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writing an essay about (my) unemployment. watching a24’s “look into my eyes” — i feel like i’m being tricked. but i’ll come back and update when i finish watching. photo: i want to write about this, but it feels wrong to do so. i’m hesitant. going to keep watching how things progress first.

day recap. waking up. let’s me realistic. nap brb. photo: pinterest find. felt relevant.

i don’t remember what i was talking about towards the end, but the front side is about lying to myself. photo: showing babe the yogurt i eat almost every morning.

the wind sounds intense so i’m definitely on edge and feeling myself be jumpy. but it’s also oddly calming. in an eerie way. it sounds gothic, melancholic even. (guess who i read a lot of in high school? lol) 🚿🧼🎶 photo: i’m actually still GAGGED by how good this turned out to be. i went in with very low expectations, but noooo that was so fun.

(there’s danger afoot 🧐 basically) nostalgia. yellowjackets. bloom & rage. ((i also believe i started falling asleep.)) photo: how fitting. i saved this days ago.

i’m tired. my voice sounds weird. so here’s a voicenote to my love from today. real-life escape room 🫠 photo: this cover art made me realize i’d rather design an oracle deck instead of try to re-design my tarot deck. feels more intuitive.

feel like i’m always between breaking up with her or giving her a set of my apartment keys. i literally went into a hardware store today to get my keys copied to give to her this weekend. the only reason i didn’t is because they didn’t have any designs that i felt were cute enough for her so i left and started looking up home depots because they always have a wider selection. i’m determined to fin...

first team dinner de-briefing. also finally up my street. btw i did block out my name. idk why. i’m sure i prolly said it before. idk. no one really listens to these anyways. photo: i do want to go back to that place.

the artists way. the death of bill flay. luna being stressed about her tail. photo: currently playing monument valley 3. this series has a special home in my heart. i hope it never ends.

voicenote to my best friend. introspection around astrology. also, using my full brain. photo: just started planning the council on xbox. i love that it includes so much classical art. this is the crucifixion of saint peter, painted in 1601. he was crucified upside down, i believe as a sign of humility .

valentine’s day ramblings. inspired about work (such a capricorn smh) photo: accidentally typed this into my phone in my pocket. felt lucky.

mythic quest, season 3, episode 7. rambling, running on fumes i think. photo: took this today at work. it massaged my booty 😆

i’m delirious. photo: my job does bagel brunches on thursdays. just thinking about the lox cream cheese is making my mouth water.

me sounding insane for 7 minutes (😖). but it’s like, i didn’t do all this mental health work and process all this trauma and get diagnosed and do years of therapy to not be able to explain myself. very uncomfortable right now. my body feels jittery, like i want to come out of but also bury myself in my skin. hate having to remember, like “ugh, you’re really fucking insane bro and you really expec...

1. new job. renewed inspiration. 2. relationship reset. also renewed inspiration in a way (and lowkey an emotional moment because i deeply love Love and her). 3. spite is one of my favorite muses (and brainstorming my next collection) photo: feel like i should add a photo to each entry now. this one felt fitting. also a cool idea yeah? hmm. might noodle on it (😂)

first day of new job. relationship stuff. apple cider vinegar. goodnight.

don’t care about superbowl, just an excuse to hang with a friend and watch kendrick live on a huge tv. relationship stuff, kind of, not really. and, noodling.

currently: organizing my life. watching: apple cider vinegar playing: ugh too many things, but i did play my sims 4 today something about time.

really just be going through my to do list. writer things. feelings about life. plans about life.

yes, i send podcast-length voice notes to my friends. sue me. relationship stuff blah blah.

relationship stuff new cozy games released new client gilmore girls headache.

happy 25th anniversary to the sims. here’s me reading a blog post about my current sims story.

weekend recap. mini dream interpretation. menstruation talk (make it stop). cuddles with luna. complaints about worst season of gilmore girls. photo: the first book i finished this year. outdrawn by deanna grey. so good. deeply enjoyed and had too many reflective moments as in, made my think about my own hyper independence and hours it affects my relationship(s).

something like an end of month reflection.

i am loved.