, I describe my battle with terminal congestive heart failure, and other medical issues I've had since birth, due to a congenital birth defect. While I've lived longer than anyone expected, I'm now in home hospice, facing the universe of the unknown, and the acute presence of my own mortality. This is a story of survival, living a good life, how I feel with respect to death, and som...