Mackenzie Engram

Wonderfully Broken

Religion EN ↓ 47 episodes

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, a deeply personal journey initiated by Mackenzie Engram. Back in 2020, in the depths of her despair, Mackenzie cried out to the Lord about how she felt so incredibly broken. The Lord’s gentle response, "Yes, my daughter, but it’s a wonderful thing," is the cornerstone of this podcast's message. Wonderfully Broken is a sanctuary for exploring the messiness of real life, anchored in truth and relatability. Picking up our cross daily often means facing the breaking of various aspects of our lives, which can be incredibly challenging. Emphasizing that suc...

Author

Mackenzie Engram

Category

Religion

Podcast website

www.buzzsprout.com

Latest episode

Jun 2, 2026

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Episodes

Q & A Time | All Things Faith & Life 02.06.2026

You asked, I answered! 🤍  In this episode, I'm sitting down to answer your questions about faith, life, and everything in between. From the best and worst advice I've received to staying faithful during hard seasons, mentors who have impacted me, and things the Lord has been teaching me lately, we're covering a little bit of it all.  Grab a coffee and come hang out with me!

The Weight of Waiting | Finding the Beauty in it All 01.05.2026

Waiting isn’t just hard; it can feel heavy, confusing, and even painful. In this episode, we’re talking about what it really looks like to wait on God. From David’s dread, to Hannah’s grief, to the Israelites’ struggle, and ultimately the beauty we see through Jesus… the Bible shows us that waiting isn’t one emotion, it’s layers. If you’ve ever found yourself asking “how long, God?” or wondering w...

Stop Trying. Just Be. | Learning how To Abide in the Lord 01.04.2026

In today’s episode, we’re talking about what it really means to abide in the Lord . We’re walking through John 15:1–8 and shifting the focus from performing for God to simply staying connected to Him. I’m sharing what I’m learning in real time—definitely not perfect, but growing in what it looks like to remain in Him daily. I hope this encourages you as much as it has encouraged me. Love you, guys...

I don't want to Perform | The reality of Performative Christianity 04.03.2026

In this episode, we’re talking about something I’ve been wrestling with personally… performative Christianity. Showing up. Saying the right things. Doing the “Christian” habits. But internally? Feeling disconnected. Unmotivated. Going through the motions. In this episode, I open up about where I actually am right now, not the polished version. We dive into Scripture, talk about what it looks like...

Going Again, After Sin | Falling back into the Same Sin we Promised The Lord We Would Never Do Again 18.02.2026

This episode is about something we don’t talk about enough, going back to the very thing you told God you’d never do again. There’s shame. There’s guilt. There’s frustration. And there’s that heavy feeling of “How did I end up here again?” But instead of hiding, spiraling, or buying into the lies that try to tell me I’ve gone too far, I’m choosing to get back up. We’re talking about what I’m medit...

Sit Like Mary | Learning How to Sit Well 07.01.2026

In this episode, I’m walking through the story of Mary and Martha and the tension we often feel between doing and being. I’m in a season where I truly believe the Lord is calling me to sit at His feet, to slow down, to listen, and to stop striving the way Martha did. We talk through the scriptures, what I feel the Lord has been gently revealing to me, and how serving Him isn’t wrong—but it’s not m...

A Beautiful Mess | Where I've Been These Last 4 Months 24.12.2025

5 months of silence doesn’t mean absence. It means I needed space to sit with God, be honest with Him, and walk through some heavy things instead of around them. The ending of this year hasn’t been easy, and I’m still in the fire, but I’m learning that real faith isn’t pretending everything’s okay. It’s bringing God exactly how you are and trusting Him to meet you there. I’m thankful to be back. G...

Yap Session | Sometimes, We Just Need to Talk 13.08.2025

In this episode, I sit down with my best friend Gissell, who you’ve heard from before, for one of our unfiltered yap sessions . No script, no plan, just two friends talking about the real and raw parts of walking with the Lord. We cover it all: grief, backsliding, performance mindset, the struggle to believe God is good, His unshakable love, sin, grace, and so much more. It’s honest, sometimes hea...

It's a Journey - Part 2 23.07.2025

In Part 2 of this conversation with my dear friend and brother in Christ, Amanuel Gant, we go even deeper into what sanctification looks like in real time. We talk through the daily wrestle of the flesh and the Spirit, how God is constantly refining us, and how we can stay rooted even when we fall short. Amanuel opens up about some of the tougher seasons of his walk and how the Lord faithfully bro...

It's a Journey - A Conversation on Sanctification & Growing with Christ with Amanuel Gantt 10.07.2025

In this episode, Mackenzie talks with someone who’s like a brother to her, Amanuel Gantt. A trusted friend and constant encouragement in her walk with the Lord, Amanuel offers wisdom, honesty, and real-life perspective in this powerful conversation about sanctification, what it means, how it unfolds over time, and how to keep moving forward even when we fall.  They discuss the truth that we’re all...

