Winning the Divine Lottery

In this episode, I pull back the curtain and share something honest:I don’t know where this podcast is going. I’ve thought about quitting. I’ve thought about moving to YouTube. I’ve thought about going solo and ditching the guest format altogether. I’m in a transition — and rather than resisting it, I’m finally letting it be what it is. I know something is being birthed through me, and I can feel...

What would happen if you stopped trying to be perfect? If you finally let go of the pressure to fit in and started owning every messy, wild, beautiful part of who you are? In this high-energy, no-BS episode, I’m joined by Krista Lee—the powerhouse behind a jewelry brand that’s all about cheering women on and reminding us of our worth. Her bold collection (yes, she literally launched a line called...

It’s my birthday on Monday—my last year in my 40s—and I want to make it my most epic year yet. So I’m inviting you in to help me celebrate in the most me way possible: with divine dares. If you know my heart, my work, or this podcast, you know I live for those soul-expanding moments that spark generosity, spontaneity, and magic. So, if something comes to you that might stretch my heart open—bring...

What if everything you think you’re chasing—love, success, validation—is actually just your soul trying to find you? In this episode, I flip the script on desire and share a powerful story about the moment I realized: I am the jackpot. You are too. You’ll also get tangible tools and powerful questions to help you: • Identify the familiar, addictive emotions keeping you stuck in old stories • Pinpo...

After my dad died, a powerful and unexpected connection unfolded when my brother and I discovered the Men’s Shed in Lethbridge — a community where men come together for connection, healing, and support. That’s where I met Mark Vella. Mark turned out to be so much more than the man running the Men’s Shed. Originally from Australia and now living in Canada, Mark is also a men’s coach who helps guide...

In this deeply personal episode, I share a real and raw moment that unfolded between my mom and me—one that brought up unexpected emotions, old questions, and an invitation to rise. When I first heard she was getting remarried, it stirred something inside me. At first, I wanted to avoid the feelings. To bypass the ache. But I knew this wasn’t just about her choice—it was about what was being awake...

In this powerful episode, I share what it was like to speak at the Time to Rise Summit—just eight days after breaking my wrist. I showed up on stage with a cast on my arm and a fire in my soul… and it cracked something wide open. I dive deep into worthiness—how we’ve been conditioned to think we need to earn it, prove it, or get someone else’s approval. But here’s the truth:You’re already worthy....

This week, I’m keeping it short and soft. With a broken wrist and a deep need to gift myself space to heal, I recorded this audio-only episode as a gentle reflection. I share a glimpse into my psychic journey and how, in hindsight, it feels like the universe was whispering messages to me before my fall. This is more of a dialogue than a monologue—an invitation into deeper curiosity. Have you ever...

What if you could spend money before you actually have it? Not in a reckless way, but in a vibrational, energetic way that aligns you with your desires before they physically show up? In this soulosode, I share a fun (and powerful) story about walking into a store and trying on a $1,000 blazer—not because I was going to buy it that day, but because I was playing in the field of abundance. And righ...

What happens when you hit rock bottom, and no one even knows? Mike Waller was living a double life—on the outside, functioning. On the inside, completely lost in addiction. After losing both of his parents and inheriting their house, he spiraled into addiction, hiding a crack cocaine habit from everyone around him. Even as he sat eating cereal from a styrofoam cup with his daughter, he couldn’t se...

In this powerful episode, we hear the incredible story of Ventson Donelson, a former Roughrider in the CFL, who experienced one devastating challenge after another—pushing him to the brink and beyond. After multiple injuries, including a severe brain injury, Ventson was forced to leave the country, lose jobs, and walk away from millions of dollars. Yet, through it all, he found the courage to rise...

In this deeply inspiring episode, we dive into the powerful journey of transforming pain into purpose. Yves, a psychotherapist and mental health advocate, shares his personal story of feeling lost, battling depression, and hitting a life-defining moment where he decided to stop being a shadow of himself. From struggling with uncertainty and emotional turmoil to embracing a new chapter in life, Yve...

