Vanessa’s Lack Thereof

Just chatting it up again to young ladies to hopefully encourage them to make smarter long term decisions. You can’t change the past and mistakes as a human are inevitable so best to make decisions where the consequences will be worth it or at the very least, fixable (at least as it pertains to you). I’m here to shed light not judgment by sharing my humiliating stories and journey in the hopes tha...

Me speaking on my feelings as they occur with those closest to me before I push it down, push it down, push it down then go FUCKING PSYCHO over some small insignificant issue & confuse/scare ‘em. Progress woo!

A random but rather fun episode of me sharing my calendar bad ass motivations while discussing tithing to hopefully encourage all to consider tithing once, twice, or consistently.

It’s my 9 year wedding anniversary today and I felt called to speak to young women again about cultivating loving, loyal, respectful romantic relationships especially as it pertains to men. Things look different when you’re acting from a space of unconditional love 💗

Just here showing up again trying to be chill, insightful, abundant, phenomenal, high vibes n shit 💋✌🏾

Getting better at fighting respectfully overall although I’m still a long ways from excellence & being overall exceptional. Whatever it takes to build mental agility and toughness I am willing to do! Every day they will test you and I am getting a lil’ better here n there ✌🏾📻

Just me getting extremely passionate and popping off on women who choose to fuck with men in regards to his kids. And how I swear to god I’m going to lose my mind while y’all focus on abortion instead of planning BEFORE any potential pregnancy is even an issue. What’s wrong with you bitches? I didn’t get love either and you didn’t see my ass being this fucked up (although I was definitely 100% fuc...

Discussing why it’s important for me to be humble and kind in every day life. Sure I still struggle but I am 💯 times better than I once was and that makes me so proud. Also, you’re not superior & if you’re going to go out where people are offering products and services and tipping is required— 20% feels like an appropriate base line. And it increases in accordance to that individual’s willingness...

Talking about why people are calling harsh, unpopular, triggering words hate speech. If an opinion is expressed that is backed up with intensity as well as passion most label it “evil” without even taking time to consider the person, reasons, and if there is truth to it. It’s madness! I may be hated for saying the things I say but I must do what is right and just for mine and all’s highest good. S...

Just showing up for myself (if you can even call it that) 🙄😑

A conversation about how I’m currently doing with taking responsibility for shit that goes wrong whether I actually did it or not. Slow but progress for sure 😁

Does this even Fucking matter? Excuse me while I lose my marbles 🫠🫥

I’ve made a POWERFUL ass discovery about the way I intend on living my life especially in regards to my personal and business partnerships. If it’s a genuine commitment you can’t just runaway like a pussy ass bitch Vanessa! C’mon now!

“I’m a [goddamn] flamingo in a flock of pigeons 😫😤😶‍🌫️” — Lindsay Lohan, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

Ladies, hey 👋🏾 If the shoe fits… perhaps this is a wake up call ☎️

Me speaking to young girls on why I believe it would be ideal to be extremely picky about whom she chooses to have sexual encounters. Pregnancy is too late so prepare on your own as best you can while also remembering you don’t have to hate all men and be a total bitch about it to them. Your body your choice? Exactly. That’s why you strategize, prepare and consider variable changes so you can be a...

Been envisioning the latest King Arthur with that actor from that Sons of Anarchy show. If you don’t like movie spoilers and you haven’t watched King Arthur then don’t listen to this. I will ruin it for you with details

I’m constantly striving for excellence, protection and to be my truest self fully

All I wanna do is make me proud ⚡️🔥

Ya know?

Just getting used to my inadequacies and trying to make the most of my story and journey. Every day I want to quit and run away in my cave/hole of darkness and feel sorry for myself but I have to fight myself to stay in the game. Everything I want wants me. Everything I desire desires me 🤞🏾🫦

Just scrambling with words, thoughts and feelings again.

Not all men are garbage 🗑

“I’ve been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak & my thoughts seem to scatter” (Don Henley, Heart of the Matter). It’s been a minute and I am NOT holding it together well but at least I’m not putting up a front 🧞‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️🧟‍♀️🧝🏽‍♀️

Bitch you’re scared to be vulnerable and emotional?!! Shut the fuck up you whining ass bitch 🙄🎻 (this is about a week later since recording this and Jesus Christ why am I so goddamn aggressive & intense in general but especially if I’ve been drinking 🤔🫣🙄🫠)