This Is My Life

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk to you about moving into the attachment that is connected to my future mother-in-law‘s boyfriends house. Now these episodes are episodes about things that interfered with my recovery. Things that made my mental health goes south. Things that caused my symptoms to brew up again, or to get worse. if you have any questions or comments about my podcast or today’s epi...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk about how I became a personal maid in my mother-in-law‘s home. What you were thinking about me being a personal maid is not what you should be thinking. It’s not what you thinkMe becoming a personal maid was actually a nightmare. If you have any questions or comments about my podcast or today’s episode, please feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk about Dollar General. You’re probably wondering why I have an episode entitled a Dollar General. And I’m here to tell you that in this episode, I will discuss why I have an episode. Entitled Dollar General. It’s a short episode, but it does explain why Dollar General is a big part of my first year off of Xanax. if you have any questions or comments about today’s...

In today’s episode I talk to you about moving in with my future mother-in-law and her boyfriend. This occurred five months after I quit Xanax. With me, losing my short term disability, we were unable to afford our one bedroom apartment. We thought it would be a good idea to move somewhere where somebody could keep an eye on me on a daily basis. But of course we are wrong. If you have any questions...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna give you a little glimpse about my future mother-in-law; now, remember, this Hass to do with my first year coming off of Xanax so obviously we are already married as so. She is my toxic mother-in-law now. If you have any questions or comments about today’s episode or my podcast feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail.com. If you would like donate to...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk about a past trauma. And the one relationship that I’m going to talk to you about is my most recent abusive relationship that I was in. It kind of shows you why my mental health is as bad as it is today. I was in abusive relationships for 21 years. 21 years I dealt with being abused on a daily basis. That can destroy a persons mental health as well as their life....

In an next couple episodes here on Behind Closed Doors, I’m gonna be talking about toxic people and trauma that I went through during my first year off of Xanax. These next few episodes are going to be a little more personal than my episodes before this I’m gonna talk to you about things that made my symptoms worse and also made my mental health worse. if you have any suggestions or comments, plea...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk about my fierce off of Xanax; tying it all up. The episode will wrap up everything that I’ve been talking about for my first year off of Xanax. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or today’s episode feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail.com. If you would like to make a donation to my podcast, you can do so at...

In today’s episode I talk about what I’m going through dealing with people when I tell them what I’m going through after coming off of Xanax. A lot of people do not understand or comprehend what is going on with a person that is recovering from a benzodiazepine. Some people refuse to listen to a person that is withdrawing and going through the symptoms of coming off a benzodiazepine. If you have a...

In today’s episode I’m going to continue talking to you about my withdrawals and my symptoms that I had coming up with Xanax from the beginning to my one-year mark. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or today’s episode please feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail.com. If you would like to donate to my podcast you can do so at PayPal: @naturepi...

In today’s episode, I’m going to talk to you about my withdrawals and symptoms during my first year off Xanax. I give you a lot of information about what I have been going through and a sense I did not want to drag on the episode I have chosen to break it up into two parts. The second part will be in my next episode. I talk about agoraphobia, blood pressure, insomnia, eating disorder, G.I. problem...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk to you about my first month coming off of a Xanax. I’m gonna tell you things that will make you wonder how I got through it. I surprised myself getting through that first month. The first month in my opinion is the hardest when it comes to coming off of medication. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or today’s episode, please fee...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk to you about why I decided to come off of a Xanax. In this episode, I will talk to you about what led to me being put on antidepressants, and what led to me to come off of Xanax. These upcoming episodes are going to be very informative. My intentions is to spread awareness about the dangers of benzodiazepines. If you have any questions about my podcast or today’s...

In today’s episode, I’m going to talk to you about upcoming episodes where I share my story about coming off of Xanax. This journey has been a long one and my intentions for these episodes is to bring awareness on how dangerous benzodiazepines are; as well as the dangers and withdrawals coming off them.

Welcome back everyone! It’s a new year which means a whole new year of episodes on Behind Closed Doors. The first thing I wanted to discuss with you in my episodes is my journey coming off of Xanax. So stay tuned for my upcoming episodes. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or this episode, feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail.com. If you woul...

I want to wish all my listeners a Merry Christmas, Happy Yuletide, & Happy New Year! If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or the episode, please feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail.com.

In today’s episode, I talk about New Year’s resolutions. Do you have New Year’s resolutions? What are your goals for 2024?

In today’s episode, I talked to you about preparing for gatherings. I know that I talked about gatherings in episode 29 last month, but gathering around Christmas time or a little more hectic. It takes a little more planning and I’m here to help you with that. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or today’s episode feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast2...

In today’s episode I’m gonna talk to you about making plans for Christmas. Now I know a lot of people have already started making their plans for Christmas, but there are people out there that have to wait almost last minute before they can make their plans. In this episode, I’m gonna talk to you about how you can make it less stressful. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my...

In today’s episode, I’m gonna talk about Christmas tree shopping. Now I know most of you have probably already gotten a tree, but there are some people that wait to get their tree. It takes a lot of planning before you decide on your Christmas tree. I am here today to talk to you about that. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or this episode, please feel free to e...

In today’s episode, I talk to you about domestic abuse being high during the holidays. What causes domestic abuse to increase during the holidays? In today’s episode I will talk about that reason. I have talked about domestic abuse before in my episodes back in October during domestic violence awareness month, but I have chose to speak about it again because the rise around the holidays. If you or...

In today’s episode, I talk about Christmas memories. What Christmas memories do you have? I talk about my Christmas memories in this episode. Christmas time helps me get through my anxiety and my panic. I guess that’s why I listen to Christmas music all year long. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my podcast or today’s episode feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podc...

In today’s episode I talk to you about surviving Christmas shopping. If you anything like me, you dread Christmas shopping! I go into a panic if I have to shop anywhere that’s crowded. In today’s episode, I give you tips on how to survive your shopping experience around Christmas time. If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions, feel free to email meet at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail...

Today’s episode is about surviving winter storms. In episode, I talk to you about preparing for the winter season and what to do during a winter storm or even a power outage. I also talk to you about an ice storm I lived through when I was about 9 or 10 years old. I mentioned that if you’re curious to look up about that ice storm and that ice storm was in a march of 1990 or 91 not 100% sure and it...

We survived Thanksgiving and now it’s time to survive Christmas! December is going to be a busy month for all of us that celebrate Christmas or the Yuletide season! If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions for my podcast feel free to email me at behindcloseddoors.podcast23@gmail.com. If you would like to donate to my podcast, you can do so at PayPal: @naturepixie81 or CashApp: $NaturePi...