i'm just a blogger.

26 28.01.2025 4:14 ↓

just a life update. nothing really.

25 28.01.2025 5:49 ↓

i just wanna be a winner.

24 27.01.2025 16:17 ↓

as the kids say, i have to lock in. photo taken 3.18.24. it felt fitting.

23 26.01.2025 1:21 ↓

sleepy mumbling.

22 24.01.2025 21:03 ↓

despite my tone, i’m very happy. just a bit stuck.

21 23.01.2025 16:42 ↓

last chance to stay alive, save my relationship, and idk. be a human. update: didn’t get one of the jobs. got the rejection email.

20 22.01.2025 6:10 ↓

more complaining. praying a miracle happens soon.

19 20.01.2025 8:54 ↓

voicenote to my friend. yesterday was her wedding and my first wedding. i’m blogging about it later, but i am still just so enamored by the ritual of it all. so beautiful and just ugh. so many emotions. which is why i need to blog. so bye.

18 18.01.2025 15:14 ↓

freelancer complaints. tiktok ban. what are my priorities these days really? (don’t worry, i list them)

17 17.01.2025 4:18 ↓

voice note to my love. pretty much sums up todays feelings. i have an interview in a little over an hour and another tonight. and i have to find a way to make my face look as though i’m not completely diminished.

16 17.01.2025 31:17 ↓

deciphering my dreams. sorry for my voice cracking. i just woke up.

15 16.01.2025 1:04 ↓

nothing to see here.

14 14.01.2025 15:28 ↓

just a lot of complaining.

13 13.01.2025 20:23 ↓

word vomit.

12 12.01.2025 7:27 ↓

voicenote to my best friend. unexpected breakdown. per usual.

11 11.01.2025 12:20 ↓

i just want to feel safe for once in my life.

10 11.01.2025 1:16 ↓

nothing to say.

9 10.01.2025 9:20 ↓

praying for california. and my partner. and myself.

8 09.01.2025 6:10 ↓

slept all day. going back to sleep. and relationship stuff. i miss us.

7 07.01.2025 25:52 ↓

generational chain breaker type shit. i’m actually exhausted and want to be left alone. stalk in silence if you must. (this is a family rant)

6 06.01.2025 12:08 ↓

job hunting, or job preying? relationship stuff despair

5 06.01.2025 10:43 ↓

relationship, job hunting, cutting out my uterus.

4 04.01.2025 9:42 ↓

crying and mr. holland’s opus.

3 04.01.2025 15:58 ↓

everyone should watch mr. holland’s opus. this is the article: US homelessness up 18% as affordable housing remains out of reach for many people

2 02.01.2025 13:19 ↓

my eggs are cold now. my love made me how often i eat a lot of things unnecessarily cold. maybe this is how i got comfortable with that part of my reality.