What if your body is in survival mode—and you don’t even know it? That’s exactly what Pauline realized one day, and it changed everything. In this episode, Pauline shares her extraordinary healing journey, moving from chronic ailments to deep transformation. She asked a powerful question: If the body is designed to heal itself, why isn’t it? That single inquiry led her down a path of self-discover...

One year ago today, my dad transitioned into the quantum field. Today, powerful messages came through, not just for me, but for you too. So, in the energy of the moment, I hit record. This episode is a transmission. A call to step fully into your dreams. A reminder that:✨ Go all in on your dreams until you see them fully demonstrated in your physical reality.✨ To lead your life, you must first b...

Most people just listen to podcasts. But this episode? This is one you play. What if you could completely wipe the slate clean and step into a new reality—just by shifting your consciousness? What if life is actually a divine playground, and you’re the jackpot? In this episode, I’m inviting you into a 24-hour experiment to actually play the game of Winning the Divine Lottery—not just hear about it...

What happens when you let go of the need to know? When you stop trying to control, prove, or force—and instead, simply allow? In this episode, I sat down with no plan, no script, and no idea what would come through. And what happened was… pure magic. I spoke about the deep-rooted beliefs of “not enough” and “something is wrong with me”—how they keep us stuck in control, proving, and chasing. But t...

In this powerful episode, I sit down with Dan King, a spiritual conduit, for an incredibly rich and raw conversation about life, loss, and purpose. Dan opens up about losing everything financially—only to realize that hardship was divinely orchestrated. It allowed him to be present for his mother after she suffered a stroke—an experience that not only saved her life in that moment but also gifted...

In this episode of Winning the Divine Lottery, we dive into the timeless wisdom of Florence Scovel Shinn, a mystical teacher from the 1940s whose teachings transformed the way I speak—both externally and internally. I share how I first discovered her work and the profound impact her book, The Complete Works of Florence Scovel Shinn, has had on my life. Together, we unpack some of my favorite and m...

In this solo episode, I dive deep into the power of awareness and how it plays a pivotal role in transforming old subconscious programs that may be running your life. We explore how these patterns are formed, how to recognize when they’re showing up, and what steps to take to shift out of the familiar into the new. I’ll also share a personal story about a recent experience with my 16-year-old son,...

In this insightful episode of Winning the Divine Lottery, we welcome Jelena Tesanovich, a nationally board-certified and trauma-trained Functional Medicine Health and Wellness Coach , to discuss the profound relationship between nervous system regulation and healing from autoimmune conditions. Jelena shares her personal journey of overcoming two autoimmune diseases, shedding light on the essential...

How much do you think you’re worth? In this episode, I share the story of The Tipping Game, a generosity experiment that started with one bold question: What do you want to receive for a tip? When someone chose zero dollars, it sparked a movement of self-worth, value, and abundance that’s changed my life—and others. What started as playful curiosity has evolved into a ripple effect of generosity,...

What if life is constantly trying to give you your heart’s desires, but you’re unknowingly standing in your own way? In this episode, I dive into how the universe works tirelessly in your favor, even when you’re not conscious of it. I’ll share a powerful example of how life aligns to give you exactly what you need and explore the ways we resist these blessings—through self-doubt, worry, and the ne...

What if 2025 could be your most fulfilling year yet—without setting a single New Year’s resolution? In this enlightening episode of Winning the Divine Lottery, we uncover the secret to creating a life of true fulfillment by focusing on experiences, not goals. It’s not about what you achieve, but how you experience yourself in the things you desire. The Divine Lottery is unconditional and unlimited...

In this heartfelt conversation, I sit down with Jennifer Polansky, a graceful and genuine soul whose work with women inspires them to come home to themselves. Jennifer reminds us that our voice is a sacred tool—deeply connected to our root, our worthiness, and our power. In this episode, we explore: • The sacred connection between our voice and our sense of self. • How using your voice can heal, e...

In this solo episode, I’m sharing a deeply personal and transformational experience from my week-long workshop with Dr. Joe Dispenza. For years, I carried an old program—a story that drained my energy and kept me stuck. But during this incredible journey, I liberated that energy, reclaimed my power, and experienced firsthand how creation and manifestation truly work. Join me as I dive into: • The...