Stephanie Duran
Weaving Happiness Through Grief with Stephanie Duran
Welcome to Weaving Happiness Through Grief. Hi, I’m Stephanie, your host. I’m a mother of two, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a runner, a world traveler, and a storyteller. But there’s one title I never imagined carrying: widow. In each episode, we’ll explore the complexities of a terminal diagnosis, the profound experience of loss, the often-controversial conversation around dignified dying, and the courageous journey of rediscovering happiness—even in the depths of grief. Before I lost the love of my life, we often spoke about sharing our journey—the soaring highs, the heart-wrenching lows,...
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Stephanie Duran
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Sep 4, 2025
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Episodes
Season 1 | Episode 27: Empowered! 04.09.2025 12:20
In the powerful season finale of Weaving Happiness Through Grief, Stephanie stands fully in her truth, strong, grounded, and empowered. After walking through the darkest valleys of loss and transformation, she reminds us that while grief shapes us, it does not define us. With wisdom hard-earned through love, heartbreak, and healing, she reflects on the mindset that carried her forward: one built o...
Season 1 | Episode 26: Moving Half Way Around The World 28.08.2025 9:45
In this episode, Stephanie shares the whirlwind reality of uprooting her life and preparing for a bold move across the globe. After deciding to join Tim on a new adventure in Melbourne, Australia, the excitement quickly gave way to lists, logistics, and lingering emotions. From selling the salon she and Jeff built together to renting out her home and making the deeply personal decision to part wit...
Season 1 | Episode 25: A New Adventure Awaits 21.08.2025 9:32
In this exciting and heartfelt episode, Stephanie shares the unexpected twist that life threw her way just as things were beginning to settle into a beautiful rhythm. With her relationship with Tim blossoming, her children thriving, and her home life finally feeling full again, the last thing she anticipated was a move halfway across the world. But when Tim, on the brink of retirement, is invited...
Season 1 | Episode 24: Re-opening Our Hearts As A Family 14.08.2025 9:56
In this heartfelt episode, Stephanie explores the delicate, often complex process of embracing new love while still honoring the love that was lost. As her relationship with Tim began to deepen, she found herself navigating the internal tug-of-war between remembering Jeff with reverence and building something beautiful with someone new. She reflects on the quiet comparisons, the subtle guilt, and...
Season 1 | Episode 23: The Next Chapter and Finding Love Again 07.08.2025 12:02
In this deeply uplifting episode, Stephanie opens her heart to share what it looks like to fall in love again after loss, after grief, and after questioning whether it could ever be possible. She walks us through the tender journey of introducing Tim, her new partner, to her children, navigating the layered emotions of opening her heart while still honoring Jeff. With grace and vulnerability, she...
Season 1 | Episode 22: A Fresh Start, Selling Our Home 31.07.2025 15:47
In this heartfelt and deeply personal episode, Stephanie opens up about one of the biggest shifts in her life after loss, saying goodbye to the home she shared with Jeff. With courage and clarity, she recounts the emotional process of deciding to sell the house, recognizing that while the memories were sacred, the space had become too large for the new chapter she was stepping into. From her solo...
Season 1 | Episode 21: Re-entering The Dating Scene 24.07.2025 11:33
In this hilarious, vulnerable, and refreshingly honest episode, Stephanie takes us through the wild and unpredictable world of dating after loss. With decades between her last “official” date and now, stepping back into the dating scene felt like entering a foreign country, complete with awkward firsts, mismatched expectations, and jaw-dropping surprises. From joining Match.com with cropped photos...
Season 1 | Episode 20: Turning Pain Into Purpose 18.07.2025 12:54
After navigating the heartbreak of loss and the quiet of what came after, Stephanie finds herself at a pivotal turning point: the decision to transform grief into meaningful action. In this episode, she shares how the spark of purpose returned through a simple invitation from her niece, to run a half marathon together. What began as a commitment to a race quickly evolved into something much more....
Season 1 | Episode 19: Finding My Identity Again 10.07.2025 10:34
After losing the love of her life, Stephanie found herself in an emotional fog, grappling not only with grief, but with the question so many face after loss: Who am I now? In this episode, she opens up about the first six to nine months following Jeff’s passing, when the roles that once defined her-partner, caretaker, advocate, were suddenly gone. She shares the slow, tender process of rediscoveri...
Season 1 | Episode 18: Celebration of Love and Finding Peace 03.07.2025 12:47
In this emotionally tender episode, Stephanie shares the events that followed Jeff’s passing and the conscious choices she made to honor his life and their love. Rather than defaulting to a traditional funeral, she created something deeply personal: a celebration of love. With music, candles, a soft pink and white setting, and meaningful rituals like lighting candles to represent each of their ble...
Season 1 | Episode 17: Dying With Dignity 03.07.2025 13:27
In this profoundly intimate episode, Stephanie invites us into the final chapter of her once-in-a-lifetime love story with Jeff. After years of fighting valiantly through cancer, pain, and loss of quality of life, Jeff made the brave decision to end his suffering through California’s Dying With Dignity Act. With deep compassion, Stephanie shares the day he looked at her and simply said, “Honeybee,...
Season 1 | Episode 16: Letting Go 20.06.2025 14:50
In this heart-wrenching and deeply courageous episode, Stephanie shares the unthinkable reality of reaching the point where loving someone means being willing to let them go. After years of fighting Jeff’s cancer, enduring countless treatments, and holding onto hope with every fiber of their beings, the conversation begins to shift from saving Jeff’s life to honoring the quality of the life he had...
