Unhinged But Enlightened

Blue is back from a chaotic, unforgettable 3 week solo trip across Europe, and he’s spilling everything. From a gay bathhouse adventure and sneaking onto trains, to Grindr hookups, iconic sightseeing, and the random strangers who became real friends, this episode is part travel diary, part gay fever dream. Expect wild stories, cultural chaos, horny detours, and all the highs, and “how the hell did...

Blue is back with two stories he probably should not be telling, but absolutely will. First he tells the story of a recent cat fish experience that involved a ski mask and a humiliation kink. Then Blue takes us to the gym showers, where he recounts his recent first gay cruising attempt that turned from curiosity into a chaotic rite of passage. Picture unexpected eye contact, lots of steam and Blue...

In this episode, Blue takes you through a wild trio of stories that prove life loves to surprise you when you least expect it. First, he retells the story of a glory hole encounter that began as pure curiosity and ended with an unexpected bountiful surprise. Then he brings you into the gym where his new personal trainer is giving him more than just fitness motivation, and the gym showers are very...

Blue spills the tea on getting gynecomastia surgery, the unexpected post op plot twist, and the very humbling healing era that followed. From compression vest couture to late night “is this normal?” spirals, he shares the physical and emotional rollercoaster with humor, honesty, and a lot of side eye. It is a cheeky, real time reflection on patience, body image, and learning to trust the process…...

Blue digs into another round of Boy Scouts stories, starting with the time his troop played capture the flag inside an abandoned hospital and somehow thought that was normal. He walks through a seven mile trek that ended at a river so unreal it barely felt like the same planet. He also breaks down his wilderness survival class where the assignment was basically sleep outside and try not to die wit...

Blue sits down with his new friend and guest Cleurrr while under the influence of marijuana to revisit the very beginning of their friendship and the strange cosmic glue that stuck them together. They talk about the day they met, and the moment they realized they were on the same wavelength. They also share the story of microdosing shrooms together a couple weeks ago and spiraling into a laughter...

This episode is a chaotic little sampler platter of Blue’s mini stories. We jump from a bipolar grandpa fully off his meds and absolutely running the show, to a very public and deeply humbling barfing incident on vacation in Mexico, to the surreal moment of discovering a Pornhub award proudly displayed in a deli in Italy. It is messy, funny, uncomfortable, and weirdly tender. These are the kinds o...

Blue gets real in this episode and opens up about a heavy secret he has carried for years. He shares what it has been like to date as a guy who is packing downstairs and how some men have treated him differently once they find out. The conversation turns vulnerable, thoughtful, and still very Blue as he talks about learning to set boundaries around something people often turn into a novelty. He al...

Blue retells some of his most cherished and buckwild moments from his college years that involve his best friend, Melissa. He dives into the night she met her now husband while high on molly, the time she got herself banned from a bar, and their senior year birthday blowout that turned into a psychedelic rager with more than one unbelievable moment. It’s messy, funny, nostalgic, and full of storie...

Blue sits down with his guest and friend, Skyler, for an episode that is equal parts hilarious and unexpectedly profound. Skyler opens up about the lovebombing thief who tried to sweep him off his feet, the wild origin story behind his unforgettable college frat nickname “beer can,” and the life lessons he has gathered through heartbreak, growth, and a few questionable decisions. This one has laug...

Blue recaps this year’s Halloweekend which was relatively calm. Yet, somehow the episode ends up spiraling into two unhinged high school stories: the day he and his friends ditched school and broke into a random apartment pool to swim with “Russian coffees”, and the time a super strong pot brownie at a rave landed him in the medical tent questioning his entire life. It’s equal parts nostalgic, cha...

The Unhinged but Enlightened pod is BACK bitches, and Blue wastes no time jumping straight into the madness. In this season two opener, he catches everyone up on life lately, including a recent stalker situation that was equal parts creepy and confusing. He shares how it all went down, what it taught him about boundaries and intuition, and how he managed to laugh about it afterward. Then, in true...

Blue closes out Season 1 with a special guest—his longtime bestie, Michi, calling in all the way from Hawaii. The two reminisce about their days working at a dispensary, unpack Michi’s toxic relationship, and relive one of the most unhinged stories yet: a chaotic shroom trip that Blue was a participant in and how they experienced telepathy together. Equal parts hilarious, raw, and heartfelt, this...

