When I'm Honest

This week, I get very personal about how unemployed life has been for the past few months. I do a little interview with myself, asking questions like: how did you get unemployed? What kind of jobs are you looking for? What are your next steps? I discuss my struggles in finding meaningful work, feeling disconnected from the work I did previously, wishing for a job with less screen time, and being a...

Hello, lovely listeners! Today I'm talking about technology, or more like anti-technology. I take you through an article I read on Friction-Maxxing ( ⁠which you can read here⁠ ), along with some YouTube Videos I watched about how being chronocially offline is the new cool ( ⁠watch here⁠ ) and how we no longer have hobbies for pleasure ( ⁠watch here⁠ ). I also talk about how I no longer want to con...

The year is just beginning, and I've found myself gravitating towards childhood joys. From buying a Barbie phone to creating a 2026 bingo board filled with fun adventures for my inner child to delight in. I discuss the possibility of how, in becoming more authentic, I am returning to my childhood interests like photography. Life is just too short to be serious all the time, and we need to learn ho...

It's the new year! and I'm sick as a dog :( But I pulled out what I call a "personal podcast" which I recorded last summer. Basically, it was back when I had a dream of having my own podcast, but felt like I was stuck creating for external validation, so I recorded some "personal podcasts" that I wasn't planning on sharing with anyone. But alas, here I am. ;D In thi...

In this episode, I talk about anger. It's one of my least favorite emotions on the spectrum, and I don't like myself when I'm angry. I used to identify with having a temper, and I reflect on my history with reactivity, and how becoming a parent to a toddler has brought this emotion back into my body in ways I wasn’t prepared for. I share tools my somatic therapist has taught me to safe...

In this episode, the plan went out the window. I had an outline, a topic, a neat little structure, but none of it felt right. So I tossed it and hit record anyway. I talk about the joy of doing things alone, how freeing it is to try new experiences. I also talk about why I think most advice is ultimately pointless, because deep down, we already know the truth we’re searching for. I also share why...

In this episode, I dive into one of my favorite yearly rituals: choosing a word of the year - a theme that sets the tone for how I want to grow, feel, and move through my life. I revisit the words I’ve chosen in the past and share how each one shaped me in unexpected ways. I talk about this year’s word, Inner Work , and how it became the catalyst for dismantling fears, uncovering old stories, and...

In this episode, I talk about something most of us carry in silence: guilt - the weight of the things we wish we hadn’t said, done, or avoided. I share my own history with guilt and how easily it can turn into rumination, anxiety, and self-punishment if we don’t know how to process it. The thing we often forget is everyone makes mistakes. Everyone gets it wrong sometimes. And none of us are meant...

In this episode, I unpack the trap of waiting. Waiting for the perfect equipment to start creating, perfect skin to feel confident, a sign from the universe to make a move, or the perfect version of ourselves to finally feel worthy. I explore the truth behind manifesting and chasing goals. If we can’t find contentment on the journey, we won’t magically feel fulfilled when we reach the destination....

In this episode, I look back at the past twelve months and trace the moments that reshaped my life. From rediscovering creativity to finding community, from healing my body to trusting my intuition, this year has been a series of small steps that added up to big change. I read a personal essay about where I was last November - lost, uncertain, and trying so hard to figure out the future - and refl...

In this episode, I explore what purpose and meaning truly mean to me. How I’ve found them at different stages of my life and the times when I’ve had neither. I talk about the seasons where I felt directionless, how the absence of purpose affected my mental health. I reflect on the places where meaning can come from, especially in regards to work, career, and family. And I question whether I can fi...

Lately, I’ve been reflecting on divine timing — and how often life’s detours become the direction we were meant to take. In this episode, I talk about the synchronicities that shaped my story: how I met Mads, how unemployment gave me the space to create, and how saying yes to an intuition led me to discover passions and meet very impactful people in my life. Do you believe in free will or fate? Or...

I’ve always wondered how I’m perceived, and it’s bothered me that I’ll never really know. In this episode, I talk about the fine line between being inspired by someone and trying to become them. About admiration, imitation, and how easily perception shapes who we think we are. I share how watching The Materialists made me reflect on identity, influence, and the versions of myself I’ve performed al...

In this first episode, I talk about why it’s taken me so long to start this podcast - fear of failure, fear of judgement, and the quiet pull to share that never went away. I reflect on what it means when something keeps calling you back, and what my future self would tell me about beginning anyway. Maybe it’ll make you think about what you’ve been holding back too. Instagram: @suebeinghuman