Season 1 | Episode 15: Life And Death Decision 20.06.2025 11:50
In this emotionally charged episode, Stephanie recounts the morning of her anniversary, what should have been a day of celebration turned into one of the most critical moments of Jeff’s cancer journey. After weeks of declining health, Jeff's breathing became labored to the point of emergency. Despite his years of experience as a respiratory therapist, even he couldn't stabilize what was happening....
Season 1 | Episode 14: Making Memories of Us 07.06.2025 7:35
In this poignant and tender episode, Stephanie shares a powerful chapter in her and Jeff’s journey, one that began with laughter and ended with an unexpected detour. What started as a joyful family trip to celebrate birthdays and create memories turned into a medical emergency when Jeff suffered a fall that resulted in a broken hip. With resilience and grace, Stephanie recounts the days that follo...
Season 1 | Episode 13: Setting Aside The Possibility of Death, So We Could Live 29.05.2025 10:42
In this heart-opening episode, Stephanie reflects on one of the most profound lessons she and Jeff learned during their journey with cancer: how to live fully in the face of death. With a terminal diagnosis looming, they chose not to be defined by it. Instead, they embraced the present, leaned into joy, and committed to creating as many beautiful memories as possible. From spontaneous dances outsi...
Season 1 | Episode 12: Collateral Damage 22.05.2025 8:25
In this powerful and reflective episode, Stephanie speaks candidly about the aftermath of survival and what it really means to live with the consequences of life-saving treatment. While she and Jeff had succeeded in buying more time, the toll on his body was undeniable. From a feeding tube and vision complications to radiation-induced side effects like a hole in the roof of his mouth and hearing l...
Season 1 | Episode 11: My Lifeline 15.05.2025 15:00
When love is tested through unimaginable trials, the strength we find, both within ourselves and in those around us, can become our lifeline. In this episode, Stephanie opens up about the brutal reality of Jeff’s cancer treatments during the summer that pushed them to their limits emotionally, physically, and spiritually. From the raw pain of radiation burns and mouth sores to the heartbreak of wa...
Season 1 | Episode 10: You’re Either In, Or You’re In The Way 08.05.2025 9:29
When a loved one’s life is on the line, there's no room for hesitation, only action. In this powerful and defiant episode, Stephanie recounts the moment she stepped fully into warrior mode, advocating for Jeff when insurance barriers threatened to stand in the way of his life-saving treatment. What was supposed to be the beginning of hope, radiation and chemotherapy at one of the best cancer cente...
Season 1 | Episode 9: A Bucket List of New Memories 01.05.2025 10:03
When time becomes uncertain, memories become everything. In this emotionally rich episode, Stephanie shares the powerful moment when she and Jeff, just days before a life-altering surgery, chose hope over fear. With their hearts full of cautious optimism, they sat down for dinner at their favorite place, the Surf and Sand Hotel in Laguna Beach, and created a bucket list, not out of desperation, bu...
Season 1 | Episode 8: A Day of Hope & Buying More Time 24.04.2025 12:57
In this deeply moving episode, Stephanie shares the whirlwind of determination, desperation, and unwavering love that followed Jeff’s devastating diagnosis. Faced with a prognosis of just three to six months to live, she refused to sit still and let fate decide the outcome. What unfolded next was a race against time, countless calls to medical professionals, tapping into every resource, and holdin...
Season 1 | Episode 7: The Diagnosis - 3 to 6 Months! 17.04.2025 16:21
In this heartbreaking and emotionally raw episode, Stephanie takes us back to the moment everything changed. What started as an annoying, lingering sinus infection became something far more serious, a diagnosis that no one could have anticipated. After a series of inconclusive doctor visits and mounting symptoms, Jeff finally asked to be taken to the hospital. What followed was a devastating revel...
Season 1 | Episode 6: It Was Fine, Until It Wasn't 10.04.2025 9:05
What happens when everything finally feels like it's fallen into place, only to have it begin quietly unraveling? In this emotional episode, Stephanie shares the turning point in her and Jeff’s journey, when life seemed picture-perfect: new careers, a new home, and the joy of finally living under the same roof after years of long-distance love. Together, they had built a life filled with intention...
Season 1 | Episode 5: The Distance Was Unbearable 03.04.2025 16:13
Long-distance love is never easy but when the heart knows, it knows. In this powerful episode, Stephanie shares the deeply emotional journey of maintaining a cross-border relationship with Jeff, filled with airport goodbyes, missed flights, and tender moments that linger long after they're over. Whether it was a last-minute dash through security or an accidental fuel mishap that led to a missed fl...
Season 1 | Episode 4: Through The Eyes of A 5-Year Old 27.03.2025 13:49
In this tender and enchanting episode, Stephanie takes us deeper into the heart of her love story with Jeff-this time, through the eyes of an innocent five-year-old. As she shares treasured memories from a romantic weekend getaway in Laguna Beach, we begin to see how their love, as rich and magical as any fairy tale, had a way of touching the people around them. Whether it was a stranger offering...
Season 1 | Episode 3: Complete Opposites 20.03.2025 8:15
Love isn’t always about finding someone who mirrors you. It’s about discovering someone who complements you in unexpected ways. In this episode, Stephanie shares the beautiful and deeply personal story of her once-in-a-lifetime love with Jeff. On paper, they couldn’t have been more different. He was from a tiny hamlet in Canada, she was from the bustling city of Los Angeles. He grew up Catholic an...
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