Blue shares his Halo Hottie listeners' most chaotic, jaw-dropping true confessions—and trust, it’s a wild ride. From sneaking around with a manager at Petco on the job, to a boob job gone horribly wrong, to the betrayal of being drugged by a so-called “friend,” no story is off-limits. We’ve also got scandalous tales of adulterous housewives and, yes, even a free “hands-on” session courtesy of...

Some recommendations find you for a season, others stay with you for years. In this heartfelt episode, Blue reflects on the digital teachers and guides who have shaped his path, and he now wants to share these sacred recommendations with you all—from the Youtube yoga instructor he’s practiced with for seven years, to a dating podcast that shifted how he approaches love, to a meditation podcaster w...

Blue takes us back to his summer camp days, where the nights were just as unforgettable as the days. From sneaking into the kitchen for late-night food raids, to breaking the rules for a secret game of spin the bottle that led to his first kiss, and other sentimental stories, this episode is packed with campfire-worthy confessions, laughs, and a little coordinated rebellion.

In his most unhinged interview yet, Blue sits down with his guest, Jay, for a rollercoaster of a conversation you won’t forget. From getting his very first tattoo at just 14 years old, to the bizarre (and lucrative) night a man handed him $1000 for farting on him, Jay’s stories are equal parts jaw-dropping, hilarious, and anything but ordinary. Buckle up—this one’s unfiltered.

Blue confesses to his early career in light breaking and entering..emphasis on the vibes, not the felonies. In this unhinged episode, he recounts throwing a legendary summer party at a friend’s house (while they were across the country), attending a prom night afterparty in an empty home like it was totally normal, and sneaking into an amusement park after dark like he was auditioning for Final De...

Blue is joined by his second guest—and one of his soulmates in this lifetime—his best friend, Raya. The two reflect on how they met, share outrageous and hilarious stories from their college days, and dive into Raya’s most unhinged moments (brace yourself) and the unexpected wisdom she’s picked up along the way. This episode is full of laughter, a few tender heartstrings, and the kind of deep frie...

Blue is back with juicy life updates—spilling on recent shifts, what’s lighting him up lately, and his gay Pride weekend agenda. But the real tea? A wild throwback to his college days, when a spontaneous full moon forest party turned into a dangerous misadventure. Tune in as he tells the hilarious, slightly chaotic tale of getting lost on molly, an hour from campus, chasing music and moonlight in...

Blue cracks open the dusty journal to tell stories from his wild days in Boy Scouts. From sleeping overnight in a prison cell on Alcatraz, to whitewater rafting with zero coordination, to—you guessed it—doing some classic gay shit at Boy Scout camp, this one’s full of heart, humor, and homoerotic tension. It’s part coming-of-age, part accidental comedy, and 100% Blue. Grab a s’more and get ready....

Blue explores the rise of AI and tools like ChatGPT, asking the big question: Are we heading toward destruction or the start of a new era? From fears of takeover to dreams of abundance, Blue dives into the possibilities—both terrifying and transformative. https://youtu.be/k_onqn68GHY?si=ev3FzV6w2O1BryvS Patreon TikTok

The first guest episode has arrived✨ Blue and Alana are unhinged, uncensored, and absolutely spiraling in this no-holds-barred episode. From the moment they met (spoiler alert: it was a hookup), the stories only get messier. They spill on that time their friend gracefully exited consciousness for a moment mid-shroom trip, Alana’s failed boner pill story, and the peak moment: a full-on LSD fever d...

Blue cracks open the vault of his college years to tell the buck wild story of the night his entire dorm decided to roll on Molly—and the chaos, connection, and unexpected vulnerability that followed. But it doesn’t stop there. Things take a surreal turn in a second story when one friend goes way too deep into a shroom trip, leading to an event that none of them could’ve predicted. This episode is...

Blue takes us back to a chaotic time when he thought he accidentally did meth (spoiler: he didn’t… probably), was in his coke era doing lines off pillows in his friend’s parents’ bed, and found himself in the middle of 2 truly curious poop incidents at Marie Callender’s. From underground raves getting raided by cops to questionable late-night decisions and everything in between — this is a medley...