You Can't Help but to Fall in Love with Him | Cultivating Intimacy with the Lord with Haley Clark 25.06.2025

Cultivating Intimacy with the Lord (with Haley Clark)In this powerful episode, Mackenzie is joined by her best friend, Haley Clark, for a heartfelt conversation all about intimacy with the Lord. Haley opens up and shares part of her own story, along with the wisdom God has given her through her journey of faith. Together, they dive into what intimacy with God truly means, how to cultivate it in ou...

Faith, Health, & Fitness | How to Honor the Lord with our Bodies with Ericka Clifford 11.06.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In this episode, I sat down with my best friend, Ericka to have a much-needed conversation around faith, health, and fitness, a topic that doesn’t get talked about enough in the Church. 💪🏽🙏🏼 We unpacked the beauty and the struggles of physical health, how to build better habits i...

It's Time! | When The Promise Comes 28.05.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In today's episode, Mackenzie returns with a powerful word that’s been on her heart. In this episode, she shares what God’s been doing in her life and challenges listeners with a bold question: When the promise comes, will you run… or will you trust God and walk in? Drawing from...

Happy 1 Year | Taking a trip down memory lane 04.04.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. Wow… we’ve made it to ONE YEAR of the Wonderfully Broken podcast — and what a journey it’s been. In today’s special anniversary episode, we’re taking a trip down memory lane and revisiting the conversations that have shaped this space. From healing and obedience to purpose, identity,...

Costly not Cutesy | An Unfiltered Faith Chat 19.03.2025

In this unfiltered, unprompted conversation, Mackenzie and her best friend Gissell  let the Spirit lead as they dove into the beauty and struggles of walking with the Lord . They open up about health, the challenges of obedience, the battle against darkness, and the hope they find in Christ —even in life’s hardest moments. They touch on suicide, mental health, and the weight of following God’s pat...

The Trusted Surgeon | Being Cut on by The Lord 05.03.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In this episode, I’m getting real and vulnerable about where I am right now—deep in an uncomfortable season with the Lord . He’s plucking, pruning, and removing things from my life, and while I know it’s for my good, it’s still hard . I’m healing, letting go, and honestly struggling...

Okay—but how?! | How to live a Holy Lifestyle with the Lord 19.02.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In this episode, I dive into the importance of living a holy lifestyle and what that truly means as a follower of Christ. Holiness isn’t about perfection—it’s about daily surrender, obedience, and a heart that seeks to honor God in all things. I share practical ways to pursue holines...

Giving God Your Yes | Obeying God Even When It's Hard 05.02.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In this episode, I open up about my personal struggles with obedience—facing fears, letting go of control, and truly trusting what the Lord is telling me. Obedience isn’t always easy, but God’s plans are always greater than our own. I encourage you to seek Him, lean into His guidance...

NO! NO! And NO! || Breaking Free from the Spirit of Fear 22.01.2025

In this podcast, I share my personal testimony of how the spirit of fear once controlled my life—and how I'm overcoming it, one step at a time. Fear can be a paralyzing force, subtly attacking our minds and holding us back from living in the fullness of God’s purpose for us. Join me as I dive deep into what the spirit of fear is, how it operates, and how we can walk in the authority God has g...

Happy New Year!! | How We Can Make This Year A Good One! 08.01.2025

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. Happy New Year!!! 🎉 In this episode, I’m diving into how we can make this year our year . I’m sharing practical tips to set yourself up for success, encouraging you to have faith, and reminding you to stay expectant for all the amazing things ahead. I reveal my word of the year, ref...

Suffering is a Privilege | There is Hope in the Midst of Our Pain 06.01.2025

It was just brought to my attentio that this episode was never posted on it's orginal post date (12/25/24)! My sincerest apologies for the oversight. We’ll make sure to do better moving forward! Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In this powerful episode, Mackenzie dives deep into the often misunderstood topic of...

It's Okay!! | 5 Tips on How to get out of that Rut! 11.12.2024

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In this episode, Mackenzie dives into the all-too-common experience of feeling stuck in a rut and offers powerful, faith-filled insights on how to break free with God’s guidance. Whether you’re facing spiritual stagnation, emotional burnout, or just the weight of everyday life, Macke...

Golden Year | 10 Things I Learned in Year 28 27.11.2024

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In today’s episode, Mackenzie takes a moment to reflect on the year gone by and the powerful lessons she's learned along the way. In this special episode, she shares 10 impactful things the Lord has taught her in the past year—lessons of growth, faith, grace, and transformation....

Q & A | You asked. I answered. 20.11.2024

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord.  In today's episode, Mackenzie is answering all the questions! Some fun and some spiritual! Hope you enjoy! 

Holy Holy Holy | Having a Healthy Fear of the Lord 13.11.2024

Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, where we explore the beauty of life's flaws together with the Lord. In today’s episode, Mackenzie opens up about a powerful conviction she experienced over the weekend. She shares her thoughts on the alarming lack of the "Fear of God" within the church today. Drawing from John Bevere's teaching on the awe and reverence we should have f...

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